Hey, Sry I know I said that the last chapter would end it but I couldn't help extending it. THIS will be the FINAL chapter. I hope you like it. Please Review and tell me what you think!! And if you have any question, I will answer them all.
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"So..." I began. I had never been madder in my life. Edward sighed and collapsed onto a chair. My immediate instinct was to rush over to him and see if he was alright, and it took all my strength in order to stay where I was.
"I'm sorry Bella." He whispered, his voice breaking slightly. My anger melted slightly.
"I shouldn't have put you through that, but you wanted it." He turned away from me. I turned him back so that I could scream in his face,
"I wanted it? I WANTED IT? YOU THINK I WANTED YOU TO RAPE ME, AND GIVE ME NO EXPLAINATION? HELL NO, I DID NOT WANT THAT." My breath was shallow in my lungs and I was panting from the rage that had come back full force.
"You were the one who said you wanted to become one of us. And I made you one didn't I?" I was about to scream again but his words penetrated me somehow. Yes I had wanted to become a vampire, but not that way.
"I don't understand." I whispered my voice so low I could hardly hear myself. "I wanted to become a vampire but I wanted you to bite me. I was ready for that. I was ready to go through the days of pain in order to transform. I wasn't ready for the months of hating you, feeling pathetic and miserable. I wasn't ready for a pregnancy. I wasn't."
My eyes began to fill up with tears and as much as I fought them I knew there would be no way I could stop them from falling. So I stopped trying. I just let go. All the pain I'd felt, all the misery, the heartache was washed away as I cried. Edward reached for me, but drew back, unsure. I turned and buried myself in his arms, craving his touch more than anything I had ever wanted in my life. That is when Edward told me the full extent of what he had done.
"You are still human Bella. You can still bleed, still eat, still breathe. But you have vampire abilities like our speed and our immortality. I didn't bite you because-" he sighed before continuing.
"I didn't want to take your soul away. When you get bitten, to me it seems like your soul is being sucked out and I couldn't do that to you because I love you so much and being human is what I love about you. I never wanted you to lose that. So I went through all the books Carlisle had in his office and I found a way to transform you but keep you human. None of the others liked it but it was the only way I was ever going to change you." He took another unneeded breath and began again.
"The other way to change for a female was to take their virginity forcefully. I couldn't tell you because then you would probably been willing. And I was so horrible because I didn't want you to catch on. It was so hard. I could smell your blood but-" He closed his eyes and hung his head. I finally understood. He had raped me in order to change me and he had felt horrible about it because I had felt horrible. And the reason he had been so rough was because he had to be forceful and the smell of my blood had been driving me nuts.
"I understand." I said. There was a long silence, in which Edward stared at me incredulously. I leaned towards him and brushed my lips against his. His eyes widened before he shut them and responded. That kiss was everything all our other kisses before had not been. It was full of passion and neither of us pulled back. Our tongues danced and my heart beat wildly, just to be in his embrace again. Edward's arms came around me and pulled me into him. Moaning I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him back just as fiercely. When I finally had to pull away because I needed air, I saw something that I had never seen before.
"Edward!" I gasped, "Your eyes. They're green." And so they were. The topaz colour had faded to his natural emerald green.
"That is what happens when a vampire finds true love." He whispered back. The topaz colour was returning but I never forgot that moment.
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In the weeks that followed I discover many things about my transformation. I could still block out the powers of other vampires as well as levitate objects as well as myself. I also discovered that I could still bleed. At first when I got the paper cut, I tensed immediately expecting the others to become hungry. Yet none of them so much as blinked. When I asked why, Carlisle explained that I could still bleed and thought I still smell good to them, I didn't smell appetizing. I was amazed.
In May, I had a healthy baby girl that Carlisle delivered himself. It made me sad to give her up but I had decided. I knew it would be extremely difficlt for a child to grow up and then surpass her parent's age so Edward and I decided to put her up for adoption. She was adopted by a nice family that soon moved out of Forks, so I knew I would most likely never see her again. But then again the cosmos work in mistirous ways so I could never be positive.
Edward and I were married in town with all our friends and family with us. We graduated and decided to both go off to College so that we could get jobs to help support everyone. Our Honeymoon was fantastic as for our life together….well….it had just begun.
THE END
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Well the story is over but the sequel is just beginning. Review and tell me what you think! If you are still confused or have any questions just message me and I will answer them. Thank you all.
Lots of Love Sakura Akki
