Everyone is probably going FINALLY~!
Anyways HERE IS CHAPTER FOUR~!
I'll try to update faster on these I promise!
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A's funeral dragged on for what seemed forever. I had my head buried in my knees most of it. Roger had asked me to speak, but I flat out refused.
What could I say? I knew he was going to die? That everyone dies? That I once again lost someone I had let in?
Like hell I could do that.
After the funeral, later than night, L came to talk to me again. I pushed him away with the same scorn as I had before, telling him that I was fine and just needed to be left alone.
Why does he care? No one cares for B! I'm just back-up! And yet…I still want to be just like him.
No, not just like him. Better. I understand more than he ever will! He's a detective, he investigates death. I know death! L lets people in, but I won't. I'll always be alone, I will never let anyone into my life again. Not Linda, not Roger.
But, maybe, I will let L in.
This perfect man-boy. He's so perfect, but understands nothing.
But I do. I know so much more than he ever will. But how to show him this? How to get his attention? I will have to find out a way…
"B? Good morning!"
I groaned, pulling the covers over my eyes. "Go away Linda…" I mumbled. Linda poked me. "Get up sleepy head!" she said.
The thoughts from the night before flashed into my mind. They were just rants of a tired mind right? Leaving Linda? Yeah right, Linda was my best friend….
I threw the blanket off of me, making sure it hit Linda. She squealed, and I chuckled. "B! That wasn't nice!" she yelled. "I'm sorry, I didn't notice you," I replied, and dashed down the hall with her after me.
