Sorry this update came late!
I had a 58 hour work week and i'm right in the middle of it, ugggh. I still enjoyed writing this chapter though, don't let the beginning of it throw you off, Yukio is definitely making an appearance here! ^.^
Rin slowly awoke, blinking his eyes repeatedly. His head ached as he glanced around his room, it was completely empty but he could smell both his brother's scent as well as Shima's.
"Ahh I don't remember a thing!" Rin exclaimed as he rubbed his eyes fiercely. He could, however, faintly remember someone holding him as he slept. 'Shima?' He thought sullenly to himself before forcing himself out of bed to get ready for school, which he was already late for.
After hurriedly getting ready and pinning his hair back out of his face he arrived just after the first class of the day ended, everyone pouring out into the school grounds to socialize before the next class. Rin sat down in the grass, rubbing at his still aching head before jumping at the sound of Shiemi's voice.
"Rin!" She greeted him cheerfully, and Rin couldn't help but smile at how adorable she was with her school uniform as she bounced toward him.
"Good mor... I mean, hello." He waved at her, noticing she was by herself as she proceeded to sit beside him.
"You look tired today." She noticed instantly, giving him a concerned look.
"Ahh yea I wasn't feeling very good yesterday but i'm okay now!" Rin flashed his fangs at her in a cheerful smile.
"Oh, there's everyone else." Shiemi suddenly looked up.
Rin's eyes followed hers to where Bon, Konekomaru and Izumo stood, taking note that his pink haired friend wasn't there. Maybe it was better if he didn't see him yet anyway. But as Rin thought that he couldn't help but look around to try to spot him. He quickly regretted that decision when his eyes finally landed on Shima, who was chatting endlessly with a very attractive female.
As Bon and the rest of the group approached Rin and Shiemi, Konekomaru couldn't help but notice Rin staring half angrily in Shima's direction so Konekomaru spoke up, "Shima is really popular with the ladies, huh?"
Rin snorted, shooting Konekomaru an angry glare before Bon also said, "Though not as popular as Okumura-sensei."
Rin stood to his feet, "I gotta go." He gave them a smile smile and a wave goodbye before power walking away, once out of sight he sighed before sitting back down in the grass. 'Maybe I should go back?' He thought as he continued to try to fight off the feeling in his gut that he got from watching Shima flirt with someone. It shouldn't bother him this much, but it did, and Rin couldn't even say exactly why. He just knew he missed the sweet scent he had smelled on Shima's gym clothes that day, and he wondered exactly what had happened after they both went back to his dorm the night before.
A few moments later Rin could have shot himself when he saw his group of friends walking his way, this time with Shima behind them.
"Hey you were here the whole time? I thought you went on ahead of us!" Bon laughed as he approached the half demon.
Rin once more jumped to his feet, he wanted to run. "Y-yea i'm not feeling too well again, maybe i'll go lay in the infirmary." He laughed nervously.
"Catch you later then." Bon said as he patted Rin on the shoulder, walking past him.
Rin's eyes momentarily met with Shima's before he quickly glanced back to the ground, the pink haired exwire could see something was clearly bothering Rin and he had a few ideas as to why.
Shima chose to inconspicuously follow behind Rin to the private infirmary. He waited outside the door for long enough to make sure no one else had followed them, Rin unknowingly lay on the bed inside the small white room. He slowly opened the door, causing the half demon to jump.
"Why are you here, are you sick too?" Rin gave him a confused look.
"I came to check on you, since you were feeling ill yesterday too." Shima spoke softly as he approached the bed, sitting down beside the half demon who was curled up on his side.
"Hey... Shima?" Rin was hesitant as he spoke, glancing up at his face. "You seem really popular... but you don't have a girlfriend, do you not want one?"
Shima was slightly thrown off by the question, of all things he really hadn't expected Rin to blurt that out. "Hmm." The pink haired boy reached his hand out and brushed it against Rin's cheek. "I think your going into heat is making you think about strange things."
Rin blushed furiously at his words, "How did you kn... I'm s-sorry, it's n-n-not that I was just wondering!" He spoke quickly, his voice filling up with anxiety.
Shima leaned down, chuckling at the reaction, his face positioned inches above Rin's. Rin placed his hands on Shima's shoulders in a small attempt to push him away, but he fought hard within himself, Shima was close enough that he could smell his clothes, memories of touching himself to the scent flooded his head.
