Chapter Four

-White Lies-

Jonny headed down to the ED, he didn't really make many visits down here. Usually when a patient dies and the relatives agree to donate the organs of they're loved one and it would usually be him that went down to discuss it with the relatives but this visit was different. He was here to see a friend of his, he looked and he could see rhesus, and he could see Jac who was stood near a patient on a trolley who seemed out of it. He opened the doors to rhesus causing Jac to look up from listening to Tom's chest and placing her stethoscope around her neck.

'Nurse Maconie. What are you doing down here?' Jac asked. 'I came... To check on a friend of mine' he replied. Jac raised an eyebrow. Jonny could see Sam on the trolley not too far from where Tom was laid. 'Jonny, do you know this woman?' Jac asked suspiciously. 'She's a friend of mine' Jonny replied. 'A friend? You said the exact same about Bonnie and looked what happened there' Jac reminded him. Jonny rolled his eyes. 'This one is different, she's nothing but a friend. She's married to this chap here' Jonny pointed at Tom. Before he looked back at Jac and her expression, she seemed to believe this.

'She better be just a friend. Or I'll make sure this child is the last one you ever have' Jac said. And Jonny partly chuckled to himself because he knew that he would the argument, for now anyway. 'How is he doing?' Jonny asking pointing to Tom and changing the conversation. 'not great, I'm getting him into a theatre slot shortly, to see what's going on, the fact that he still hasn't regained consciousness is a concern,' Jac stated. 'And do you really think that's wise you being in theatre when your.. .' Jonny said. 'Because I'm pregnant? I'm pregnant Jonny not an invalid, bloody hell ' she said and with that she left and Jonny rolled his eyes before he turned his attention back on Sam who's eyes had began to flutter.

'Tom… Tom' She said and Jonny quickly ran to her side. 'Sam its okay your in the ED, you and Tom were involved in a accident this morning' Jonny explained. 'Where's Tom?' she asked him. 'He's right here' Jonny said pulling back the curtain so Sam could see Tom. 'Why isn't he awake?' Sam asked. Jonny paused unable to answer her. He had heard Jac say that he was still unconscious, 'He's just sleeping for now.' Jonny lied quickly. And Sam nodded. 'What about the kids?' she asked him. 'I don't know about those Sam I only came to see how you were and by the looks of it. You may have broken your collarbone.' Jonny said looking at her.

'Jonny, can you get Zoe?' Sam asked and Jonny nodded. Jonny left and soon returned with Zoe. 'Sam thank god your awake, you've been out of it for a while now. ' Zoe said as she shined her pen touch into Sam's eyes. 'Why isn't Tom awake?' Sam asked.

'He hasn't regained coconscious since the accident. His injuries are severe, he's going to theatre shortly and so are you, you need that collarbone screwed.' Zoe informed her. But Sam's expression was emotionless.

'It's my fault Tom's in here.' Sam said.

'Sam it's not your fault, you didn't see the on coming lorry, it was an accident.' Zoe told her. 'It was Zoe, it was my fault' she said again. 'Sam you're in shock, hardly surprising with what's happened' Zoe said. 'You don't understand. I caused this.' Sam muttered 'I don't see how you caused it Sam, it was an accident.' Zoe tried to tell her once again.

'No you don't get it. You, you weren't there so you can't say that I wasn't to blame for this, when I was.' Sam muttered. 'Sam, Sam listen to me. You and Tom couldn't have known that this was going to happen.' Zoe told her but Sam wasn't having any of it. 'You wouldn't say that if you knew what happened before the accident. I'm to blame for this. I may have killed him.' Sam said.