Chapter4: Rose's diary 2

Dear diary,

Mum says that the doctor is with them. He's with the Daleks. Mum says that I should just forget about him, but how can I forget him? I love him, I can't live without him. If we had not have had that fight, he would still be here, he would still be with me, but we did and his not. He's gone and I can't get him back as much as I wish I can, I can't and that fact brakes me every time, every time I 'breathe'. I keep thinking back to the fight, I don't think I've gone a day without thinking about it. Thinking about how I could have changed that day, what I could have done instead, but that doesn't matter anymore we are all just trying to figure out a way to survive through the war that is already here, but that as well is pointless, because there is no way to survive and that's the truth, it cruel, but it still true. I miss him the doctor always came up with the ideas of finding a way out of something, but now it's up to me and I don't have any ideas that will help save us.

Rose Tyler