"The Way It Is" chapter 4 *Where to go?*
I do not own sailor moon ^-^
"Amy NO I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." Damn sword, I could feel it disappear, as I threw it on the ground. I can hear the other girls come near me and take Amy. I can't help but be still and process everything that happened. I decided to look at my friends, all shock and hurt in there faces. I can't hold it in I scream like no human could ever. I have to get away, far away from here.
I flew as far as I could until I got to the one place that felt like home, the play ground where I got to feel happiness and love. I love swinging on the swing, I didn't even realise my wings had slowly vanished, I just gently went higher and higher. Till all thoughts about this morning vanished. The wind in my hair and face, the feel of the warm sun on my skin, everything was gone just my innocence stayed.
The Hospital
"We've got to do something about Serena!" Rei said in the hospital room with the others and Darien, all standing in Amy's room.
"Its not her fault, she seemed really confused after, almost like something has taken over her body?" Mina stroked her chin in thought.
"You guys I know it wasn't Serena, she gave me the look after it happened and I think that a new evil had something to do with it." Amy insisted.
"But this still doesn't explain her new power? Maybe because of the dark energy, she's developing dark power?" Darien sounded convinced that this was it.
"You know Darien if it wasn't for you we wouldn't be in this mess!" Darien felt anger as Mina threw her arms to her side in an angry gesture.
"She is right Darien if you had just told Serena why you broke up with her, she wouldn't have been weak and given in to evil," Rei said in agreement and concern.
"So its all my fault? Does it matter why?" The girls stood there in shock.
"Of course it matter especially to Serena," Lita started to grow angry as Darien gave a cocky of course face.
"Darien YOU hurt her so much! All she wanted to know was why? So she could move on is that so much to ask? Every thing you guys have been through all for nothing? Because that's what Serena's been thinking that she did something wrong or wasn't good enough and that it was all nothing but a game or something?" Rei looked Darien right in the eyes, until she could see him cave from guilt.
"You guys don't understand, I didn't want to break up with Serena but I had to, to protect her. You see I've been having these dreams that if I end up staying with Serena, she will fall and it will be my fault for staying with her. I thought these were just bad dreams but then something happened when I woke up, the picture of me and Serena broke and a voice came it said "Stay away from Serena, she will fall!"
The girls stood there in thought processing and trying to get it in there head that he is serious and not a crazy person. If they didn't know about the supernatural they would definitely think he was nuts but it sort of makes sense.
I started humming old tunes that I grew up with…
Wash your face with Orange juice
Mr Clickedy Clay plays a silly game all the kids in the street they like to do the same…
I decided to put my IPod in and listen to 'Avril Lavegne' 'Innocence'.
The sun was so warm and the breeze so cool across my face. It hit me a great pain in my body, I had stabbed Amy, my dear friend. I was so over come with power and anger that I was willing to destroy the city? What's happening to me? Apart of me likes it though and is excited when the other part is scared like hell! Should I just let it take over and become blind to it? Or fight it and be in pain all the time anyway? I don't have any friends, I've already ruined my future, there's nothing else to loose. I have to accept this before it over comes me too much that I loose complete control. This way I have some control and will slowly become blind to my awful fate. I wonder if this would have happened if Darien didn't break up with me? It doesn't matter now, none of it does. I have to leave the city though, while I still have control over it, maybe find a deserted island or something?
