here is chapter 2 the longest so far... th challenge i have made is up to the third chapter but here is a clue for those look at my picture. i would like to sto calling him instead of the name so thank you for reading and reveiw

Chapter 3

After staking me, I stood in the room and it was starting to fade I looked around and saw the last of my family forever. My eyes then landing on him he has no emotion in his eyes, which is something that I don't want to see in his' eyes ever again. He should have realised that I had to kill myself before I went pure evil, I had no choose in this, I need to keep myself good. It is the only way for me to live by. I am in love with him but he will never hear me say those words to him and I will never hear them too. As the room started to fade I saw someone with red hair don't know why but I know that he was important to help.

I felt myself going back in my body with a sudden pull. Realising that I was not dead but I killed myself saving my family. I took a breath of fresh air in and sat up. Quickly looking around to see that everyone was ok; but of course upset especially him. Me, I was pissed; but not showing anything. Rose was looking into my eyes, my eyes that change colour so much.

"Who had the right idea to take my stake out and let my body to heal itself because you have to wait some time before taking that out? For now." I told them. I know that it was Rose that took the stake out. So I muttered under my breathe so no one could hear I hope "like always wanting to take care of me"

All of a sudden I felt this massive pain in my head and I know why straight away; I had shadow- kissed myself. So now I can see ghost but more clear than before my death. I had start to take power from people around me, long story short; I was giving myself shadow-kissed powers without having to die, that is just a change of plan. I must be screaming because everyone is looking at me strange. Great now they are going to think, I am crazy. Just prefect, just brilliant. I, Erin, who wants to protect, is now crazy. Funny how that works out; as I don't know what I am saying.

"Just breathe and you will be fine. Breathe in and out, in and out. That all you have to do. Erin, breath." Said a voice in my head. But where the voice came from, is right in front of, me.

"Who are you?" I asked the voice via my thoughts. He smiled, so what I did next was reached forward and placed one hand on his heart and the other on his' head. There he was alive and not dead. "Now tell me who you are?" I asked again

"I. Oh that sounds stranger. Hello, hello. Now first of all I am Mason and I died over a year ago in this time but really to me 6 as I have followed you everywhere you go; from the time you were born. So I could help you when your healing, get to this level of healing. Which will drive you..." he told me but I know what he was going to say because of the way he is looking at me

"Crazy. Right?" I asked him all he could do was close his' eyes and nod. So I went on like there is no one in the room "so I healed you; so I have shadow-kissed myself I bet." At that he smiled. So I hugged him. I turned and then felt the pain again but this time with many voices asking the same thing "heal me"

"No I can't. It not right" I yelled back at these voices "you did it once so do it again" it kept going and going for so long until there were three people standing in front of me " heal us so we can be with our family." At that I cried and I have never cried in front of people before. I had to answer Lisa's family, and I wanted to heal them but I could not do that "sorry but I can't do that." At that moment I fell to floor with the future changing inside my head.

The new memory in flashback

I was playing with my new toys. Mummy was going to make me a big sister and she did not even know it yet when there was a knock at the door. I hate the door at that moment. I did not know why, but I did. Then someone throw a new toy and it produced this gas and I started to cry when mummy came in and took hold of me and I wanted to protect her by telling her danger thought my hand.

The door was knocked down and in came them. I yelled and mummy started to protect me with all the others and I watched, tiring to help. I watch and watch, daddy must have joined the battle and now they were dyeing left, right and centre. I saw one came right at me and mummy step right in front of me it grabbed mum by the neck and I screamed even louder than before and this was the last one and it twisted mummy neck and ran. I knelled next to mummy wishing that I could heal her. I tried but I could not. Daddy came over. I saw tears running down his' face. With that moment I would never let myself weak again and kill the Strigoi that killed my mummy and little sister too. I went and hugged my daddy. We were never the same again.

