Chapter four.

last time

""I think I've come to a decision on that…actually," she admitted "yeah?" He asked as they stopped in front of the doors, she blushed red biting her lip she smiled then "well?" he asked "I've decided…"

"If...its alright, i think...i want...to have a baby" She said quietly he stared at her waiting She stared at the ground. "Nothing will replace the first baby, i loved it so much." She said quietly "It...physically hurts, that the baby is gone." She whispered she stared at him "I'm tired of the nutt doctors hanging around thinking i'm a phsyco about to erupt. I know i can handle a baby and school." She stared at her hands "But..." SHe whispered "I don't want...to do it...just because i lost the baby." She whispered she looked at him. He staring at her waiting, She rubbed her head "Do you think...we..um...could go out?" She blushed "Like a date?" He asked she nodded he smiled "i'd love to, how about i take you to the movies on friday?" He asked she smiled a true bella smile. "I'd like that," She admitted he grinned "I'll pick you up at six?" He asked she nodded "when...do you.." He said slowly softly she blushed "Give me four months," She said softly "the doctors said no sex for two months, and i want to get on a regular cycle again." She blushed as she admitted he nodded well, we're late for class, we better hurry." He said he kissed her forehead and she ran to gym as he went to his next class.

"your happy," Charlie noted Emmet was eyeing her closely "Yep, I am going on a date on friday," She said humming lightly as she went to cooking. "with edward?" Emmet asked she looked to him "Yes, we're going to the movies," She said "The doctors said no sex for two months" Emmet commented "Yes, i don't plan to have sex for awhile Emmet, i don't even have a boyfriend so it doesn't really matter." She said coolly "So what are you doing friday, with edward." he replied back. "I'm going to the movies, like i said, we're leaving at six," She said "Thats early, movies don't start till nine, and i know for a fact that if you leave here at six and you go the speedlimit your still an hour early for the movie." Emmet replied "emmet is there something you'd like to share?" Charlie sighed getting between the two. "Edward offered to artificial.." she blushed Charlie looked to her then. Tears were in her eyes, "I told him, in four months i might consider it alot more," She said her voice wobbling. "I told him i'd rather get to know him before I had his kid, for all i know he has tons of kids elsewhere, so i'm going on a date on friday with him, and you know what? we'll probably do it again next friday," her voice got more venomis as she glared at Emmet "who knows, by the time four months come along i might love him so much, i won't feel like wanting a baby." She stormed out of the kitchen Charlie was silent "can i kill him please?" Emmet asked growling lowly Charlie was silent still processing. "No," He sighed Emmet looked at his dad hurt. "Why not!" He complained "Because, Bella was happy, he made her happy Emmet, she was HUMMING singing, she hasn't sang since she told us she was pregnant. "Its her choice, i will not deny that losing a baby messed with her head, i know it had to. She was raped Emmet, the only good thing that came out was that baby for her. She does blame herself, thats why she cries so much. If she wants a baby with Edward, i'm good. he's a good kid, he has never got introuble with the law, except that time where i pulled him over but thats cause you were drunk off your rockers. and trying to get him to pull your finger." Charlie gave Emmet the ticket for reckless driving. "So thats why i got that ticket," Emmet murmured Charlie smacked him upside the head. "what i'm saying Emmet is Edwards a good guy, he's making bells happy again. I'm not going to stand in his way if he can heal her i'm good. We have the money we can afford a baby to take care of, she has the money she can take care of a baby herself. she's bought shit for a baby, and i know it has to hurt her to see it everyday." Charlie shrugged "I'm going to let the chips fall where they may Emmet, i bet if you let it happen, we'll have bella bear back." He said "So its okay if he screws her and gets her knocked up! Am i the only one who see's this as an issue" Emmet complained "Yes," Bella and Charlie said at the same time. He huffed going emo inwhich Charlie threw a newspaper at him and Emmet pouted more.

Friday came to quickly for Emmets taste but not soon enough for Edwards, Charlies, or Bellas.

