Chapter 4: Ghost of the future part 2

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Bella Pov:

No! My future couldn't end like that. Why did I give up on finding the Cullens? If I was a vampire, I would've keep looking for them instead of throwing mine and Edward's love away!

The ghost from the future tried to explain but I was too upset to listen. Edward, the only person that could ever touch my heart, had given his own life due to my selfish actions in the future. But if I knew that he still loved me, like I did now, then maybe I could have kept searching until our souls were reunited.

I kept beating myself for Edward's death in the future. The ghost from the future had prepared the next future. Maybe to rip me apart from what it seems. I properly wouldn't have knocked out of my guilt ridden dreams if it wasn't for the little squeaky voice that bought me out of my thoughts. I watched the scene that was unfolding before my very eyes.

"Mummy, please some yogurts." A little boy no older than three years old stuttered towards my future form.

I could tell it was me because I had the same boring eyes and my hair just looked twice as plain. What surprised me was that my future self answered the little boy

"Of course, Masen. What favor would you like?" I asked happily.

"Umm strawberries." The little one named Masen answered with excitement.

"Ok." Was all I replied as I picked up the strawberry yogurts off of the higher shelf. After that the little boy grasped my hand in his and we took off around the rest of the supermarket.

That's when my present self got lost in my thoughts. 'How did I have a child? Who was the father? And why did Masen look very familiar?'

The ghost of the future must have thought it was important to answer my questions as she started speaking in a soft yet sad tone. "Bella, its not how it seems. About a year after Edward left, you were in Seattle looking at future places to study since that was all you ever wanted to do with your life. You hid behind book after book until you finally got lost in the written world of fairy tells and romances. Even though it hurt you to read them, you could never stop comparing the man in the stories to Edward. Until you finally came to the conclusion that fairy tells and love stories were not real.

So that's how you lived for around three months. Until one night, you were walking home late from the library. When you were attacked and raped. You're zombie like state returned. You kept asking yourself questions like 'why did they do this to you?' and 'why had Edward let this happen?'

After a while those questions came to a halt. But then you started to feel sick every morning. A week later you went to see a doctor because you were worried that you had caught a disease from the guy that attacked you. But when the doctor told you that you were pregnant, your life changed once again.

Even though you were a shamed to think that you and the man had created a life in you, you couldn't seem to let your baby go. So about eight months later, you gave birth to a happy and healthy baby boy. You called him Masen because you felt you needed to keep a piece of Edward with you. Even if it was only his last name from when he was human," Angela spoke.

A grim wave past through me. Yes, I gave birth to that beautiful boy. But not through any love or meaning of the word.

"Who...who was the fath-er."I stuttered both mentally and physically as my voice trailed off.

"I don't know if I should tell you that, Bella." Angela answered.

"TELL ME!" I shouted through my tears.

"It was Mike. I am so sorry Bella but he did get sent to prison for around six years. That was before he got out and moved to a different country." Angela tried to reassure me.

"So, he was free to do it to another person?" I asked angrily.

"He didn't get a chance. Luckily, he had a stroke on the train and became paralyzed from the waist down." Angela said quietly before continuing on a happier note.

"After that, you took care of Masen in every way and loved him with so much passion. You followed through with the rest of your life until you finally drew your last breath at the age of eighty-two. Masen was there when you died. His daughter had just given birth to his first grandchild. This was the last face you saw before you died. And for the second time in your life, you thought that love was indeed possible." Angela said in a happy tone.

"What happened to Edward?" I asked in a shakily voice.

"Well, Edward lived for another week until he read that you had died in the local newspaper. You see Bella; in every future Edward always loves you until the very end. Even if he never wanted to admit it to you," The ghost replied softly.

"Is there anymore futures you want me to see?" I asked grimly. I didn't think my heart could take it anymore.

"Just one more. This future is good. Even you would like it, Bella. And I am going to show it to you even though your path has changed. I might change it back if I am as impressed as the last two ghosts were." Angela's ghost form answered before the world started spinning and I landed in my last possible future.

"Edward!" My future self shouted as I ran out of my truck towards the love of my life. And much to my surprise, he picked me up and started spinning me in slow circles. He nuzzled my neck with his nose before speaking lovely.

"Bella, please don't ran so fast. I don't know what I would do if I nearly lost you again." Edward whispered lovingly.

"I'm not that clumsy, Edward." I replied in a frustrated tone.

"Yes you are, Bella. Please be careful. I want to see you walk down the aisle next week." Edward replied sternly.

"Fine." I reassured him with a huff.

"Thank you." Was all he answered before kissing me deeply.

"You will keep up your end want you? I don't want to grow old without you!" My future self asked.

"Of course, my love. Once you are bided to me in everyway possible, you can have your wish and we can remain with each other forever." Edward answered in a tone that was filled with love and passion.

Just then the scene cut short and all too soon for my liking.

"What happened? Was Edward going to change me? And what did he mean by 'I want to see you going down the aisle next week'?" I questioned speedily as the ghost of the future smiled at me with amusement.

"Well Bella, you already know the answers. There would have been more surprises if I had let this future continue. But I don't want to give too much away." The ghost replied before laughing nervously.

Then all of a sudden her face turned hard and unreadable "I have one important question, Isabella Marie Swan. And that is, would you be willing to fight for your love with Edward? Because if I rewind time and Edward still leaves, then we will have no choice but to end your life."

"What? Yes, I will fight. Even if I was to die, it would be a better faint than to live without him." I answered strongly.

"Then so be it. Good luck, Isabella. And remember, keep fighting. No matter what happens," The ghost replied while taking its true form and the word started to spin uncontrollably.

When the world stops spinning, I was back to that faithful day at the moment where Edward had just led me into the woods. That's when I remembered the words 'keep fighting no matter what happens'. That was what I was about do.

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