wow, these chapters have been short, they will get longer eventually, definitely when this gets to X-2. i'm having trouble writing this cause i feel like i'm out of touch with 10. i've gained such an obssessing with 7 lately that i find this story hard to write, like it's sorta hard to get into the characters minds. when i get a working ps2 i'll start playing 10 and 10-2 again so my writing may get a little better.

Disclaimer: i do not own ff 10. this disclaimer is pointless.


4 to Luca

A month had passed before lulu had made a convincing excuse for why she and Yuna were leaving Besaid for a couple of months. She knew that lie which had been told to Wakka was a little different than what had been told to the others. It was a more detailed lie really. Lulu hadn't told her all the excuses that she had made were, she said it didn't matter if she knew them. She felt bad enough for lying to everyone on Besaid.

Yuna placed a hand on her stomach, the bump wasn't very noticeable, it was smaller then it should have been thanks to her lack of eating. Lulu had gone off at her more than once for it, but she didn't really care, she was having trouble taking advice lately.

Yuna shifted in her bed to get in a more comfortable position. She and Lulu would be leaving soon, so it was best if she got as much sleep as she could now.

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A few hours had past before Lulu had come to take her on the boat to Luca. Not as many people came to say goodbye, because they knew this time that there wasn't a chance that she would never come back. Wakka had told her a million and one times to be careful, even though he knew that she would anyway, so he was just making sure. She had noticed an odd look in his eye when he was saying goodbye to Lulu, one that she'd never seen him have before. Maybe there was something happening between them, if them having got so much closer lately was not a clue already.

Yuna waved goodbye from the side of the boat to the people on the Warf as it sailed off, Lulu doing the same.

Yuna steadily made her way to the front of the boat, Lulu coming up next to her.

"I remember when we were leaving Besaid before, Tidus was talking to me. I don't remember why; but we just started laughing, for no reason at all."

"I saw that, I had been wondering why that happened."

Yuna was smiling a little, "I think it was because we couldn't think of what to say, so we were in a bit of awkward silence. To be honest, somehow that was really funny."

"If it wasn't you wouldn't have laughed"

"Right" Yuna placed her hand on her stomach. She wasn't feeling the best right now, and the swaying of the boat wasn't helping in the least.

"I think I'm gonna go inside, I feel cold"

"Alright, I'll go in too in awhile, I feel like being out here a little longer."

"Okay Lulu, bye'

Yuna turned to leave, Heading down to the back of the boat to go inside.

There wasn't anyone in the hallway as she went down to find a room where she could get some rest. This was kind of good as she really didn't feel like seeing anyone right now.

She found a room with a bed in it, so she went in and hoped on the bed. The boat was swaying so much that sleep was hard to get, but eventually she managed to drift into a comfortable sleep.

Yuna felt a hand shake her, she still felt really tired so it was awhile before her mind caught up. Through half open eyes she could partially make out Lulu standing in front of her.

"Sorry for waking you, it probably wasn't easy getting to sleep on a boat. But you do have to eat you know. You have to try and stay healthy. If you take bad care of yourself it's not just you who will be damaged."

Yuna shook her head, both saying yes to what Lulu had just said and to make her more awake. She saw that Lulu had a plate of food on a table next to the bed Yuna was on.

She got up and took a look at the food. It was just some vegetables and some bread.

She knew that she should eat, but she still didn't want to.

"I know what your thinking Yuna, but you have to eat; you're just going to make yourself sicker if you don't"

"I know but,'

"But what, if you want to stay healthy than you have to stop starving yourself."

Yuna wasn't looking Lulu in the face, instead keeping her sight on the ground. She was right about that, like all the other times she'd said it.

She took one of the slices of bread and began to eat.

"Good, I'll come back to make sure that you've ate all of it. We should be getting near Luca soon, so we won't be on the boat for much longer "

Lulu left the room. Yuna didn't want to eat, but starving herself wouldn't just be hurting herself, she had the baby to worry about as well. And she didn't want anything bad to happen to it, especially since the baby's dad was already gone as well. She finished the meal before lying down again and going to sleep. She vaguely heard Lulu come back in and take the plate before sleep overtook her. her dreams would have been nice ones, if she had not been thinking of the time when she would have to give up this child.


this story should hopefully start to get more interesting in a couple of chapters time.