Rin felt his hands tremble nervously against the taller boy's shoulders. Shima spoke carefully, brown eyes meeting with blue orbs "Do you want to kiss me?" The pink haired boy mentally slapped himself at that, he knew he was pushing things too far, and going out of his way to ask a question that didn't necessarily pertain to his goal of extracting information.
Rin didn't answer, his grip tightened on Shima's shoulders before pulling him down into a hungry kiss. For a moment Shima couldn't help but admire how cute the passionate expression was on Rin's face as they kissed before the pink haired boy closed his eyes, his tongue darting from his lips and plunging into the smaller boy's mouth. Rin arched his back up, pulling Shima on top of him as their tongues danced together.
The kiss grew deeper, more fierce as Shima grabbed Rin's tail, pinning it to the small bed, causing the half demon to squirm under him, and the pink haired exwire knew he couldn't let things get out of hand, but he felt himself slowly losing control as Rin pulled away to lick Shima's lips, nipping them with his fangs.
Shima pulled back, breaking away from the kiss before softly speaking "What if I told you..." He carefully studied Rin's flustered face. "I already have a girlfriend."
"Huh?" Rin's expression turned to shock, his blue eyes widening as he looked up at the older male.
Shima wore a cold expression, exchanging eye contact. "We really shouldn't be kissing like this. If I said all of that, would you find someone else?"
Rin felt like his heart would tear out of his chest at the words. "Eh? So... I can never..." Tears stung the corners of his eyes. "I can never... kiss you again?"
Shima suddenly laughed, giving Rin a peace sign with his fingers. "Gotcha! Just kidding."
Rin shoved Shima away, "Why would you joke like that?!" he shouted.
"Well I wasn't expecting you to cry or anything and..." Shima began to speak.
Tears suddenly streaked down Rin's cheeks as he curled his knees to his chest, rolling on his side.
Shima blinked at him. "Ah... shit... don't cry! It was a joke, a joke! Okumura-kun... ahh what am I supposed to do." He rubbed furiously at his pink hair with both hands.
"Shut up, Shima." Rin rolled onto his back once more, pulling Shima into another kiss.
Normally the monk knew how to act around everyone, but Rin had him thoroughly thrown through a loop just then. He wondered if the small demon had always cared for him like this, or if it was because he in the beginning stages of heat, or if it was even the pheromones that Shima had planted... Rin's actions could stem from a number of things but Shima certainly hadn't expected the smaller boy to care so much as to cry.
"Sorry I teased you." Shima broke away from the kiss, brushing a hand against Rin's cheek. Somehow Shima had felt like he always wanted to hurt someone, but instead a few careless words from Rin's mouth shattered the pink haired exwire's walls:
"I want you."
Their lips clashed together passionately, Rin's tail wrapping around Shima's waist, pulling their bodies close together. Shima felt the heat rising in his body, he could feel something within him radiate, then flicker and dull. Over and over, the feeling was maddening. 'Is this what it's like...' Shima thought timidly to himself as they kissed. 'To like someone?'
Shima sat up slowly, smiling down at Rin. "I should get going to my next class, maybe you should go back to your dorm for the day and rest, 'kay?"
Rin slowly nodded, letting out a long sigh as Shima got up and left the room. He had certainly never been this confused before, was maturing and growing up really supposed to be this difficult? "God dammit!" He shouted, throwing a pillow at the closed door and deciding that maybe it really was best to just skip school and sleep that day.
Yukio noted that Rin never made it to cram school, it slightly worried him considering he knew the older twin had a rough previous night. He was also very angry knowing Shima had gotten him drunk, so for once, he excused his brother from not showing up and assumed he was probably hung over.
He conducted class as normal, hiding how distracted he felt before bolting out of school when it was over, heading straight to the dorms to check on his brother. He expected to find the smaller boy snoring in bed and drooling on his pillow, as was usual when he skipped class, instead he found him sitting in his small chair by his desk, his head leaned back as he stared blankly at the ceiling.
"Nii-san?" Yukio spoke softly as Rin lazily turned his head to face him.
"Yo." Rin replied nonchalantly.
"Are you feeling ill? You didn't attend class today." Yukio sighed, removing his jacket and placing it on the desk in front of where his brother sat.
"Ah i'm okay now... I think." Rin scratched at his head, looking slightly bothered.
"You know you can always tell me what's wrong... I told you that just yesterday." Yukio spoke tenderly, placing a hang on his brother's shoulder.