End of flashback

I sat up and cried and cried. No one knows why. Why? I changed the future and what did it get me? My mother's death, in front of my eyes and, he was the one that bite me. When I was 4 and my mother's death was when I was 3. What have I done to get this in my future? Then like a lightning bolt, I remembered all the people I have killed. When? I don't know but yet, somewhere in my life, I have killed; so many people. This must have made the tears stronger than before. Thinking why would I do that?

I looked up with my tear striking eyes to seek out his'. When my eyes landed on him I see that something id up. A new roll of tears soon follows the first lot of tears. We kept our eyes locked until I cannot make out anyone.

I know someone must have come over and hugged me in that moment because I felt it, but no comfort came out of the hug. There was more memories coming at me; all the pain. What Dimitri did! Why? I remained him of Rose... but yet I am more like him! Spirit, I felt it being used in the way I use it never before. If the future had problems before now, it is going to be more of a royal pain than ever! For me!

I guess that is what I have to change now.

"Hey Erin you have destroyed my life." She tells me.

Once I heard those words. I know that it is Lisa, from the future, I came from. I know how I destroyed her life, but she has used spirit, the wrong way; she hits me. Now she punched me, over and over, I was promptly bleeding, but I did not care. Because Lisa had a lot of darkness around her. So what I did was use the bond that I can create but no creating is needed here. I took it. She fell to the ground and started to cry. I being me just held her. I told her that she should never use spirit like that. But she did, and the darkness took over.

"How many times have I told you that using that type of spirit gives you too much darkness to have control over?" I asked her. She just told me throw thought "too many times to tell you." She then looked at the damage she done to me. I know she is going to heal me so I quickly did it than I added "no more healing!" in my scariest voice. She looked at me. Looking sorry, so what I did was take all the darkness from her. So she had no more darkness in her no more.

"It was just the darkness. Understand why you don't use that? Only me." I told her. She nodded then looked around the room and saw everyone. People she missed and love. She looked back at me and I felt just how much pain she is in. "we are going to change it. Don't you worry no more? We are going to do it. Even if it means losing other thing. We have to." I told her.

My aunt Lisa. Is so strong so much has happened to the both of us. We have helped each other throw it all and now we have the chance to change what happens to us. But there is something I realised a moment later. I know who wants to came here. I need to take the darkness first.

"We need to stop him from using spirit right now!" I yelled. Aunt Lisa understood straight away. Long story short. I healed her and now we are bonded; stronger than hers with Rose. It helps us take care of each other. I grab her hand and I jump into the future but a hand grabbed hold before I jumped; he just had to come. To stop him, and fix a relationship.

Time jump

We got there just in time because he looked at us before doing what he was going to do. I must have looked pissed off because he spot walking and looked at me.

"Don't you dare use spirit? When I been gone. You need me take the darkness first before you use it. Don't say Lisa used it and I have had a go at her." I basically yelled and told him. "Christian, don't make me came over there get your ass of here now." I yelled at him. He walked over with a grin on his' face. So I give him my look that says 'what are you smiling about?'

"You sound like Rose. Man I would never say that in front of her. But I miss her. Dimitri I still cannot believe what he did, because you remind him of her." He told me. I know I needed as much help as I could get. But I know this is going to open so much. Everyone eyes were on my tummy and that when I felt it. I looked down and there standing out like a dot on white paper, is a bump. What in the world? Then the memoires came. Oh, what! Three babies I am having with three different people. How to tell them? Especially certain people. I grab of hold of Christian, him as well who looks just heartbroken at me; I look at Lisa who has Adrian. We go back. Once again.

Time jump

We get there and everyone looks at the tag along. What can I say they were also looking at my tummy; surprise? Yeah, they would be. That when we, the people from the future got into a fight. This is going to be very interesting.

"What do you want me to admit to? I did nothing" yelled Christian at Lisa. I know why the reason for this fight was. So I have to do something.

"You just can't realise what you did? With her?" yelled back Lisa. She knows that he had cheated on her but he did not know that. Stupid spirit! This would be the best time to stop the yelling here.

