CH.4
Hello there! I just want to say thank you to all of you who have favorited and reviewed and PM me, and i still want to hear from you, and hear what you want! because after all this is for you! and as you can see, my friend who asked for Derek to cook Stiles dinner, we almost got there, but i of course put my twist on it, and well, you will one day have what you asked for! So enough of me, here is chapter 4!
People always say time heals all, they say that not matter how bad it hurts the pain will subside and you will come out great in the end and blah blah blah. It's now November and well i still hurt. But luckily for me, i know a certain something about a very protec..no possessive ex I want back. And I get what i want.
poor Isaac. I ran into him in the halls the other day, i didn't really want to use him, but what else could i do? Jackson was off limits, Danny would kill me, and well, Danny is off limits because Jackson would kill me. Scott, well Scott isnt my type, and well Allison is really good with a bow, and well, i'd end up dead. So when Isaac walked up to me and asked me the usual questions for a conversation, how you doing, hows school, blah blah blah, well, thats when it hit me, i could use this man to my advantage. I can use Isaac to get what i want, who better to use to get back a Mr. Alpha than to use one of his own pack members! Even though Mr. Sourwolf hasn't officially or well, he wouldn't tell me what he is, Scott can't keep his mouth shut. I still don't get how Derek thinks Scott does all this research for him, i mean no offense to Scott, but hes just not that smart...Oh well. I think Isaac is trying to flirt with my he has one arm against the locker the other rubbing his hand across my cheek, very cliche, it was bothering me, but not because i was being flirted with, but because it wasn't who i wanted it to be with. I wanted Derek to flirt with me, I wanted to see his face in the halls and smile, and him smile back and bear hug me when my back is to him. God i sound so cliche, but i , don't judge a man whose feeling very emotional and well, I'M JUST AN EMOTIONAL PERSON OKAY! Can men have a period? Hmmm. i don't know. But back to Isaac, He was shamelessly flirting so, i took advantage of it, i asked him if he cared to go dancing with Jackson Danny and I. And you could guess what his answer was. Saturday night. There's this new gay night club HYPE only an hour or so away from town. So we the plans were made, I was driving and Jackson may have slipped the fact to Derek that we were all going out and thats why he and Isaac weren't going to be able to make it to the pack meeting saturday night.
"What do you mean you aren't coming to pack on saturday! ITS PACK JACKSON! You have to here, thats that." Derek says as he crosses his arms across his chest and kicks his feet up on the coffee table that he and Stiles picked out a while back, Stiles fell in love with it when they were shopping for furniture for Dereks house a while back, it was black wood on top, but it had leather around all four sides and metal studs all around the trim. Stiles said is was badass and Mr. Badass Alpha needed it. So of course, Derek bought it immediately.
"Derek, its not a big deal, Scott didn't come last week! Danny Stiles Isaac and I have plans! Theres this new club opening and Stiles got all of us tickets!"Jackson pleads with Derek
"Is..Uhm.. Isaac. Stiles's date?" Derek asks nervously, uncrossing his arms and bringing his elbows to his knees as he looks down at the rug, another of Stiles's pick.
"Yea, Isaac was shamelessly flirting with him today and i think Stiles felt bad for him or so he asked him out on a date" Jackson says with no problem.
" and Isaac are dateing!" Derek says standing up.
"Nah, Stiles is going to wreck this kid, get what he wants tomorrow and then that'll be that. Ya know, a one night stand." Jackson says punching Derek in the arm.
"No" And before Jackson could protest Derek was out the door and his Camaro had been started and he was gone. Off to Stiles's house.
"Stiles is laying on his bed jerking off when Derek flys through the window.
"What the fuck Derek!" Stiles says as he throws a pillow over his erect cock.
"You. Are. Not. Going. Out. With. Isaac. Tomorrow." Derek says walking towards Stiles who is sitting in an upright position with a pillow between his groin.
"GET OUT DEREK!" Stiles yells throwing one arm in the air pointing in the direction of the window.
"Who were you thinking of Stiles?" Derek says with a grin on your face.
Not you. Not Derek Hale thats for sure. Nope definitely not you Mr. Strong, Big manly hairy chest man, with a nice ass
"Who were you thinking of Stiles!"
"Isaac" Stiles lies.
