Hey guys! Sorry it's taken me so long for the chapter. I'm about to start my senior year in high school so theres a lot of presser...okay so as you can see i'm trying to write more and to continue this story! Drama at home has gone down a lot since my mom stopped talking to my dad! WOOO GO MOM! lolz anyway I don't own The host club or any songs mentioned in this story but i do own Jordan and Rin.

Oh and by the way i find that if you go on youtube and listen to the songs mentioned that you kind of get more into a story well...that's what i do XD


I sighed "Do I really have a choice?" I ran my hand across my face to express my frustrations.

"Well we like to make you think you do." Kyouya said with a glare on his glasses hiding eyes and that cold smile of his.

I groaned. "You have got to be fucking kidding me!" I yelled at the top of my lungs. It's a good thing that the room was sound proof otherwise the fangirls outside would have heard me. "Put me the fuck down." I growled.

"Not until you calm down" The twins said. This only pissed me off more and Rin could see it.

"Guys I would but him down. Otherwise you're going to get hurt." She kept her eyes focused on me.

"We wont get hurt so don't worry Rin-cha-" They didn't get to finish as they suddenly hit the ground. I had gotten impatient like always and had pushed myself up and then down to touch the floor for leverage and pushed myself off the ground doing a back flip in their arms, thus making them flip and land on their backs while I landed standing.

I crouched down to their level. "She warned you." And with that I left them to sit at one of the couches with my ear buds in and the sound at it's max playing the song It's my life by Bon Jovi I sat back with my eyes closed. I really didn't want to deal with any of this today I mean it's almost August and as the day gets closer I become more annoyed. Just as the song ended I felt the couch slump a little from two new bodies on either side of me. I was really expecting it to be Hikaru and Kaoru but when I opened my eyes it was Kyouya and Tamaki.

I took out my ear buds. "What do you want?" I couldn't help but put some venom into the words. I watched as Kyouya and Tamaki sigh.

"Jordan-chan Kyouya told me." I froze there's a lot Kyouya could have told him. "He told me that you're really a girl." I couldn't stop the sigh of relief.

"Is that all?" I looked at Kyouya.

"Yes that is all that I have told him. I may know everything but no one else needs to know." I was really shocked. THE shadow king was being nice to me.

"So you won't tell anyone my secrete?" I couldn't help but become hopeful.

"No not unless you givr me good reason too." Kyouya said again with that smile of his making me laugh.

"You know I really should stop hoping for anything when I'm around you guys." I said as I sighed with a small smile on my lips.

"But why would you say that my son?!" Tamaki yelled as he latched onto me making me laugh again.

"Tamaki I already have a dad I don't need another!" I yelled back and pushed him off of me. He instantly ran to Rin.

"Rin-chan your brother is being mean to daddy!" He cried as he hugged her.

Rin hugged him back "It's okay daddy! He's always like this!"

"Rin don't encourage him!" I yelled at her making her laugh. I may be pretending to be upset at them but I couldn't stop the smile that just seemed to want to come out. So I gave up trying to hold it back and it exploded on my face shocking all of the Host club and my sister.

"What's that smile for?" She asked.

"I don't know...I just feel like smiling. I mean I know I was upset about being forced into this but I can't help but feel...happy." I answered her. I watched as everyone smiled even Kyouya smiled a real smile.

Kyouya cleared his throat "Everyone it's time to open the Host club. Everyone moved into their places. Tamaki got his own set of two couches and did Mori and Honey-senpai. Haruhi sat at a normal table while Kyouya and Rin stayed standing. Thus leaving the twins can you guess where they sat? If you guessed on either side of me the you where right and need to go get yourself a cookie. I'll even pause the story for you. No no I mean it really got get a cookie.

Got your cookie? Good any way back to the story I sighed as they sat down. "Why must you sit with me?" I watched as they smirked.

"We have to make sure that Jordan-chan doesn't get mauled~ Wouldn't want anyone to break our favorite toy now would we?" I growled and was sooooo ready to punch them in their faces when I hear.

"Ummm d-do you m-mind if w-we sit w-with you t-today?" A shy looking girl asked. When I looked at her she blushed a deep red. I raised an eyebrow at her making her blush darker.

"Of course you can~" The twins said at the same time while wrapping their arms around me. I felt my eye twitch. The girls sat down smiling as they watched intently.

