Author Notes: This is Part Four and this story´s final part. I apologize, it took me quite a long time to finish this part, I have trouble writing smut so I frequently got stuck and had no idea on how to go on, but finally I finished it! I hope you enjoy it, and thank you for reading this fanfic.
Iruka couldn´t believe his ears. Kakashi had just said that he…….loved him? Him, Iruka? He almost looked around to see whether Kakashi was referring to someone else, except they were alone so it had to be Iruka.
-Wha…but how could you be in love with someone like me? - Iruka asked Kakashi
-Well I remember quite clearly it was you the one that suddenly confessed his undying love for me, I was very surprised. I had no idea you were such a slut however...
Kakashi placed himself on top of Iruka. Iruka felt really surprised because of Kakashi's words. Him, a slut? He was still a virgin….then he remembered the mysterious man he had woken up next to last night. Well he might...still be a virgin so…
-I´ve never even done that! What are you talking about? I am a very decent person!
-Oh is that so? You were quite slutty last night, even asking to go sleep at my room, whispering sweet words in my ear. Even though I said I couldn´t, since I had guard duty later that night! Yet you wanted to do it so badly, you even managed to convince me to skip my duty and pay for an expensive room…and then when we arrived, you fell asleep right in front of the door!
You?! It was you? The person I woke up next to this morning? – iruka felt uneasy, him and…Kakashi? What sweet words had he whispered exactly? Truth is Iruka had always secretly liked him, but had never been able to be even good friends with the man. Just acquaintances that talk every once in a while, and even when they talked it was never a comfortable feeling, lruka was always nervous when talking with the silver headed Jounin.
-Yes sadly it was me! But I wish I hadn`t been fool enough to listen to your words. – Kakashi then placed a Kunai under Iruka`s chin. - I thought something was wrong with you when I woke up and you weren`t there. So I went to visit later at your apartment but you weren`t there, you had left the door open so I thought I would wait for you inside, yet I found this there –Kakashi pressed the Kunai closer to Iruka`s skin. -As I went to give back the room key you so selfishsly took with you I saw you by the window been all friendly with that guy Ebisu. So I decided to call you here, and teach what happens to men that want to make me look like a fool.
Saying that, Kakashi forcefully teared open Iruka's shirt.
-No! Wait it's a misunderstanding. That kunai is not……
Kakashi placed his own headband in Iruka's mouth successfully gagging him. Iruka tried to take it off but Kakashi`s weight on top of him prevented him from doing so.
Kakashi next began to caress Iruka's bare chest; Paying special attention to his nipples, which he caught between his long fingers. Iruka felt his nipples getting hard. Then surprisingly Kakashi removed his face-mask, an act that almost made Iruka feint. He was truly exquisitely handsome, much more so than what Iruka had imagined. Kakashi paid no attention to Iruka´s reaction; rather he began to bite Iruka´s nipples and then he would lick them, making small circles all over the place.
-You like this? Well I guess so, considering what an expert you are, this is not enough for a slutty pig like you- Kakashi said as he licked Iruka's neck .
Iruka wanted to answer but couldn`t say a word because of the gag.
Kakashi then began to place small kisses and bites in Iruka´s shoulder blades. It tickled but it felt amazing. Iruka wanted to convince himself that if he hadn´t been gagged he would´ve told Kakashi to stop; but he knew he´d be lying to himself.
Truthfully he had fantasized about being held in Kakashi´s strong arms a lot, he had lost count of how many times he had whispered Kakashi´s name while touching himself with his eyes closed, imagining he was being caressed by his secret love. Now it wasn´t a fantasy, it was truly happening, and even though Iruka wanted to explain about all that awful misunderstanding, he was now somewhat unwilling to do so, because he was afraid Kakashi would stop what he was doing now. At first Iruka had been scared, that Kakashi was simply taking out his anger with him. But by the way Kakashi was kissing him, he could tell that he wasn`t just punishing Iruka, he may be pissed off, but wasn´t really cruel.
Iruka looked pleadingly at Kakashi hoping that he would understand that in his heart only Kakashi was important and no one else!
Kakashi was extremely focused on doing his "punishing" While touching Iruka in every possible way, he thought about his feelings for the man. For a long time Kakashi had been curious about Iruka, not truly in love with him at first sight, but after talking with him a few times, he had wanted to know him better, however it was difficult at first; since they would argue a lot, mostly about Naruto related stuff, but when Naruto left the Village for his training, they became a lot closer.