"Friday" Bella cheered she was making pancakes "Your up early," Charlie said chuckling "Of course, today is friday, its always important to not slack off at school on fridays." She said Charlie didn't comment that it had nothing to do with her date tonight, he'd heard her on the phone with her friend ashley everynight gushing on what she should wear for her first date. Apparently it was her first one ever, and he was quite happy to see it. He had gotten the afternoon off and she was rushing up and down the steps he noticed the nutt doctor (or therapist if you want to call them that) taking notes. "how do i look?" She asked she wore dark skinny jeans, a fit and flare red halter top she looked to Charlie and Emmet "Very nice," Charlie said "you should wear a jacket i bet it'll be cold." Emmet replied they both rolled their eyes She turned towards the door her eyes widening "i'm not ready!" She replied racing upstairs Charlie shook his head chuckling he got the door as Edward was coming up. He was wearing jeans and a nice blue shirt. "She's not ready just yet" Charlie informed him he nodded a smirk on his face. It was pretty quiet while they waited she finally came down "ya don't look any different then ten minutes ago!" Emmet complained she rolled her eyes. "Let me guess, it was your hair," Edward asked her she nodded "It keeps going frizzy" She complained he smirked at Emmet he grinned at Bella "ready to go?" He asked she nodded "What are the movies?" SHe asked "There is this zombie movie, a comedy, a romance, and a fighting one." He said she was thoughtful "Go with the romance!" Charlie snickered she rolled her eyes "I am not going to sit through a girly girl movie!" Bella argued she looked at Edward "lets see that zombie one," She said he grinned "I knew i liked you," Edward said Bella laughed.

"I thought, before the movie you'd like to go to dinner," Edward said as he pulled up aside a resturaunt. "Its nice," She said smiling "gentlemanly?" He asked she nodded with a laugh "yes, most unexpected." She said "My last girlfriend.." Edward started he paused "your last girlfriend?" Bella asked "Thought i was to old fashioned," He explained "you offered to get me pregnant, whats old fashion about that?" She asked he stared at Bella "thats different, your my bestfriend!" He said "I haven't been here since i was like ten," She complained "You were still my bestfriend," he said "you haven't changed much." he added she smiled "you haven't either," She said he grinned "Table for two," He told the waitress Bella smiled when the waitress kept flirting with him though it was clear they (bella and Edward) were on a date. "One more time i swear i'm going to poke her with my fork." Bella finally growled when the girl thought she was clever to slip her phone number in with the bill. "Scuse me," Edward asked the waitress do you have a lighter by chance?" He asked she held out hers and infront of her and bella he lit the phonenumber on fire. Bella tried to hide her grin as the woman gapped at Edward burning took her lighter back nose in the air. Bella giggled at that. "I think i love you!" Bella said cracking up as they left the resturaunt. "would you believe it if i told you that happens...quite often?" He asked she grinned "poor baby," She teased he grinned poking her side. "How many girlfriends did you lose because of that?" She asked "Do you really want to ask about my past girlfriends," Edward sighed "How else am i going to find out about you?" She teased "I need to watch my back." She said beaming he sighed "Well, i'll confess to what they all disliked about me okay?" He said she nodded "I'm old fashioned," He started "I'm a speeder and one day we're going to wreck" He said she smirked at that one. "Oh, your lucky i'm not pregnant, your allergy to latex was a good excuse though" He said he looked to bella "I really am allergic to latex," He said "I know, its rare but its actually still pretty commen," Bella assured him he smiled "i'm a geek, cause i love to read, i don't know how to pleasure a woman." He said smirking at that one. "Really?" she asked .

BPOV

"i might have been a seventh grader," He admitted "Seventh grade and you were having sex?" I asked he shrugged "I'm pretty sure it was cause she was and is the town slut." He said "eww." I said causing him to laugh. "Hey, atleast i was her first! She didn't have diseases" He said causing me to laugh. he grinned "I was a complete dork back then," He sighed "yeah, i remember you with glasses," i told him he nodded. "I started wearing contacts in eighth grade," He shivered "Jessica was truelly being a slut back then." He muttered "You couldn't pleasure her because you were a newbie yourself!" I defended. He nodded "I was also" He coughed "A bit small back then." he coughed "Oh? i hope you've filled out more?" I asked him teasingly he smirked "As much as i'd love to show you, i think you can wait" He said winking dear lord, now i wanted to know. I blushed and looked to the window he smirked. "Oh? those are some big words" I said making sure he couldn't see how red my face was. "Yes, they are, i'll admit i measured my dick, its grown atleast three inches since then." he commented "Thats not that good if it was only two inches back then," I teased he looked at me with a slow look in his eyes "I was four inches then, and well, still growing, the last time i checked it was back in junior year," He said "your a senior now?" I asked "I could have sworn we were in the same grade," I commented "we are." He said dryly i smirked "of course, it doesn't help that we were smarter and went up a grade while apart huh?" he said i grinned at him "Yep. Actually they wanted to bump me up two grades." I made a face "But i didn't want to be the thirteen year old in highschool," i explained he nodded in understanding. My phone rang i checked it Ashley. i turned it off "Who is Ashley?" He asked "A friend of mine," I sighed "We went to the party together," I explained he nodded "Its almost time for the movie, we better get going" Edward said she nodded her agreement with a sigh.

FINALLY! YAY i updated! Yaya it took me forever! XD F*CKING,D*MN It i take to long i totally forgot if i'd updated this chapter, realized i hadn't! XD/XC