I sighed, I would have gotten up and walked over to Haruhi to be with her but I was quickly yanked back into Hikaru's lap.

"What the fuck was that for?!" I yelled at him.

"Where do you think your going Jordan-chan?~" Hikaru's voice was as soft as silk...to the girls but to my ears all I heard was 'You aren't going anywhere my little toy~' I glared at him.

"I'm going to go sit with Haruhi. I haven't gotten to catch up with him very much since I moved here."

"You had all weekend to catch up with him. Why didn't you?" The twins asked with their heads tilted to the side, mind you that I'm still in Hikaru's lap so I had to tilt my head backwards to see his face.

"Simple I was earning money."

"Ooo Jordan-kun do you have a job?" One of the girls asked making me look at them full on.

"Yes I do but I don't start until next week." I knew the twins were smirking and I didn't even have to see their faces.

"Then how where you making money?" Now the girls had their heads tilted to the side.

"I was street fighting." I watched as the girls eyes widened and I felt the Hikaru stiffen which means that Kaoru did as well.

"Jordan-kun you street fight?!" One of the girls with blond hair yelled out.

"Shhhh! I can't let Haruhi know!" I said panicked.

"Can't let me know what?" I heard Haruhi's angry voice behind me.

"Shit!" I turned around to see Haruhi standing behind the couch with me in Hikaru's lap. She had her hands on her hips and she was tapping her foot. "Nothing!"

"Jordan did I hear that you were street fighting during the weekend?" I could see that she was pissed.

"No I swear!" Everyone in the host club was watching us.

"Jordan don't lie to me!" She yelled at me. Now I could see that she was truly worried about me as well as upset that I wouldn't at least tell her. I got out of Hikaru's lap and hugged Haruhi in front of everyone.

"I'm sorry Haruhi. I really am sorry that I lied to you but I can't stop street fighting. Please understand." I looked at her pleading. I watched as she sighed.

"Fine but when you go to street fight you are to take me and Rin. Do you understand?" I couldn't help but frown.

"Haruhi I don't even like taking Rin down there. It's to dangerous for you guys. To many guys could try to take advantage of you while I'm fighting and you don't know how to fight Haruhi." All of the Host's came to our little circle to talk, not even paying attention to the customers but they didn't really mind.

"What's going on?" Tamaki asked.

"Jordan is still street fighting and I told him that I want to go with him every time. It's the only way that I will allow him to continue this." Haruhi answered.

"And I'm trying to tell Haruhi that it's to dangerous for her to come because while I'm fighting I can't protect her or Rin. At least Rin knows how to protect herself but that's only enough until I can get to her." Everyone in the host club looked at me.

"Jordan-kun I don't think you should be street fighting anymore." Tamaki said very seriously making everyone look at him in shock except me and Kyouya. I was pissed, I mean just because I'm a girl doesn't mean anything.

"Why Tamaki?" There was so much venom in my voice that he flinched a little bit.

"Because Jordan you're-"

"Don't you dare fucking say it." I growled out before he could say anything.

"But Jordan it's true! You shouldn't be doing this! Now listen to your father!" He all but yelled.

"You are not my fucking father and never will be Tamaki! Urgh! I fucking hate this club!" And with that I stormed out of the room shocking everyone. I heard Tamaki yell for me to come back but I didn't and just kept walking.

I know my temper can be very short but that's mostly just when I'm around the host club. Tamaki's an idiot, Kyouya's a douche, Hikaru and Kaoru are jack asses, Honey and Mori are okay, and I love Haruhi but I can't fucking stand being in the same room when they are all getting on my case about fighting. I mean Rin understands but now that Tamaki knows that I'm a girl he'll want me to stop fighting and I can't take Haruhi to my fights because it's to dangerous. Suddenly I felt my cell going off. I looked at the number and saw that it was Mrs. Hitachiin.

I flipped open and answered "Yes Mrs. Hitachiin?" I said still slightly pissed.

"Oh Jordan honey what's the matter?" I could hear the concern in her voice making me sigh. I was about to tell her it's nothing but she interrupted me "Jordan-chan you can tell me anything." I could hear that she meant it when she said that.

"Can I tell you later?"

"Of course honey! Actually I was about to ask you if you would do me a favor."

"Sure Mrs. Hitachiin what is it?"

"I was wondering if you could come and model some clothes for my girls line." I thought about it for a second.

"Sure I'll do it." I heard her squeal from the other end of the phone.