But even though they could then have a conversation without bickering, it would seem like a wall of awkwardness kept them apart, away from each other´s thoughts and feelings. Kakashi now realized it was probably the fact he had never been able to convey his feelings of love to Iruka, and maybe Iruka had been in a similar situation, (even though Kakashi himself had no clue about that until last night.) After a while they had stopped seeing each other, unable to find a way past that wall. But still Kakashi had remained interested in Iruka, and had never been able to erase him from his mind, nor his heart. Kakashi now was very angry with himself; he was unable to accept the fact that someone else was stealing Iruka away.
Iruka had his hands free, though it was difficult because of his position, he softly touched Kakashi´s chin moving it a bit so that Kakashi would look at his face, hoping his eyes would convey his feelings.
Kakashi noticed Iruka´s move, he was a bit surprised, but then when he saw Iruka`s face he was unable to take his eyes away from Iruka`s. Kakashi thought that Iruka wanted to tell him that he did not hated Kakashi and that he trusted him. Kakashi felt doubtful should he remove the gag? Or proceed with his revenge on Iruka`s mysterious lover, by stealing at least Iruka`s body for himself? Kakashi removed the headband and threw it aside. Then placed a finger on top of Iruka´s soft lips
-I think you wanted to tell me something? But scream and the gag goes back into place…
Iruka took some air into his lungs and then he hurriedly began to talk to Kakashi , hoping he would understand.
- What I wanted to say is: I trust you, I want you, I need you so much, just having you this close, is making my heart race as if it`s going out of my chest. That kunai is not mine, it belongs to someone else who is looking most desperately for it- Iruka then carefully explained the whole situation to Kakashi, withholding nothing from him. - please believe in me. ..please!- He said when he was done. Iruka`s lips trembled a little, hoping Kakashi would understand, not wanting to let go of Kakashi´s warmth.
Kakashi thought about what Iruka had told him. He wanted to believe in him but it sounded crazy, Gaara and Lee? He remembered that last night he had crossed paths with Naruto and Gaara shortly before seeing Iruka. But even so…the Sand Kage and …Lee? He´d thought they were awfully friendly in a weird way, but even so… besides Iruka was a very attractive man he likely had a long of suitors waiting in line to go out with him, so indeed he could be making this up, except it was way too weird to be a lie . He placed his cheek next to Iruka`s feeling his warmth but unable to see into his eyes.
-I believe you, I have to, because I already thought you were deceiving me once, and it was too painful. I never want to feel like that again. I never want to think of you in someone else´s arms, being kissed by someone else`s lips. – Kakashi traced Iruka`s lips with his little finger.
Iruka brushed his lips against Kakashi`s, then a soft kiss, then two… and then they couldn`t stop, they were as if held by magnetic forces, unable and unwilling to part. Kakashi`s tongue explored Iruka`s tasting him, exploring him for the first time, getting to know him, strangely it felt almost familiar, as something that had always been meant to be.
Kakashi then gently undid Iruka´s belt and easily removed Iruka`s pants,.
-Wait what are you doing!! I´m not sure I can do this yet… I want to but…- Iruka bit his lower lip, for a long time he had wanted to be with Kakashi very badly, he had fantasized about this moment, but this was the real deal, and that was scary, he wanted to give himself entirely to him but … it was just very scary.
Kakashi softly caressed Iruka´s face, Iruka could feel Kakashi´s breath tickling in his neck, having him so close was maddening.
-I´m scared too, I was blind with lust and anger for a while, but it´s difficult to do this after clearing up that misunderstanding. But even so, I want us to be together, I want to feel that you are truly mine. Kakashi´s face and voice felt sincere to Iruka, he could tell Kakashi just wanted to make it real, what they had was special, it wasn´t something new that had just suddenly appeared, it had the charm of something that has been kept away from sight but close to the heart.
-I…will do it, just be very kind to me ok?...- Kakashi nodded at this –I will take special care of you- he said. Iruka pouted - Since you are not the bottom you are not that scared –Iruka thought to himself but said nothing.
Kakashi smiled, he could see Iruka blushing and turning his face away from his a little. Kakashi was secretly glad that he has not the bottom, but even so, he thought his own fear was just as real as Iruka's since he was scared he could hurt Iruka's body without noticing.
Kakashi gently caressed iruka´s body, sliding his hand downwards. Iruka´s body trembled slightly in anticipation. Kakashi smiled as his hand reached Iruka´s lower waist and his manhood, he grasped Iruka´s member and started to move his hand up and down, first slowly and the increasing in speed. Iruka´s moans were also increasing in frequency and pitch.
-Ah, ah……mmm …don´t stop! When Iruka did it himself all those long lonely nights, it had never, not once felt as good as he was feeling now. It was awesome, Iruka´s body was getting hot, and he pushed his hips into Kakashi´s hands, but then suddenly Kakashi stopped. Iruka growled, he was enjoying himself so much so why did he stop?
