Harry had been very disappointed after having such a horrible day and then not getting a letter the next morning was horrible. The letter had became almost like a crutch to him. The thought of never getting another letter was killing him.

He walked into the dinning hall the next morning with his friends but he couldn't seem to get excited. His greatest fear felt as though it was coming true. He had cried all night after his breakdown and then it had started over the next day.

He sat down and picked at his food ignoring his friends try's at conversations. He didn't even look up as the owls came into the hall. Harry was more then a little surprised when he felt an owl land on his shoulder. When he looked up the surprise was turned to amazement.

Sitting on his shoulder was a beautiful snow white owl. He rubbed the owls chest and the animal hooted happily. The owl lifted his leg and Harry took the letter before handing the owl his treat. When the owl didn't move he assumed that it was waiting for a reply so he opened the letter and read.

Dear Harry Potter

I am so sorry that I missed sending you a letter yesterday morning but I was going through something that I would rather tell you in person soon. I know that your night was probably just as bad as mine. I hope that you can forgive me.

I know that you have been more than upset with the inability to write back without my name so I thought I would fix that. This owl is my gift to you I hope you like it. Think of him as an early Christmas gift, he knows where to send any letters to me.

I hope to hear from you soon and if you know longer wish for me to contact you just let me know. It will break my heart but I will respect your wishes.

Forever Yours

Harry felt his heart begin to pound faster as thoughts began to race through his head. He had been waiting for this moment for what felt like forever. He shoveled some food in his mouth then grabbed an apple before heading to his room with the owl on his shoulder.

Once in his room he started to write multiple times but it never came out the way he wanted it. He wanted his first letter to be perfect. The last thing he wanted was to say the wrong thing and lose the one person that seemed to understand him.

The letter took him most of the day and some of the evening but eventually he finished. He shrank the letter and handed it to the owl he had named, Hedwig. The bird flew off happily to deliver the letter.


Draco had loved the look on Harry's face as he read the letter and found out that he could finally send him letters in return. He had known that it would make him happy but the pleasure he felt just from watching Harry's face was amazing.

Draco smiled when he heard a peck at his window. He opened the window and let the owl fly into his room. The owl landed beside his eagle owl on the bird perch and hooted lightly before holding out his leg. Draco took the letter and handed both owls a treat.

Dear Friend,

I don't even know how to address this to you but I want to assure you that any letter from you is most welcome. I would hate more then anything to stop receiving your letters, they have become a light in my dark.

I don't have much of a life and it is hard to even figure out where to begin. I live with my aunt and uncle they hate me in every way. They treat me like a servant in many ways. I do all of the house work when I am at home and I am punished if it isn't done the way that they want it. My uncle has a temper to especially when he has been drinking or when he has had a bad day. They call me a freak and my cousin looks at me the same way as Adrian, It makes me feel dirty.

My friends at school are the best but they don't always understand me. It is mostly my own fault since I have never told them about my troubles but it is still upsetting when they don't notice or pretend they don't. The really bad stuff never happens until I am alone though.

The funny part is that I am kind of always alone. Even with my friends I am alone. I have never had anyone that I truly trust I would love to know what it feels like to be able to do that but I don't know if I can. I am actually telling you more then I have told anyone. I wish I new who you are.

I have never had a boyfriend, yes I am gay. There is somebody in the school that I would love to have the chance to be with. He I am sure would laugh in my face if I asked him but I feel like I could make him happy. I know it sounds crazy but it is more then a crush. I know that I am suppose to be with him. I know that if I was given the chance I could please him, but you don't want to read about that so I will end it here.

Forever yours

Harry Potter

Draco sat on his bed heart broken not only was his mate being abused at home but also at school by Adrian. The most heartbreaking part was reading about his crush and wanting to please this other man. He hoped it was him that his mate ached for because it would literally kill Draco to see him with another.

He would let his mate explore but the only person that Harry would be pleasing was him. Draco smiled at the thought of Harry moaning in pleasure as he wrapped his legs around Draco's waist. His member hard and dripping as Draco thrust into the willing body. He new Harry was a virgin it made him happy to know that he would be the first to touch him and the only one that would touch him.

Draco felt his teeth lengthen and his claws began to bit into his palms as he thought of his mates words. The thought of Adrian looking at Harry in a way that made him feel dirty, it had to be of a sexual nature. He quickly pulled his mind back to the present and his claws as well as teeth returned to normal.

He then moved to his desk to give his reply.

Dear Harry,

Though I had hoped your heart would be mine I wish you the best of luck. My advice would be to ask him. I know it is not more in depth but sometimes the best answer is the simplest ones.

I want to know more about your life with your family please tell me that they are not responsible for your malnourishment and your noticeable injures. What of winter break will you be returning home to them? Please tell me your plans. What of Adrian tell me he hasn't hurt you? Is he the one that you fear at school?

Please tell me everything I would never think less of you. Your the world to me even thought you don't know it yet. Let me know what happens with your crush. I want only your happiness.

Forever Yours

Harry read the letter the next morning happily but also sad at the writers obvious worry. He again looked around the room for the writer but it was to no avail. He then turned his attention to the Slytherin table. He was determined to take his new friends advice. It would hurt his new friend but the thought of being with anyone but Draco made him sick.


"Harry wont you tell us who has been writing to you?" Hermione asked with a smile. "Do you have a boyfriend?"

"Hey mate you better not be keeping a secret like that." Ron wined as he swallowed a bit of oatmeal.

