I OWN NOTHING!!
Don't hate me but it's just the plot
Will froze when he heard that name. ''She can't be my Lyra '' he thought but he looked and saw Lyra coming at his bench. A young girl came at her and stopped her. They talked but Lyra seemed not to listen at her. She was looking at him and in her eyes he saw the same angry eyes their enemies had seen then, at their journey. She walked at his bench and this time the other girl just followed her.
She looked at Katia and then at Will. She didn't say anything at the begging. She just stared at him. The other girl was looking at him and in her eyes he could feel the disapproval she felt for him. Finally Lyra talked
''Hallo Will. I hope I don't bother you and your friend'' she said with sarcasm looking at Katia
''Lyra I can't believe you are here. I thought I would never see you again'' he said and tried to hug her but Lyra was really mad. She just pushed him away and continued.
''You remember me? I am surprised. This is my best friend Ericka from my world. She can explain to you what I have done since the window closed. If you are interested of course. Now won't you introduce me to your girlfriend?'' she asked with a lot of sarcasm
''Yeah this is Katia. She is my best friend and the last years and my girlfriend. I think you have noticed that you look like her a lot.'' He said with a low voice ''Can we talk in private?'' he asked
Lyra looked at Ericka who after a while she nodded. ''Ok we can have a walk'' she said
They started walking and Will took a big breath. ''Lyra I can explain….'' He started but Lyra cut him
''Explain what? That I have been replaced. You forgot me didn't you?'' she said with a laugh although the situation wasn't funny especially for her
''Well yes in a way you are right but I love you'' he said
''Love me? How dare you use the word love you don't know what love is.'' she said angrily ''I broke up with Mark for you, what a huge mistake!'' she said
''Who is Mark? You had a boyfriend?'' he asked. ''Wait am I jealous? Why should I? I am in love with Katia. Katia is my girlfriend.'' Will thought but an other voice in his mind said ''Yes but Lyra is your First love. Maybe you saw Lyra in Katia's eyes. Maybe you never loved Katia. You just loved the person she represented for you.''
''Yes I had for a year but I broke with him because I loved you and I thought you loved me. I am so stupid. I have a question. Why have I been replaced? I know I have! You forgot about me. I know!'' she asked
Will didn't answer and Lyra understood from the silence that she was right
''Fine I have to go. I don't like bothering you with my presence. Maybe it's better like that. I won't come again. Have a nice life!'' she wished and turned to leave but Will stopped her
''You had a boyfriend and you are here to say that I should be guilty for things that you did too.'' He accused her
''Well first the things with me and Mark are not like yours and Katia's. Second I broke up after a year. A year that I was trying to go on and I couldn't'' she said and she seemed ready to cry
''You know Katia is much better than you are, than you will ever be. I don't like you anymore. You have become like a ghost. I don't want to see you again'' he said. He didn't know why he said that. He was so jealous. When Lyra heard his words she just walked away. She found Ericka at the bench and took her from her hand and they went to the window. They passed and the window closed. It was 1:30 a.m
''Let's go to bed'' Lyra said '' I am sorry for everything. I wasted years''
''Ok go and I will be right there in a minute'' Ericka said
Lyra changed and lied in her bed. Will betrayed her. He never loved her. She wanted to sleep, so she wouldn't be able to think about that but sometimes maybe always is not easy sleeping at times like that. Ericka came up, changed and lied in her bed. She was so tired that she slept immediately. Lyra couldn't sleep. It started raining and looking at the water in the window she felt that God was feeling as she felt and tried to support her. Finally she was able to sleep. She slept for some hours.
''Roger why this Happened? Do you love me at least?'' she asked him
''I don't know why this happened but I know that I love you and that I would do everything for you'' He answered
''How does it feel when you are dead?'' she asked
''You feel calm but nothing else except from a nothing. You feel nothing and with the years you feel that you always were a nothing. You loose everything you loved. You forget them.'' He explained
''Thank you '' she said and woke up
She got dressed and sat on the desk. She looked at a white paper. Then she knew what she had to do, what she had to write. Will betrayed her but there was an other person that didn't.
She wrote something and got out of the room. She went outside in the rain and looked up at the sky. Looking there was enough for her to know how she would go there. She got in and went to the kitchen she found the box with the pills and started taking them the one after the other. Then she laid on the floor with the note in her hand's. Se closed her eyes and relaxed. She felt free again after so many years she was Lyra again.
