Authors Note: I do not own Twilight or the characters. I have had this story in my head for some time and I thought I would share it and see what others thought of it. This story has a ton of "what ifs". The story is based in Rochester 1930's right before Rosalie becomes a vampire. Emmett is already part of the Cullen Clan along with Esme, Edward and Carlisle.
The last few chapters were more introduction leading up to what will eventually happen to this story between Rosalie and the Cullen's. From now on more will happen. Please enjoy. And please review.
~PJLee
Last Time:
Emmett showed his warm and confidence smile once again and turned away walking towards the house waving his hand. "I'll be seeing you soon, Ms. Hale."
I just stood there watching him for a moment. I couldn't believe this. He caught me off guard constantly throughout that whole encounter. I shook my head trying to shake away whatever feelings I felt. I needed to focus on my main objective, Royce. With that I turned, and ran the opposite direction of the house. All I wanted was revenged. I did not want to think of anything else but that.
Dispersed: The Story of Rosalie Hale- Story Four:
It has been several months since I left the Cullen's house. I had been all alone this whole time. I happily had gotten my sweet revenge from Royce and his friends. I refused to spill any of Royce and his friends' blood during my revenge. I was scared that if I spilled a single drop of their blood that I would not be able to stop myself from drinking it. I did not want any part of them in me after what they had done to me. I also refused to drink any drop of human blood this whole time and used the Cullen's 'vegetarian diet'. The news of my disappearance was still in the Rochester news, especially after Royce had been 'brutally murdered'. This news shocked the whole town. It had been a while since I felt any satisfying emotion. Despite knowing that I did not have a future, I was happy that I knew that Royce and his friends got what they deserved in the end.
I thought back through the last few events and smirked in content. It was midnight and I was in the woods in Rochester not far from the Cullen's household. I had not talked to the Cullen's at all during this time period that I had been gone. I'm sure they all realized that the death and disappearance of Royce and his friends had something to do with me. Their deaths were all weeks apart from one another so that Royce knew what was coming. I left Royce for last making his death the longest and slowest out of the rest.
I continued to walk through the forest walking human speed. I stopped spotting a puddle of water on the forest ground and caught a reflection of myself. Whenever I saw a reflection of myself anywhere I could not help to admire myself. I had become so much more beautiful since becoming a vampire. The only thing that I disliked the most about my body was my eye color. Luckily, my eye color is slowly fading from red to a hazel color. It was still hard for me to accept this life. I still feel very new at this life and had not gotten used to my eternal future. Since I am just still several months old, I am still considered a newborn despite my self control when it comes to human blood. I did almost slip several times attacking a human, but luckily I had one thing in the back of my mind, and it that was all I needed to keep me from tempting to drink any human blood. That little boy that I will never forget, Henry.
It had been over a week since my revenge, and I was still too proud to face the Cullen's. I was almost scared to show up and ask for them to take me in again. I had never felt so alone before especially after my recent revenge. I kept walking down the woods a little farther and came across a familiar house. I did not want to be alone anymore. Maybe I could update them and tell them everything that happened the last few months. As proud as I am, I still miss having company around me despite my lack of communication with the Cullen's. I thought back to my human life and thought of my foolish envy towards them. I had no reason to envy them anymore now that I was considered one of them. I took a deep breath (although, I learned that it is irrelevant for vampire survival) and stepped closer and closer to the Cullen's house. As I approached the house I saw Esme open the front door. She waited by the door patiently as I walked closer to them. Carlisle next appeared beside her then the other two Cullen's stepped out. Edward did not look as happy to see me and Emmett wore a I told you smirk across his face.
I stopped just a few feet from the group. "Hello." I said firmly holding my head up high.
"Hello Rosalie." Esme smiled easily welcoming me back.
"I am sorry that I left without saying anything." I felt the need to say something, and apologizing like the way I just did was completely out of my character. "You welcomed me part as the family and I took it all for granted. I am willing to tell you what I did the last few months-"
"No need to." Carlisle said raising his hand to stop me. He seemed just as happy as Esme about my return. "It is all in the past. We are glad that you came back. If you wish to stay again and become a part of the family you are more than welcome to."
I nodded answering his request to become part of the family. Nothing further was said. I really had nothing left for me. I knew that this time that I could not run away from this hospitality and that I would end up staying with the Cullen's, at least for a while. Esme and Carlisle walked hand in hand inside the house while Edward looked over at me and nodded his head towards me gesturing his approval of my return before following behind Esme and Carlisle into the house. I guess he actually approved what I thought for the first time. Amazing. Too bad it would probably be the last time was well.
After Edward followed behind Esme and Carlisle, I signed quietly in relief that they accepted me back so openly. I started to walk through the door following just a few seconds behind Edward. I stopped at once when I felt a finger graze slightly through my hair. I turned my head a bit looking over at Emmett, who had a piece of leaf between his fingers. He grinned showing his dimples "Welcome back, angel."
A week had gone by and the other Cullen's decided that it was time to move from Rochester. "Alaska? What could be in Alaska?" I asked. I remember as a human that the Cullen's came from Alaska before, but why would they want to move back. Seriously.