"Thank you Jordan-chan!" I couldn't help but laugh.

"No problem Mrs. Hitachiin. When and where do I need to be?"

"Right now and I'll take you there since I'm already outside waiting for the boys." I froze where I stood.

"So Hikaru and Kaoru are coming too?"

"Oh honey don't worry I have some clothes in the limo for you to change in so that they wont know that it's you." I sighed thanking what every god that is out there that Mrs. Hitachiin was so awesome.

"Okay Mrs. Hitachiin I'll be right out." I quickly closed my phone and ran outside to the waiting limo. When I opened the door I saw Mrs. Hitachiin smiling.

"Hello honey, come in come in we must hurry before club hours end!" With that she shoved a bag into my hands. I didn't bother to even look inside before I took off my wig and let my long hair flow down. Next I took off my Bullet For My Valentine shirt and folded it next to my wig. I looked at Mrs. Hitachiin and blushed slightly.

"Umm Mrs. Hitachiin can you turn your back really quickly?" I asked kind of shyly.

"OH! Of course honey!" I sighed when she turned her back to me letting me change in peace. I unbound my chest and quickly put on my bra that I keep in my school bag and then grabbed the white tank top that was in the bag. Then I took off my combat boots and my black skinny jeans. Today I actually wore girl underwear thank god. When I looked I saw that I would be wearing light blue flare jeans with a white belt. When I looked inside for shoes I saw that she had picked out white high heels. I glared at the shoes as I pulled them out.

"What's the matter? Do you not like high heels?" Mrs. Hitachiin asked.

"No I don't their not really my style." I said still glaring at them.

"Well I picked them because they go with the outfit and also to show you off a bit to my sons." I looked at her slightly shocked.

"What? Why?"

"Because honey you are a very beautiful girl! Either of my sons would be lucky to have you! The only thing that would be hard would be to choose just one of them. Hmmm see if they were both with you I think I would be just as happy." I couldn't stop the blush that stained my cheeks red.

"Mrs. Hitachiin! I don't like your boys that way!"

"Yes right now you do but I have a feeling that you will fall for my boys." I couldn't help but roll my eyes as I took off my Gir socks and put the high heels on. Mrs. Hitachiin then took out a brush and began to brush my hair for me, making me close my eyes and relax.

"Now Jordan-chan what is the matter?" She asks softly.

I sighed "Well Mrs. Hitachiin it's about the host club. Since only Haruhi, Tamaki and Kyouya know that I'm a girl they all freak out that I street fight. I mean I understand that they are worried but they want me all to stop something I love. I can't stop now...it's how I get rid of stress. Haruhi said I can continue to street fight as long as I take her with me, but I can't do that because it's to dangerous for her while I'm fighting I can't protect her from them. I don't even like taking Rin but I can't just leave her behind."

"Hmmm well I think that they are right Jordan-chan" I was about to say something but she continued "No let me finish. But I also understand your side, it's not that easy to give up something that you love. I wasn't always a fashion designer, before I was terrible at designing clothes and many people told me to give it up. But I didn't want to because I loved to design clothes, so I kept trying over and over again and look what happened. I am one of Japans fashion designers."

"But that wasn't dangerous like what I'm doing. People that you care about that go to watch you can't get hurt. I've seen people being held hostage so that someone will throw the fight. I've saved them every time I see it because that's not fair..." I trailed off remembering when it had happened to Rin.

I felt Mrs. Hitachiin stop brushing my hair. "Jordan-chan you have got to stop worrying so much about that. If you really want to keep fighting then you have to meet them half way." I turned around and looked at her.

"But how would I be able to meet them half way? I don't want to put them in danger..." I looked down at my hands.

"Jordan you can't protect everyone. To meet them half way just let them go to your fights but keep an eye on them." I looked back up to here and thought about what she said.

"I guess your right..."

"That's my girl. Now the boys will be out here any minute!" I quickly stuffed all of my stuff into the back and put it next to me. I had just set the bag down when the boys opened the door so show Hikaru and Kaoru with worried expressions. They were so lost in their thoughts that they didn't even notice me.

"What's the matter boys?" Mrs. Hitachiin asks her sons. They both looked up at her.

"You know our maid Jordan?" Hikaru asks to which Mrs. Hitachiin simply nods.

"Well he's still street fighting and Tamaki said that he should stop because it's to dangerous for him for some reason that he wont tell us, and Haruhi said that he could continue as long as she goes with him." Kaoru said.