-Don´t stop now! Why are you doing this? – Iruka frowned at Kakashi, feeling very annoyed.
Kakashi smiled –I had to stop or you would come, way too soon, and then you wouldn´t appreciate it. Kakashi showed his hand to Iruka, it was sticky because of Iruka's pre-come. Kakashi then placed one of his wet fingers inside Iruka´s mouth, moved it around a little, then the finger withdrew and Kakashi gave a soft gently kiss on top of Iruka´s lips, which Iruka thought was strangely chaste. He didn´t had long to think about it, since he felt something long and wet making its way inside his very private entrance.
-Whoa……..Kakashi! are you mad?!!! – Iruka couldn´t help it, he now realized one of Kakashi´s fingers, the one that had been placed at his mouth just a little while ago was now deep inside of him.
Kakashi kissed Iruka meekly in the cheek - It´s not too bad, is it? I thought that if I told you what I was going to do, you might be too scared……..and tight making it difficult for me.
-You are evil! -Iruka pouted a little, he wasn´t scared! well……..he was more than a little scared perhaps but he had hoped Kakashi wouldn´t notice.
Kakashi moved the finger that was inside Iruka a little, and Iruka saw stars, it was painful, but not unbearable, however the way Kakashi was moving his finger inside of him, well Iruka had to admit it wasn´t all pain, it felt kinda good at certain angles….
Kakashi stopped moving his finger inside of him, and Iruka let a little sigh escape his parted lips, but he soon realized he had hoped in vain for a little time out, as Kakashi placed two of his other fingers inside his mouth, making them wet, and soon withdrawing them from his mouth, both now coated with both Iruka´s pre-come and saliva.
-Kakashi kun, I love you but….three fingers! I mean , are you sure you can put that many…….humm…I mean fit them… inside……..wait, wait………..OUCH!!!!!!!!
Kakashi frowned a little, he had only just placed his second finger inside Iruka and was just itching to get his third inside too, he was certain he was being nice with Iruka, the other ninja was all warm and wet inside now, perfectly ready. And Kakashi´s own manhood was already throbbing with desire, even if it was just with his fingers, he could tell Iruka was yummy, and he wanted to get to the main dish NOW. Or he might explode right now, and that would be just too embarrassing.
-You are a man, right Iruka? Then you have to be strong, you are a Konoha ninja! – Kakashi began to move his two fingers inside Iruka, whilst with his other hand he began to caress Iruka´s testicles, and occasionally his member that had gone somewhat limp again because of the pain, he thought that touching Iruka here and there might be able to relax the other ninja a little and thus make it easier for both of them.
Iruka sighed, trying to concentrate on the good things he was feeling and trying to ignore the pain. Actually the pleasure was starting to beat the most severe pain he had been feeling at first. Apparently Kakashi had gotten the hang of it, and was now touching him in many of the right places.
-You can....ah…..eek…..ah…..put the ..Third…mmm….finger – Iruka thought it would be better for him to endure all three at once and get used to it faster. Iruka knew it might be difficult but he wanted to be loved by Kakashi´s body, to be as one, for him to completely belong to the one he loved the most.
Kakashi easily got his third finger in, now it was somewhat cramped with all three fingers inside. Iruka bit his lower lip, it was a strange feeling, he´d never thought he could feel such strange sensations from that particular part of his body, he had gotten used to the pain, accepted it as part of the hole experience, and it was starting to feel real good, his breath had become heavier, and he could hardly keep himself from moaning.
-Deeper, oh, it feels good. I never thought it would feel this…amazing.- Suddenly Kakashi´s fingers left his body, Iruka groaned more than a bit upset. It was the second time Kakashi teased him cruelly like that.
Kakashi laughed a little – I want to make love to you with more than just my fingers – Kakashi muttered with a husky voice, then he licked his fingers slowly while looking at Iruka with hungry eyes.
Iruka swallowed loudly, Kakashi was going for it, and Iruka was feeling anxious. Kakashi parted Iruka´s legs softly but firmly, Iruka helped by opening his legs up as much as he could. Kakashi´s hand went to his hard throbbing member as he guided it to Iruka´s delightfully small entrance. Iruka felt the tip of Kakashi´s hot member pressing against him, wanting to get in. Kakashi slowly pushed his hardness inside Iruka, enjoying every second of it. Iruka could feel Kakashi inside of him, slowly filling every empty space inside, Kakashi was so big, Iruka felt like he was completely overwhelmed by Kakashi´s manhood. Suddenly Kakashi pushed his hips forward, closing the small gap between their bodies. Iruka gasped, Kakashi was now completely inside of him, it was an amazing feeling.