"Don't lie to me!" Derek says walking closer
"I wasn't" Stiles yells
"Have you been eating Stiles"
"Im trying, i really am, its , its just not that easy Derek." Stiles says kind of as if he were defeated as he pulls the covers over him
"Stiles its just food" Derek says as he walks towards the window
"Its more than that Der, its about the control" Stiles whispers
"Go to sleep Stiles, and don't forget to text Isaac and tell him you're canceling the date, i don't approve" Derek says as he leaves Stiles alone in his room.
I can't do this right now, i can't handle this, why did he come here, that wasn't part of the plan, that wasn't supposed to happen! He was supposed to show up at the club, not here, not in my room, not while i was jerking off to the sight of him fucking me! i can't. i , i can't breathe, oh my , oh , oh my god, i'm going to throw up. Stiles runs from the bed to his bathroom and kneels down in front of the toilet and gags, but not enough to make himself throw up , but he keeps trying, hes not giving in, or giving up i should say, he needs this, he needs the control, everything he does never works in his favor and right now, this is what he needs. He needs to have some control in his life. He gets up and grabs his toothbrush and he sticks the end of ti down his throat , a routine that is all too familiar for him.
Stiles wakes up the next morning to his phone ringing, it was playing Pop that lock by Adam Lambert, he has been enjoying his mans new album.
"What the fuck who is calling me this early this morning, because i will rip you apart, with my teeth!: Stiles screams into the phone
"Morning sexy" Isaac says
"What the fuck Isaac, its like 7 in the morning!" Stiles answers
"Well i just wanted to make sure we're still on for tonight, thats all"
"Oh yeah, we're still on , i'll pick you up around 8, now fuck off, i'm going back to bed."
"G'night sleeping beauty"
"fuck off" Stiles laughs as he hangs up the phone.
Stiles finally awakens for the rest of the day around noon, he gets up, makes an egg sandwich, takes a few bites, get full, and throws the rest out, its a start, he goes upstairs throws on his pink jockstrap, a pair of gym shorts and a white v -neck. Off to the gym he goes.
About an hour later he returns home sweaty and gross and in dire need of a shower, he strips down to nothing and throws his clothes into the hamper, well at least tries, he still misses on a daily basis. he showers and then just lays on his bed to pass the time, he said he would pick Isaac up at 8, but he was going to hang out with Jackson at 6. So he gets up, walks over to his dresser and decided on what hes going to wear, he decides on black leather studded vest left open, no shirt underneath, a pair of dark wash jean cut offs, red rosary beads and cheetah print steve maddens with spikes.
Well, this is it, this is what i am. I'm going to rock the shit out of tonight, i'm going to have fun, i will do this, i will have fun. I WILL i can't stay in every night, i don't even care if i make Derek jealous, i need this for me, i need to do this for me, i need to do something. An d why does he care anyways? He left me, he doesn't have the right to!
"Stiles do you have any laundry that you need done kid!" Mr. Stilinski yells up from the bottom of the stairs.
"Yea , gimme a sec i'll bring them down to you pops!" Stiles says as he walks to his hamper, he starts to pick up all the missed clothing and when he was finally done he realized something was missing. He picked up everything from the past week,.
Where the fuck is my jockstrap! I just fucking bought that! oh well its prolly around here somewhere, i don't have time to look for it, and I don't really want my dad washing my jockstrap..especially considering its neon pink...Its for the better Stiles thinks as he brings down his laundry basket to his dad.
"Uhm excuse me Stiles, where are you going dressed like that!" Poppa Stilinski asks with a wave of confusion rushing over his face. "
Dancing with Jackson, Danny, and Isaac, i know its a little risque but, i mean its a club, i gotta look the part don't i?" Stiles asks quietly.
"Well, at least you're going out, now don't go fucking any guy in the back of the club, you keep yourself for a nice man that can take care of you" Mr. Stilinski says as he walks down the stairs to the basement to do the laundry.
"Bye pops" Stiles says as he shuts the front door.
"DAMN BABY YOU LOOK FINE!" Jackson says as Stiles gets out of his jeep and is walking towards jackson and Danny.
"Stiles, is that you!" Danny looks confused.
"I'm single, i'm not that bad looking, i have Dereks credit card, and well, i'm not going on any dates looking like shit!" Stiles says as he hugs Danny and Jackson laughing and trying to stay up.
"Well, you're going to make Isaac cream his pants when he sees you looking like that!" danny says grabbing Stiles's ass and giving him a kiss on the cheek.
"I'm having trouble not touching you myself! And i've have had good restraint lately and damn boy." Jackson says as Danny punches him. "Ow, babe, Kidding!" Jackson says trying to backtrack.