"But he said no because he thinks it would be to dangerous for her to go because he doesn't even like taking Rin with him. Then Tamaki tried to tell him that he couldn't do it anymore so he got angry and left the club early and we haven't been able to find him since." Hikaru finished. Mrs. Hitachiin just nodded again as if she was taking in the information.

"Maybe he just went home?" She suggested.

"Hmmm maybe..." They said at the same time while looking down.

"It'll be okay! Oh and I would like you guys to meet my new model..." She trailed off trying to think of a name.

"Lilly" I filled in for her. The twins looked up and I watched as their eyes widened. "You must be Hikaru and Kaoru, Mrs. Hitachiin has told me a lot about you." I said with a smile as I reached my hand out to shake hands with them. Kaoru shook my hand first then Hikaru did.

"You look like a girl version of our maid Jordan..." Hikaru said with suspicion clearly in his voice.

"And you sound like Jordan too..." Kaoru said with the same voice as his twin.

"Is there anyway that you and him are related?" They asked together.

'Shit what should I say?! Should I say that I am related to myself or should I say that I'm someone completely different? No it would be to suspicious' "No I don't think so...what's his last name?" I ask politely.

"Mizuki." They answer together.

"Nope my last name is Shultz." I told them using my mothers mom's last name in America. Both twins just looked at me with suspicion for a second before they shrugged their shoulders and relaxed.

"So Lilly have you modeled before?" Hikaru asked interested.

"Only once and I was modeling with two other guys." I said telling the truth. Hikaru nodded in understanding.

"So mom what is the clothes this time?" Kaoru asked.

"It's swim suites!" Instantly my eyes widened and I looked at Mrs. Hitachiin with panic. I mean the bruises are gone but I still have the bandage around my arm from where the guy had cut me pretty deep.

"Really?" All three of us ask.

"Yes because it is summer time!" I nearly groaned, my brain still thinks that it's winter because it is in Oregon but here it's summer.

"But Mrs. Hitachiin what about my injury?" I asked trying to sound self conscious about it.

"Oh honey I completely forgot about that!" And she did.

"How did you get hurt?" The twins asked. 'Shit shit shit shit!'

When in doubt put on the fake tears. "I d-don't really wanna t-talk about it." Just for effect I sniffled a little at the end.

"Ahhh I'm sorry! Please don't cry!" Hikaru said panicking slightly.

I rubbed my eye to 'wipe away the tears' "I'm sorry I shouldn't be crying, and it's about time I told someone..."

"Are you sure? You don't have to if you don't want too." Kaoru said sympathetic, I shook my head.

"No if I'm going to be working with your mother then you have a right to know." I looked at each of them to see the twins nod and Mrs. Hitachiin smirk at my acting. "You see not to long ago I was in an abusive relationship with a man that I thought I loved. One day I found that he had been cheating on me the whole time we where dating. I confronted him on it but he denied everything. I told him that I was leaving him."

This is where I really turned on the water works. "He said that I couldn't leave until he said I could. He began to hit me with a sock with an orange inside, you see when you hit someone with an orange inside it will hurt the person but not leave a bruise. So he hit me over and over again, I begged him to stop but he wouldn't. When he stopped I thought he was done but then he pulled out his pocket knife and slashed my arm open." The twins faces where ones of shock. I know I'm being a bit dramatic but this shit does happen in real life and plus this was the only thing I could think of!

"What happened after that?" Hikaru asked in a whisper.

"I lost a lot of blood so I had to go to the hospital, cops showed up because the doctor called them. They asked me what had happened and I told them exactly what had happened. They arrested my ex but I'm still scared." I sniffled one last time and wiped the fake tears away.

"Oh honey that is terrible! Don't worry about a thing we can photo shop your arm so you can keep the bandage on!" I looked at Mrs. Hitachiin and smiled.

"Thank Mrs. Hitachiin!" I couldn't help but hug her. She was shocked at first but was quick to hug me back.

"Miss, we are here." The driver said as he pulled up to the same hotel that I modeled in with the twins.

"Thank you Sebastian." Sebastian got out of the car and opened the door for us.

"Thank you" I told him to which he smiled and bowed his head a little.


Sorry about suddenly just ending the chapter like that but that's what i got and as soon as the writers block leaves me the hell alone I'll post more :3 Soooo...REVIEW!