He cut the ropes and I fell down, he took me to my bed the one Levi gave me for resting.
He nimble my cracked lips then lick them up. I was not in the state to resist, so I let him the way he wanted to do with me.
"Are you Ethen, the one who drew maps for corps? I questioned.
"Oho, danchou you remember my name, so shall we continue our woos"
"Please, I want to drink some water if you can fetch me some…"
"Ah! There is no need for that isn't my saliva enough for you?"
"It is, but you know I haven't eaten for ages, at least give me water to replenish myself."
"Seek your energy in the intercourse."
I frowned.
"Ok, ok I'll get water, is that what you want."
He took out a bottle from his sack and drink some from it. The bottle was round in shape and made from some kind of metal, it was wrapped with some animal's skin. He took a mouthful of water then he kissed me to help me quench my thirst. Seriously, I don't want to drink in that way, but I have no choice.
"So, danchou shall we start?"
I looked in his eyes, he resides his naked body on my limbs, I don't know how, but I was able to feel his disgusting balls on my legs, although, I was unable to move them. He started licking my thing, I can feel his teeth on it, may be the width of it was too much for him, but he continues, after few strokes, I started to feel it. Which was nice in fact, it's been while since he gave me the blowjob. He is getting good every time he does it, or maybe my body is reacting to his touch. But, right now I was thankful to him that he made my nerves to get alive again, I started to feel again the pain, the pleasure, his body in contact with mine, the mingling of body scents and secretions, that sloppy sounds we are making, everything.
He put his filth inside me, waited for a moment to adjust, although the insides of mine were slippery even I was feeling uncomfortable. He started to move vigorously, rubbing on my prostate, in a while the room echoed with my muffled moans. He slapped me, resulting my lower lip to loosen its grip from my upper jaw. And he succeeds to make me scream for him.
"Such a bitch", he came close to me and drawled.
I started to feel strange, and my mind went black, I felt his voice echoing in the distance. Then to keep me alive he thrust with more force to make my body jump, I wanted him to stop, because he was giving me an unknown feeling, I never felt this before, is it because of successive sex or the violent sex or simply its rape. That's is why sex and rape are different, the connectivity of bodies isn't everything it is about the emotions that are attached between the two parties.
"St…op, it …" my mouth was unable to utter words correctly.
"Why Erwin, he whispered in my ears and then lick them.
My hands moved onto his face, he stopped for a moment, then he licked in between my figures. I tried to push him back, but he keeps on an extracting force. He then changed my position, my legs were upward and I was feeling like he was hammering a nail inside me. After few moments, he lifts me up and continues smashing his rod inside me.
"Erwin, you know riding position is the best one the…"
I bite on his ear, but my strength was not enough to make any damage. In result of this, he stacked my mouth with a piece of cloth. We were almost at the climax, and I again tried to resist, he then stabbed my hands with a knife. The blood rushes through my arms to my abdomen, then to final destination the sheets. The sheets were already covered with the white stuff we released.
Finally, we completed, jolting our bodies. He landed on me and I hit my head on the bed's back.
"Danchou, are you virgin?"
His stupid question raised my eyebrow. "What the fuck he is thinking", I wondered.
"Your expressions are better than any virgin I ever fucked"
"Huh!"
"And you are bleeding too"
I didn't give him any response, he then took out the knife from my hand, and tend my wounds with alcohol. He put the knife on the side of the table beside the kerosene lamp.
"Do you want some?"
I nodded. He gave me some with a kiss.
"It is almost nautical dawn"
"Hmm," the only reply I can give at that time. My mind was planning a murder.
"Ethen", I called out his name with a very light tone.
He instantly looked in my way. I put my hands on his face making it come closer to me.
"What, he was shocked by my action. I passed a smile which changed his expression, he looked very puzzled.
"Come one don't tell me you never kissed by someone before like that"
"Are you going to kiss me?"
"What else I am going to do, I think you deserve this, don't you, that I felt so good"
I get the bottle of alcohol on my left hand and had a sip from it, pushed him down and kissed him, he was steered by me. He instant responded by dominating my tongue's action.
I hit him as hard as I could with the bottle, without giving him a chance to strike, I drubbed the knife in his throat, the sharp knife easily made its passage. The blood overflows from his neck, his body moved for a moment then it goes completely unresponsive.
On the sheets with the blood of mine now his was added too, the sheets were colored in white and red. And on the sheet, I was shivering, killing a human is much more daring than a titan.
This was my first murder. And I can feel my hands still shaking I couldn't let go of the knife, after some time when I felt stable, I tried to look at his body which was lying on my legs. I tried to push it away, but for this energy is required.
Tears started to flow from my eyes. I screamed and cried for don't know how long. Till I felt someone's presence at the door. I closed my eyes as I was unable to defend myself.