Next morning Ericka woke up. When she found out she wasn't in her bed she started searching for her. She knew Lyra well enough and didn't even think to look at the kitchen: Lyra never ate breakfast. She had searched all the house except from the kitchen. When she went in the kitchen she screamed. She saw her lying on the floor with the paper at her hand and with the open box near her. She didn't know what to do. She called an ambulance and her mother. Her mother didn't answer The ambulance came after five minutes. Her mother came at the house socked. She hugged her daughter. Her brother also came. The nurses noticed the note that she was holding and took it from her breathless body. The paper said: I am coming Rojer.
Ericka couldn't think. She just cried and asked from her brother to forgive Lyra. Mark said that all will be all right and hugged her.
The news were known after an hour. Ericka was so socked she couldn't stop crying and refused to be apart from Lyra
Mark was not as sensitive as his sister was but he cried a lot. When his mind was clear he started thinking about the note. ''I guess you lost too Will'' She died for her friend. Will and he weren't important enough if you compared them with Rojer. He felt a so happy that Will was not the one she died. ''Why am I thinking like that? Lyra died and I feel happy because he wasn't the reason? She is dead!!! I will never speak with her again. I lost her!! Oh my God I have become so selfish''
The next day Ericka went again at school. She couldn't pay attention at the lessons. They had no meaning for her anymore. Lyra is dead. Some classmates hugged her and tried to support her but Ericka felt so alone even then. The second day was like the first Ericka was lost in her thoughts. Three days past and she didn't change. He brother was worried Ericka didn't talk to anyone anymore. They were best friends once. Jake was so young and couldn't understand what was going on. A week past and nothing changed.Meanwhile in Ericka's mind was taking place a war. ''It's his entire fault. He was supposed to love her not to forget her''. She wanted to hurt him. She hated him so much nobody could stop her. She wanted a window right now to go and find him. Be able to hit him or even better hit his friend so he will suffer as she suffers but before that happens she would accuse him for Lyra's death. She wanted that so much. But an other voice always said ''How can you hate the man your best friend loved and adored?'' She couldn't decide what she wanted. Every time that voice was lower and weaker. She wanted revenge more than anything else.
She didn't forget anything of those thoughts. A month past and she was like that, full of anger and hate. Mark was so desperate his sister was destroying herself and their relationship was every day worst because of that Will he lost his love and his sister. He hated him so much.
One night he took the decision to ask Ericka what happened that night. There must be a reason, something happened.
''Sis can we talk?'' he asked when he entered the room. She looked at him and nodded '' What do you want to talk about?'' she asked
''Well I would like to know what happened the night Lyra died'' he asked
''Does it matter to you? Why should you care? But if you want to know I'll tell you.'' She said, Mark sat on the floor and looked at her ''It was easier than I thought she wanted to talk'' he thought
Ericka told him everything. Mark was socked. He was with another girl
and said to Lyra that she wasn't good for him anymore.
''Oh my God poor Lyra She heard that. He is so…..'' Mark said angrily. He couldn't find a word to describe him.
Mark was lost in his thoughts when he heard his sister saying ''I want revenge!!'' In her face there was nothing familiar to the girl he knew. Lyra's death changed her more than he thought. He started to worry and to panic about her. He couldn't believe all that. Will's words were too much and now the situation of his sister made him feel even more worried about her. He loved his sister more than he imagined. He felt awful that their bound was destroyed.
''I think you should sleep'' he said softly and hugged her. He got up and went to live hen he heard her voice
''If I find a window can you come with me? '' she asked. Mark looked at her and after a moment came near her. E sat on her bed and said
''Of course I will. Did you think I would leave you alone?'' he asked then he looked at her and kept looking at her
''What?'' she asked.
''I know we are too old for that but would you like to sleep with me so if you find a window you will be able to wake me up. You know how deep I sleep'' he said he wanted to look at her if something happened to protect her
''Yeah, I want that but we will sleep in your bed. It's bigger than mine.'' She said and got up ''Come on!'' she said happily and it reminded her old self. That smile she had on her face was so nice. He missed that smile all those days.
Thanks again to my reviewers especially to xpotcluver94x and to my friend that gave me that awsome review whatever you want I am here Mara!!
Now I want to ask two things 1) suggestions and 2) (I feel a bit embarrased that I ask that but anyway. Forgive me) What is a beta reader or something like that?
Sorry again anyway Read and Review I accept and bad reviews but tell me what you didn't like
