Edward POV
I love Bella, always have, and always will. So why am I so scared that we are an item? I go to Bella's house in the morning after Jacob goes to work, then we watch telly, cuddle, and talk until its time to eradicate all evidence of me being there before he comes back home. I love Bella, but something's not right, I started going out with Tanya when I thought that Bella was married to Jacob, and I don't want to leave her, she was a last resort, but I do feel for her. I don't know what to do.
Bella POV
Today Edward had to leave early, he's visiting the wedding reception with Tanya... they're due to get married in about three weeks.
Jake is due home now. Billy is here and were all having tea together.
Jacob came through the door all muddy from splashing around in the rain trying to get in so he ran upstairs to get changed before anyone could say hello, Billy just laughed it off "same old Jacob" he chuckled before getting up to get another beer from the fridge. When Jake came back downstairs he was dressed in the shirt I brought him for his birthday. Luckily I was wearing a red cocktail dress, sexy and sophisticated I told myself as I dressed.
When he was in the dining room he came over to me and gave me a kiss, not a forced one, a caring, careful, compassionate one like he did when we first got together. Dinner was heavenly; we talked about life, about Billy's new interest in police work thanks to my dad. I cooked what we had left of old harry Clearwater's fish fry, and we had fruit dipped in chocolate for desert; since Jacob requested a nice dinner. After desert Jacob brought out three glasses of champagne. He laid them on the table, took my hand, and got down on one knee.
"Bella swan, for 6 years, you have been my everything, but if you'll say yes, I want you forever. Will you marry me?" I could feel my heart in my throat, my hands got clammy, my knees went weak. I'd never experienced so much pleasure before in my life. Before I could register the question I said yes. He took me into his arms and hugged me so tight I thought I might have bruises in the morning, but it didn't matter because I was in a cloud of ecstasy.
After drinking his champagne, and congratulating us many times, Billy left us. And an hour later, we thought it best to leave what we were doing for the bedroom.
Jacob took off his top and edged towards me. Once he had me in his arms. He kissed me, slow careful kisses, going from my forehead, down my face; to my neck. Once he started kissing my breasts, I took my dress off. I slowly inched it down my body and when it was off; I sat back on the bed; to be soon followed by a naked Jacob. He spread my legs wide and began kissing, licking and stroking a path up my leg, leaving something that felt like fire up my leg where he'd been.
I was wet all down my legs through my little ice blue panties and was near begging him to remove them and my bra so I could feel my skin on his. After a few moments of pure pleasure my prayers were answered and he was hard up against my opening. With a groan I led him in and he continued sliding in. I put me feet, still in my stilettos against his bum and pushed as hard as I could, we both screamed with pleasure. I scraped down his back, bit his shoulder as he thrusted in me, screamed every few seconds in between pants. As he started to climax he griped the bedspread, giving me chance to catch up; and I soon was as the whole world seemed like I was looking at it through white gauze; I was in a bubble of pleasure. He came and collapsed while still in me, landing on my front and licking my nipple playfully. Then I fell asleep.
