Hey there's a brief recap in the beginning. Listen I'm sorry for not posting but I really haven't felt inspired. No one comments so it doesn't really help my creative spark. I'm trying really hard but I can't do this alone. Even a "this is good" or "bad" would help me. It makes me realize I should try to please those who don't like it. If I just asked a lot of you, I'm sorry. I feel horrible but I am losing creativity for this story and it's very sad. I feel bad for making you wait... Again, I'm sorry but it would help, plus my sister just got into a car accident and is in the hospital so... I'm writing to try and forget...
"But I've made a mistake... Why would he still love me?" Molly laughed lightly and smiled at Lily.
"Love doesn't just get up and walk away. Your young and might not fully understand now but you will. Soon. Your the best thing that ever happened to him. Why would he stop loving you? He spent 6 and a half years chasing you. Open your eyes dear. We all feel the rain." Molly got a distant look in her eyes, "I was told this once; 'To love someone deeply gives you strength. Being loved by someone deeply gives you courage.' You my dear have courage AND strength. Please don't ever forget that." Lily nodded tears still stinging in the back of her eyes. The pair sat in silence for some time before Molly sighed. "I suppose I should go see the others. Lily, dear, come over for dinner sometime. Don't be shy. Tell James my best wishes are with him and I hope he recovers." Lily nodded numbly and Molly waved goodbye as she rose up and left. Lily heaved a sigh and pulled her auburn hair back into a high ponytail. She then rose up from where she was sitting. Lily looked at the door that held James's room. She walked down to the end of the hall and swung the corner, she then got on the elevator and waved it down. She pressed the button for the first floor, she needed to get a break. Soon she arrived on the main floor and got off the elevator. A woman was sitting at the desk up front. She was on her phone, chewing gum. Lily rolled her eyes, she hated sassy people like that. Lily stalked up to the front desk and waved at the assistant. She looked up, bored, and raised her eyebrows obnoxiously, glaring at her.
"What." The assistant asked, aggravated for being bothered. Lily's hands found her hips, she shook her head in disbelief and raised her eyebrows, skeptically.
"That's how you treat visitors? Well, no wonder no one comes down to the front desk." The woman at the front sat up and spit out her gum, turning her phone off.
"What the Hell do you want?" The assistant asked. Lily glared daggers at the woman, who rose up from the desk. "Who the HELL do you think you are telling ME how to do my job! It's not MY fault that you have a retarded relative or friend who got themselves landed in the hospital! God! You talk to me like it's MY fault! You Mudblood!" Lily slammed her hand down on the desk, even though she was shorter than the woman she was gonna prove she was in charge. No one, she meant NO ONE called her a Mudblood. Ever.
"Listen up you worthless pile of dragon dung. I'm NOT having a good day and I'm in NO mood for a retarded hospital assistant to give me shit! So cut the crap and fuck off! I'm here because my boyfriend got injured, so bad it could've been fatal! I'm giving YOUR boss money that then goes into YOUR paycheck so, unless your the stupidest human being on the face of the earth and I have to spell it out for you, stop being an ass and calling your customers Mudbloods! Your assuming my blood type but I'll give this to you. Yes I'm a Mudblood and guess the hell what?! I. Don't. Care!" Lily fumed in a dangerous voice. "Well I'm on the topic, don't think I'm paying for a bitch like you to talk shit to my face! I'm done." She slammed her hand down once more, pulled out her wand and aimed it at the assistants phone, "Expulso!" The phone exploded on the desk and Lily stormed out. Alone, she found the closed room that no one dared enter, she mumbled, "And just when I thought we could make it, reality strikes in." Lily lowered herself into a chair and just cried. Lily cried until she couldn't form another tear and hiccoughed softly. She got up and walked to the bathroom and looking in the mirror, she proceeded to laugh. Her mascara and dripped all down her face and she was puffy eyed and her emerald green eyes shone with tints of red creeping up the sides. Her hair and been half pulled down and out and her other makeup seemed to be mixing with the mascara ((A.N. Example of other makeup would be the blush.)) and causing strange colour combinations. Lily looked liked she had just walked into and through a hurricane and she just laughed. Laughed at how she looked, how she was composing herself, but most of all, how much she cried over James Potter. James Potter that, if this incident had occurred a few years ago she would have laughed and said, 'serves him right.' Or another cocky reply but now she had cried herself into submission over James Potter. She just laughed and wiped her eyes and took down her hair. She flicked her wand and took off all the makeup.
"There. I don't need any of this." She smiled at her reflection and left the bathroom. "It's useless anyway." Lily walked swiftly into the main hospital room bypassing the cursing witch whose phone she had just blown up.
"YOU! YA YOU!" She hollered as Lily walked by. She turned her head and raised her eyebrows, right hand lingering over her pocket where her wand lay safely stowed away. "You can't do that and get away with it! You-" Lily cut her off with a wave of her left hand.
"Ah, there you're wrong because I just did." Lily continued down the marble floor hallway and got into the elevator while the witch up front screamed curse words and other phrases. Lily ignored her and clicked the 1st floor button. Unlike muggle elevators, St. Mungos elevator and many others, went down instead of up. Lily felt the elevator drift down and laughed at the cheesy elevator music playing in the background. She fixed her hair into a loose braid that fell over her shoulder.
When she got to the floor with James's room she got off, smiling suddenly, she paced out. The smile, unfortunately, didn't last long as she spotted a man with quite long black hair that was a mess and he had a wild look about him. Even from his back, she knew who it was.
"Sirius!" Lily called out. Sirius turned and she saw his eyes were red rimed, obviously from crying, and Lily ran to him. Her arms wrapped tightly around his neck as he lifted her off the ground and spun her around, ending with a kiss. Sirius often did this and it bugged James a bit but didn't bug Lily at all anymore. She really appreciated Sirius. More than she would've thought or expected.
"Lily flower! How are you? Wait," he paused chuckling humorlessly to himself, "stupid question." Lily hugged him tightly and Sirius hugged her back. "Lily. Listen, I'm really sorry. If it makes you feel any better, I dumped Maria as soon as I heard. It's like she was black balled in Hollywood." Lily looked confused, "American Muggle expression. Never you mind. I'm so sorry that you had to watch. The truck was about to hit you right?" Lily nodded, tears brimming in her glorious green eyes.
"Sirius it's it's my fault." Lily sobbed shaking her head. Sirius held her tighter to him and mumbled softly comforting words to her. Most of it was, not your fault, but she couldn't help but know it was.
"You've had a bad day you took one down, but that happens so often nowadays so please listen to me when I tell you he isn't gonna regret a minute of what he did. Ever so it's better you get over it and realize he still loves you. Forever because if there's one thing I do know about Prongs is that he loves you."