"With who?" asked Christen? This is going to hurt. I just knew it.

"Me" I said. Everyone looks at me. Surprised yes; but this is only the begging. One more person to the mixed.

"What about me? I thought you love me?" asked Adrian. Oh, he had to say that.

"I don't love you. I tell you that all the time. Your emotions took over me. I. Don't. Love. You! "I tell him.

"What!" Christian asked in a voice I could not pin point. I looked at him.

"You want to know the whole story?" he nodded. I turn to Adrian. "I will do the same for you too." I decided to start with Adrian first because it simpler.

"I felt your emotions and they took over me. So stop trying to get with me. I don't care if I am having a child with you. Your emotions took over me. I am not in love with you. Ok?" at this he nodded but I know he is still going to try and get with me. But he will leave me alone. For now.

"Christian simple remembers the dream walk that you thought it was Lisa. Well it was me trying to show everyone a new sprit thing I learnt. Yeah then the same thing your emotions took over me." I told him this is going be the next shock so I motion that we should walk out of the room. The five of us but then I make Mason came with us.

"Ok here is the simplest thing to say to you two boys. I am having a child with each you. Impossible but hey I am too." I tell them.

"But I love Lisa but I am having baby with you. Shit!" Christen had to say something, didn't he. I look at him.

"Blame it on the spirit because I am. Oh and I am the one who is kills Tasha this time round." Everyone looks at me I counted. "We have a chance on changing the future. We have to. The first thing is the death of my mother. This then leads to Dimitri choosing to turn Strigoi. So we don't have to miss her and my father no more. Ok?" I asked. But then I felt it. There were more people coming here; we are so in trouble.

I look at Lisa who then takes lead and makes everyone go back in. Me; I am on alert with him; we know who is coming how that just a guess. When I entre the room. The first one to notice our alertness is Rose. Then I felt the pain. From something I put behind me. I turn after I heard the door open then close. In walked a boy about my age that looked like me a , but I know there was one more person here too.

"Look who is here everyone. What you been up to Erin? Saving yourself from me or your daddy?" He asked me. I looked for Dimitri. Naturally there is confusing to that question.

"No making it so I only have to save myself from you. I would not hind from me I know you are here." I yelled. Then I heard the footsteps. I put myself in front of everyone with him. He entre looking pleased.

"Very good. Pleased that I could not scared my daughter more than I have already. Am I correct "I nodded to him? I know everyone was shocked to see. Dimitri, Strigoi. "You problem don't remember your first born. You should be proud of him." I look at him. I see that I have killed so many but I never remembered that why did I forget? I don't know. I looked over to him with that I remembered.

"I remember dad just don't get into a fit. You got yourself turned. All because of what happened. What about me? How do you think I felt too? You did this and I was lifted alone basically no you or mum because of what happened! The only people that were there for me and still are to this day are Lisa, Christian and Adrian. Think of me for once. You have been this way for basically three years. Strigoi for two; since I was bitten. I need you but on that day. You ran. From your family." I yelled but by the end I was crying. I missed him. And now here he is. I think I was not thinking straight because I did the one thing I don't normally do. Walk up to them. I looked at each one for sometimes. I looked at my father. I slapped him. My actions were surprising me. My eyes fell on the boy. I know he was mine but I know what he wanted from me. I looked at him. I have an evil son. How? He smiled. With doing that showed me his teeth I looked at him. You want it, you not getting any. I thought.

"No. I am not giving you that." I told him. He smiled faded. I know I failed by not backing away. That when my father's hands came around me. I know what is to happen. I quickly send a message throw to Lisa 'whisper to everyone project love ones' I heard her answer 'will do'.

I looked up to see my son looking at me. My hair got moved out of the way, I growled at him. Then my son lowed his head and drink from me. I was in so much pain. Then just like that he lifted his' head and looked at me with evil brown eyes with the red in them. He eyes then became pain. I just looked at him.

"What have you done to me" he asked me. I look at him more.