- Iruka, you are so tight inside - ah - , it feels like I´m being eagerly embraced by your body- Kakashi smiled as he heard Iruka´s soft moans, he also felt even more exited by knowing he was the only one that had seen Iruka like this, the one to make love to Iruka for the very first time, and Kakashi very much wanted to remain the only one for him. Even though Iruka had been well lubricated, Iruka´s tightness and the fact Kakashi´s member had gotten big made it hard for him to move inside his lover. Iruka pushed his hips against Kakashi´s and moaned impaciently, demanding attention. Kakashi then began his movements, first slowly and insecure and then increasing in pace as he got the hang of it.
-Does…it ..feel good? – Kakashi asked, with forced ragged breath. Iruka panted and moaned instead of answering, which must mean it was indeed very good.
-More..! Faster! Do it hard, harder! - Iruka demanded, he wanted more, waves of pleasure ran from his tights to his spine and all over his body.
Kakashi´s thrusts became harder and deeper, discovering places inside the other that caused Iruka to see stars, to feel like fire was running though his blood, he couldn´t think clearly anymore.
-Ahhhh…….kimochi…….mmm ah..
Kakashi felt like his member was on fire, he felt so hot, all of his body ´s senses focused on the tip of his manhood, every thrust even more amazingly wonderful than the last one.
-I´m coming ….ah! mmmm I can´t hold it
For a moment they truly became one, no coherent thought in either mind, the only way to describe what they felt was to say it was like fireworks, like shooting stars, tidal waves or hurricanes. After the supreme bliss left them, Kakashi could still feel some of his seed being spilled inside Iruka´s warmness.
-Iruka, from now on you are just mine, ok? I won´t be happy if you smile at someone else.- Kakashi possessively caressed Iruka´s skin. He felt quite satisfied, the bliss of the aftermath causing him to feel relaxed.
-Iruka smiled with his eyes closed feeling happier than he´d ever felt.
-From the beginning I only ever had eyes for you. – Iruka caressed Kakashi´s neck. He was very happy then and would have liked to stay like that forever. They were still together Kakashi still reluctant to withdraw from Iruka´s body, he wasn´t as hard as before, but wanted to remain inside for as long as he could, the sensation was extremely pleasant .
Kakashi was drenched in sweat, because of lovemaking, Iruka was also the same. Iruka noticed that, after some time, he knew it wouldn´t be practical to stay together any longer. Kakashi was also thinking pretty much the same thing, since he was going limp.
-I think…… - Kakashi started
-Maybe we should…..-Iruka said
They both spoke at the same time, but it was clear that they were thinking the same. So they went to take a shower. After they were dressed they agreed that it would be better to give back Gaara his kunai asap, it wasn´t wise to make Gaara anxious. Kakashi called upon some ninja dogs to pick up Gaara´s scent, that was on the kunai, and so with their help they found Naruto and Gaara on a nearby park seating in a small white bench, Gaara was looking down, a small sandstorm surrounded him and Naruto was trying his best to console him. Iruka walked over to where Gaara sat.
- Sand Kage sama, we found the important object you were looking for. – He handed Gaara the kunai which was covered with a white cloth.
Gaara opened the white cloth and saw the kunai. The sand storm immediately disappear and Gaara seemed a lot more approachable now.
-Thank you, I don´t know what I would have done if Lee knew about it. – he turned to look at Naruto – If Lee had known about what you did! Well I doubt he would forgive you.
-Forgive him for what, what did he do!?? – Everyone turned around, it was Lee! He´d just happened to be training in that park and had come to say hi, when he heard Gaara´s words.
Lee grabbed Naruto´s shoulders and shook him hard. – I did nothing I swear! I never thought it was that important!
-What!!! Did you thought doing this and that to my boyfriend wasn´t that important? I will never forgive you Naruto prepare to fight!!!!!
Gaara just stood there quietly as Naruto begged him to clear up the missundersating, and people were gathering around them thinking it was a show of some kind.
-Naruto!!!! - Iruka stepped forward ready to try to explain but Kakashi gently pulled Iruka away from them.
-Don´t worry my love, Naruto is strong, and anyway his actions caused me to bear much heartbreak, so I think allowing Lee to vent his wrath with him is perfectly justified. – Kakashi smiled - Just call it Karma.-
Iruka nooded, now he had more important things to think about anyway, he looked at Kakashi and blushed a little as he remembered what they had done in bed.
-What are you thinking?- Kakashi asked when he noted Iruka´s nose was bleeding a little, he wiped his nose with his handkerchief.
-Well I think… I would like to do "that" again……now- Iruka said seductively while looking at Kakashi´s lower waist.
Kakashi laughed, surprised at Iruka´s answer. –Let´s go then! – He took Iruka in his arms bridal style and they hurried back to the apartment…
THE END