"It's nothing very important, I just... kind of like someone." Rin said, Yukio felt his heart sink a little. "But I don't think they like me back." Rin continued as if looking for some sort of answer; "I've never dealt with anything like this before so i'm not really sure what to do." The older twin laughed nervously.
Yukio quietly listened, removing his hand from his shoulder before responding, "Well she's very unfortunate to not want you in her life, have you told her how you feel?"
Rin was quiet for once, fidgeting in his chair. He replayed the kiss he shared with Shima in his head repeatedly, a knot formed in his throat. "N-no..." His thoughts quickly became drowned out as he stood from his chair.
Yukio immediately noticed Rin's eyes went from soft and kind to cruel and wicked. "Rin?" He raised his voice sternly at him, but received no response. Rin placed his hands on the taller boy's shoulders, shoving him roughly against the wall, his vision slowly fading away, the dominant primordial beast within him was awakening.
"Stop." Yukio scolded him, shoving him back. Rin merely growled in response, grabbing both his brother's wrists and pinning them to the wall above his head.
"Is this really what you want?" Yukio's voice lightened, he pressed his hips forward into Rin's, eliciting a muffled moan from the smaller boy's throat. Rin halfway grasped what was going on at that point, but much like being drunk he felt almost powerless to stop his actions, he wanted this.
Rin recalled his passionate moment with Shima that afternoon, "I want you." The half demon moaned the same words as earlier. "I want you, I want you, I want you." He panted it into Yukio's ear in a half whisper, his voice raspy and filled with lust.
"Ah... take me then." Yukio whispered back, almost too quiet to hear. Their lips met, Yukio wanted to go slow and savor it but Rin was already biting, licking and sucking at his brother's lips desperately. As Yukio tried to moan the half demon's tongue slipped forcefully into his mouth, Rin's hips grinding into him.
Rin grabbed Yukio's button up under shirt and ripped it open, buttons flying to the ground, causing Yukio to hesitantly pull away. He wasn't used to seeing his brother so dominant, but Rin felt powerful and completely in control of the situation. Rin suddenly bit down hard on the taller twin's bottom lip, causing him to let out a sound that could only be described as a yelp, his sharp fangs lightly drawing blood.
Yukio tried to push away from the sudden bite but Rin had him pinned down fairly tight with his body. He knew Rin had completely lost control at that point, and there was little he could do... or wanted to do to stop it. Rin rocked his hips against Yukio, moaning as he enjoyed the friction from his pants. Yukio slipped his hand down to the crotch of Rin's pants, gripping his erection.
Rin let out an animalistic moan, thrusting his hips into his brother's hand. Rin's lips pressed against Yukio's ear, "More." He demanded.
That one word caused Yukio to let out a small moan for the first time, slipping his hand past the waistband of Rin's pants to touch him. Rin shuddered at the sensation. "Shima." He moaned passionately.
Yukio's teeth clenched, pulling his hand quickly away to shove his brother back forcefully. Rin growled and pushed himself back into the taller male only to have Yukio reach for the gun at his waist and crack the handle into the side of his temple, causing Rin to yelp and stumble backward.
"Owwww what the hell!" Rin yelled, grabbing his head, the pain almost unbearable. His vision slowly readjusting itself. As he shook his head and clenched his fist his eyes met with his brother's. Yukio's hair was messy, his shirt ripped open, and his lip bruised and tinted with blood.
"Yukio... i'm so sorry..." Rin reached out to touch him only to have his hand slapped away.
"Don't worry about it." Yukio said bitterly.
"I-I didn't mean to, I couldn't stop myself..." Rin's voice cracked.
"I know, i'm not mad about that so just... don't worry, I said i'd be here for you if you needed to turn to someone, okay?" Yukio gave him a gentle smile before pulling him into a hug. "We'll make it through this." He did his best to reassure him, it seemed Rin didn't even realize he had called out someone else's name, Shima's none-the-less.
Rin hugged him back tightly, burying his face into the taller twin's neck. They stood there for a while, holding each other with no words exchanged, Yukio just hoped more than ever Rin had merely made a mistake, but it felt good to hold his brother. He could smell the shampoo in Rin's soft hair, hear him breathing softly, feel the warm breath against his neck. He truly loved everything about him.
Dun dun dunnn!
Reviews! Let me know what ya think, or if I made any typos/grammatical errors. Also don't hate Shima too much, he's only half bad ;3 Stick around/review for more drama~