Carlisle sat on the kitchen chair reading his newspaper that he was quickly glimpsing through. I sat across from him on the other side of the table. "It has been a few decades since we have lived there. The humans we knew would have already passed away. Also, there are plenty of wildernesses for variety of food and it is usually cloudy so we can go outside more." He paused looking up from the news paper looking over towards me across the table "Plus we cannot risk suspicion that you are actually alive."
"I thought you all came from Alaska?" I asked.
Carlisle just smirked looking back into the page he was reading in the news paper. "So what the humans thought."
Esme into the same room into the kitchen the next second, hugging Carlisle from behind. "I think it is a wonderful idea we also have the Denali coven is there close by and we are good friends with them."
I was curious how many covens there really were in this life. I was told that the nomad vampires come and go. Apparently the nomads are very much unlike our family. I looked over at Carlisle and Esme. There romantic life was very sweet. It was almost too cute. They had this bond that could not be separated. They were soul mates for life. I wonder if other vampires experience the same bond that Esme and Carlisle have. My thoughts were interrupted the next second as Emmett came bouncing down the stairs. "Did I just hear we are going to move?" he exclaimed excitedly. Emmett was always so cheerful. "Edward!" he called up the stairs. "Did you hear that? We are moving to Alaska. You will be able to see Tanya plenty over there!"
"Emmett." Esme muttered urging him to stop.
I heard a growl from Edward's room. I smirked, Now I had something to use to get under his skin if he ever continued to bother me.
I rose up from the chair and stated that I would start to pack. I walked past the whole family. Esme and Carlisle were still in their little world whispering and giggling back and forth. I felt a pair of eyes follow my every move. I looked in the corner of my eye and saw Emmett grinning happily over at me. "Need a hand Ms. Hale?"
I kept walking on denying his offer. "I am fine." I was actually. I did not have much clothing. Esme bought me some clothing when I first arrived. All I know is that once I arrive in Alaska that I was going to have to work on my wardrobe. I desperately needed some more clothing. The reason why I denied his offer is that I also did not feel completely comfortable with Emmett quite yet. As newborns we are stronger, but it wasn't the physical part that concerned me. It was the fact that I still had a grudge against him. He after all was the one who saved me from death. My thoughts about this life did not change and I still would rather be dead then live this immortal life.
Once I got up to my room, I saw the newspaper on my useless bed. I read the title of the newspaper "The Hales give up hope. Evidence of Rosalie Hales Death." I glimpsed through the paper curious. The date was a few weeks ago. I saw that there had been a funeral for me some time ago. I was not aware that they had even planned this. The location was nearby and personally, I was curious about my grave. I thought it was the perfect way to say good-bye to my old life and move on into a new life.
I told the Cullen's that I would be out for a while. Before even receiving their approval, I was out the door. I knew that I was restricted to go to certain places whenever I was to go alone outside the house. I ran through the forest having a decent idea where I was going. I ran for several miles before stopping at a graveyard that was at the edge of the forest. I saw two figures in the grave yard. It was fall season and for humans it was chilly and windy. They wore their coats and were bunched up in warm clothing. I distanced myself away so that the people at the grave would not recognize me. One of the two figures crouched down at my white tomb stone setting flowers down while holding something small in her arms. I instantly recognized the figures. It was a woman holding a small child in her arms. I held my breath seeing the three individuals. I told myself that I would not break down. I am Rosalie Hale and I do not show any pain or weakness. I am too stubborn to do that now. I tried hard to fight any type of expression that showed how much it pained me to see these three individuals. I would never forget that child. He had those cute dimples that reminded me how much I wanted a child of my own.
I arrived back at the Cullen's house soon after I got composure back. By the looks of it the Cullen's knew what I had been up to earlier. I was expected to receive some type of lecture but I received none what so ever, instead Esme asked if I was ready to leave. I was surprised that I did not receive any type of lecture about leaving the house without any one supervising me. I just nodded my head in response and walked up the stairs to my room to grab my belongings. I grabbed my suitcases from my room and drag it down the stairs. I stopped once I caught a reflection of myself walking down the stairs. I smiled at my reflection while admiring the view of myself. I really am too gorgeous. I frowned at the thought of my human past, This gorgeous body I have is what led me to my misery. All my human possibilities are gone for good. I will live forever, and stay the same age just because of one false thought that I loved the idea of being loved by a prince.
"Rosalie are you okay?" Carlisle asked looking up from down the stairs. He had a concerned expression on his face.
I shook my head looking away from my reflection. "Yes. I'm fine." I spotted Emmett behind Carlisle a few feet away looking up at me with just the same concerned expression. I signed shaking my head and walked down the stairs getting ready to depart from Rochester for good.
Here is my good bye to all of my endless possibilities.
Authors Note: I hope you enjoyed it. Now keep in mind that what you are seeing is in Rosalie's point of view and much more occurs than you think. In Emmett's POV you will see more that really goes on. I'll give you one and only hint. Do you really think that Carlisle would let Rosalie go into a public area alone as a newborn? He must have sent someone to look after her. This is just one of the many examples. The Cullen's are moving to Alaska now. Hopefully Rosalie will try to make more of an effort to fit in with the Cullen's. I hope you enjoyed this chapter. I'll update soon. Please review and let me know your thoughts.