Its 8 and Stiles has Danny and Jackson making out in the back of his Jeep, Isaac in the front seat with his hand on Stiles's lap, They're in the car blasting T-Mills, Stiles's singing along to The Boom, he thinks hes cool, Isaac is all into it drooling over Stiles and Stiles, well hes okay with it. Its about 10:00 when the boys arrive at HYPE and they bypass the line and walk right in due to Stiles's passes that he got because he was dancing buddies with the owner and when they get it the music is like a trance, SKRILLEX is playing Nero Promises Stiles thinks but he doesn't really care all he cares about is dancing, and boy is he dancing, hes completely lost himself in the music, he and Isaac are in the dead center of the dance floor DeadMau5 came on and that was it Stiles closed his eyes, wrapped his arms around Isaacs waist and he lost all control over his body, he started gyrating and going with the flow of the crowd, everyone was so close you could feel the heat radiating from everyone around him, some guy larger in build , not wearing a shirt came up behind stiles and started to dance with him and stiles wrapped one arm around his arm and one around Isaacs waste and the three of them were lost in a trance from the flashing green strobe lights flashing neon lights to the music that was playing,he was gone, he lost all about everything, he forgot about his problems he forgot about Derek, about Isaac, about his dad, all there was this, and now, the music and dancing and letting loose, as the beat picked up so did the dancing everyone was jumping and gyrating and moving to the beat Stiles was sweating up a storm and so was the two men surrounding him He could feel the heat from the guy behind him pop a boner and press it against Stiles's ass. Stiles being the flirty man he was and not realizing what he was doing pressed his rear farther against the man and brought the mans face closer to his and whispered into his ear
"Now , is that all you got?" he says then backs away from him and was pulled onto a table and it was just him , alone on the table , moving to the sounds of the techno beat, the rhythm, the music flowing through his veins letting loose , the rhythm pulsing through him, the beat was picking up, and so was Stiles, he took of his vest and threw it somewhere in the crowd not really concerned about it, he then threw his hands onto his chest and started rubbing his hands down his chest around moving his body in a circle and swaying his hips back and forth, right now, right then, Stiles was channeling his inner Britney Spears, He got down on his knees and threw his body backwards in the Britney fashion and just started gyrating right there, the crowd was going wild , he got back up and was just dancing by himself until Jackson, Danny and Isaac hopped up on the platform, and the next thing he knew it was all for them pretty much dry dumping right there on stage for the entire club to see, but Stiles didn't care. Stiles still was lost in the trance of the music, it was like something came over him he didn't think, he just did! And for once it felt good to let loose, to loose the control, to just give in! The beat started to slow down and Stiles came back into his body and all of them got down from the platform and someone handed Stiles his Vest , he threw it back on, and the next thing he knew he was being escorted to the VIP lounge, and there were drinks all sorts, but all of it was alcohol and Stiles was driving so he excused himself and as he was walking to the bar, a strong firm grip took ahold of him and threw him up against the wall.
"I thought i told you to fucking stay home and not go on this date with this little boy toy" Derek says very angrily as his grip against Stiles "Let go of me you big ninny!" Stiles yells as he tries to escape
"No. Mine." Derek says as he slams his lips against Stiles's and neither of them we're backing down, Stiles threw his arms around Dereks neck, his legs around his waist and he thrusted his groin upward into Dereks, and Derek could feel the younger mans boner hit his groin. Derek let out a moan of lust, pure lust.
"MINE" Derek whines as he thrust into Stiles and Bites the boys lower lip.
"Yours" Stiles whines
"Only Yours" Stiles moans as Derek sticks his hand into the boys pants.
The next thing Stiles knew was he was being thrown very roughly on Dereks bed. As he watched the man take his shirt off, stiles sticks his hand underneath the pillow to relax and enjoy the strip tease.
"Hey this is my jock strap!" Stiles exclaims as hes trying not to laugh or be creeped out.
HI THERE! So like i said, smut coming in chapter 4! i have BIG plans for Stiles and Derek, Stiles is still kinda fragile as you can tell he had a relapse and he made himself vomit, but hes getting better, and he wont be better completly for a while, Derek, well hes being the possesive Derek that i love. Uhm... Yea. I had a lot of trouble witht he the formatting for some reason, im goignt to try and fix it so it looks better, but ive spent at least an hour trying to fix it and re fix it, so i finally gave up. BUT thats chaoter 4! LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU! SEND REQUESTS! ASK QUESTIONS! dont be shy loves! i love feed back!