"I never said drink from me or even yes. So I give you a gift. That gift is your soul. Why do you think I never, put a fight. It was my plan." I told him then I started to hit them all until he came over to me and held me telling me to stop what I am doing.

"What did I do to you" asked my father. I looked at him. Was he stupid or what?

"Think about what I said before." I told him. "You left me alone with no parents. Don't you even dare say they force you to turn? You welcome it. To leave behind your emotions; the pain, the loss and looking at me. Feeling all that. Mum would never do that to me if it was you. Remember I am the one with images of what happened. In front of me." By the time I felt the tears I never shed. He let me go as Lisa came and hugged me. She been there since I was bitten. It feels like a life time ago I had my parents hugging me.

Flashback

I felt his' teeth rip my bare flesh; felt the pain. I think I screamed, i don't remember what was said around me when I got bitten or what came out of my mouth. Then it was over. I saw daddy look at me. He turned and ran from me. I sat and cried waiting for him to came and hug me. Tell me that everything is going to be alright; nothing will hurt you now. But he never came back to me.

It was a few minutes before there was the rush of people over here. Looking at the kids still alive. Not one thing wrong with them. They came over to me and saw the bite mark, on my neck. No one knows why I was not dead. Everyone was looking for my dad. Until...

"Daddy was standing at the door and he run from me. Why? I want him. Bring daddy back to me. I want him." I kept on saying the same thing. But no one brought daddy to me. Then there gave me a note in Russian. Daddy's writing. I kept it not showing anyone my note. But everyone knows what had happened.

Since that day the people I lead against was Aunt Lisa, Christian and sadly Adrian. But also wanting my daddy so badly. Wishing that mummy never died to begging with.

End of flashback

After reading that note, I know I had to save my daddy. I let go of Lisa. Walked up to dad looked him in the eye.

"The last thing I remember before you turning; was you at the door. After I was bitten. What did you feel because I know you would never leave me to deal with that alone basically? I needed you." I was starting to get anger at him. All I wanted is for to tell me that day that it will be alright. But instead he ran and got turned into them.

I looked at all two of them. My son in pain. Good. My dear father. What can I say about him? Nothing but a coward but I am not going to say that out loud. I look at them and then with a slight nod to Lisa I placed my hand on to Dimitri's still heart. Giving him his' soul.

Once it was over he just fell to the ground crying mumbling thing like "I hate myself" "I'm sorry" and other things but just that I fell to say what I want to hear.

"Dad tells me why did you run? That not you! Why?" I ask him. He looks at me and being who I know my daddy is doing what I missed the most tell me it's alright with hiss's eyes. I get up let him feel what he must for now. The other two people are standing there waiting for something to happen. As I walked past I stopped at looked at my son in pain. So I ended that pain for him. He just stood there watching me with his' eyes and fell to the ground. I was not sad that I had to that to my son; I don't have the mother feeling with him.

I counted my walk towards the past us until I was looking at them. This time of course, I looked at Rose, in to her eyes. I saw the one thing that tells me that I should but a stop to what she is going to do. I must keep her alive. For my life without her is horrible. For one I don't have my father helping me thought this. I have other people not my parents. So I kneel down look her in the eyes.

"Let it happened. Be upset but remember this is my density to bitten at a young age enjoy this time because it not going to last long both of you. Just let it happened." I told them. Looking at them, I felt the change my words brought. Its prefect. If you know what I mean. The way I want the future to be. Together as a family. I know it is time to go back home to where I can see my family. The Dimitri from the future had disappeared from here but he still in my memory as what is was once. Maybe having sprit is good but with this one power of jumping from the future to the past makes you keep your memory. No matter what I will change? I'll keep the memory of him being in that way of life. "Thank you" is all I add. I walk back to Lisa and she knows that it is time for us to go back.

I look at them one more time and take hold of Mason, Adrian and him. While Lisa hold onto Christian and we go back to the future that we changed for ourselves.