"I don't have a boyfriend. Just a new friend, I will tell you if that ever happens." Harry said with a laugh.

They finished breakfast then headed to there first class which happened to be potions. Harry hated potions with a passion one reason was that he was horrible at it the other was that Adrian and his goons took it at the same time. Harry sat down with Luna leaving Ron and Hermione to sit together. Harry sat through potions with little attention to Snape and all to his plan on talking to Draco. It was hard to get a moment considering he was two grades ahead of him. He decided upon lunch he would have to catch him after lunch.

He managed to make it through all of his classes and finally it was time for lunch. He walked into the dinning hall with a smile on his face and his friends kept on giving him strange looks.

"What?" Harry asked confused by the odd looks they kept giving him.

"We just wonder what has you in such a good mood. You looked just dreadful in class." Hermione answered with Ron nodding in agreement.

"Well for one I am out of class and two I will tell you about it tonight. Right now there is nothing to tell yet." harry promised as they sat down and began to eat.

Harry could barely keep his eyes off of Draco all through dinner his mind kept going through scenarios. He wasn't sure what was going to happen but he new that it would be either very bad or amazingly good. The thought of having the chance to show Draco that he would be a good choice was overwhelming. The only down side was that he very well could be turned down and laughed at for the rest of his life. The worst part was that Adrian would find out, what would he do to him. His worst fear after seeing the lust in his eyes was rape.

Harry watched as Draco laughed with his friends. Draco was beautiful, rich and in every way perfect, he had no worries in his life. Harry was surprised when Draco stood up and waved goodbye before leaving the dinning hall early. Harry jumped up quickly and told his friends that he would see them later.

He walked down the empty dinning hall with Draco not far ahead. This was a bad idea he shouldn't even be thinking of asking Draco out. He began to slow down his pace and he looked up to notice that they were headed to a far part of the castle dungeons. He could be caught here alone.

"Draco, may I have a word?" Harry spoke out without thought. It wasn't until Draco turned that he realized he actually did it.

"Sure." Draco answered as he walked up to Harry with a smile. Harry couldn't meet the Slytherin's gaze.

"I was just wondering if.." Harry looked up to see Draco looking at him confused. It took a moment before he realized that he was staring and had stopped talking all together

"I Haven't got all day, Harry." Draco stated with a teasing smile. "I have to get my books from my room you can come if you like." Draco turned and began to walk but when he didn't hear Harry follow he stopped again.

Draco had felt more pleasure then he had ever felt when he heard his mate speak his name. Harry stood in the hall with fear in his eyes. He didn't like seeing fear in Harry's eye's it would stop the moment he had claim of him and the ones who had put it there would pay.

"I should go..never mind." Harry ran from the hall leaving Draco to watch as his mate ran from him yet again.

Harry almost ran from the far side of the castle dungeons until he reached Professor McGonagall's class it was his last class of the day and he couldn't wait for the day to be over.

He sat in the class and waited for the other students to arrive. It wasn't long before the class was full and Harry sat there listening to the students talk before class began.


Professor McGonagall walked into the room and walked to the head of the class and asked everyone to take there seats. The class was surprised when on of the female students raised her hand before the class began.

"Yes, Selena?" The professor called as she stood at the front of the class.

"I was wondering my cousin just told my mother that he was pregnant but he is a guy is that even possible?" Selena asked confused and curiosity all mixed together in her expression.

"That is an excellent question." Professor McGonagall stated with a smile before she answered. "Yes in fact some males can have children. Some men gain the ability through magical means and others are born with the ability. Not all wizards can become bearers as we call them. I myself as we as Professor Snape and any healer has the ability to check for the gift."

"But how dose a man have a baby?" Selena asked with a few giggling girls in the back ground.

"Bearers possess the ability because they have a uterus and ovary. The birth canal appears after the sixth month of pregnancy and stays for the rest of the bearers life." The professor answered with a smile to Selena who nodded that she understood. " I will be happy to test anyone after class if they wish it."

Harry couldn't believe his ears. The ability to have a baby opened up a new world to him. He barely listened as the class went on his only thought was of the information he just found out about.

He waited for the class to empty but as always he chickened out and left the classroom for the Gryffindor common room. As Harry left the class he was confronted by Malcolm and Adrian as well as his two lackeys.

"So want to have a baby Potter? I saw you all dreamy at the thought." Malcolm asked with a wicked grin.

"I can help you with that Potter." Adrian said as he grabbed his cock through his pants and backed Harry into the wall.

"I don't know what you are talking about." Harry lied pathetically. He new he was a bad liar but he couldn't bring himself to do anything else. He wanted a baby but with somebody he loved.

"What is going on out here?" Professor McGonagall said as she walked out of the classroom.

"We were just talking." Adrian answered before he walked away with the others in tow. Harry took a deep breath before he left for the common room without saying another word.

Harry was tired when he got to his room but was more then happy when he saw the letter in Hedwig's grasp. He took the letter and read it quickly.

Dear Harry

I want to ask you a huge favor. I know that you don't want anyone to know about the abuse but I worry about you constantly. I want you to see a healer I don't care who it is but if you worry about privacy I would request that you ask Professor Snape to look you over. He is trained in the healing arts and he is a very good trusted man to me. He will tell none about the visit except me. I already asked him as a favor and he will answer any questions or help you with anything at all that you need. Please I cannot stress how important it is to me.

Forever Yours

Harry read the letter twice before he finally set it to the side and thought through everything that had happened that day. He would talk to Professor Snape if for nothing more then to ease his friends mind.