Losing control
He had never ever wanted a woman as much as her.
Paralyzed by astonishment for a few seconds she didn't hug him back but then flung her arms around him and pushed him back so he had no chance but to stretch out his legs in order not to hurt her. She was back to her clingy self but he could feel her breasts pressing onto his chest since she hugged him so tight just as if she was afraid he would vanish in thin air if she ever let go. Since she had pushed him back she was again sitting on him in a similar fashion as in THAT night just this time her bottom was resting on his lap. Basically that wasn't something special since she was often sitting on his lap even in public just like a spoiled little sister would do, but tonight he felt flustered, embarrassed and desperate as there was no way she would be able to ignore what had been building up within those tight pants of his.
'Well as long as she doesn't move it would be okay I guess...' he thought as he held her close forcing himself not to start caressing her back as he would have done if she wasn't dressed to kill.
Unfortunately he wasn't very lucky as she soon started moving even though it was just that she detached herself from him to sit up looking down on him. She placed her hands on his chest and let her fingers spread out slowly before she clenched into his shirt as if she wanted to rip it apart. But she didn't do so. Actually that moment she slightly noticed how there seemed to be something faintly pulsing against her bottom. Neither Setsu nor Kyoko could make anything of it so naturally out of curiosity she rubbed her bottom against it a little. Of course that increased the pulse a great lot as if there was something knocking to be set free. At the same time neither Cain nor Ren were able to suppress the silent moan that accompanied the knocking. As soon as he realized it though he looked to the side his hands clenched into the blanket.
"Oh? Nii-san does like that?" She slightly moved her bottom in a circle again and smiled at him half vicious half flirtatious.
He suppressed a second moan but at the price of biting his lower lip and closing his eyes to regain control. He didn't answer at first but when he thought that he felt stable enough to reply he actually even looked at her seeing her smile. "You just love to torture me a little once in a while, don't you?"
"Hmm let me think..." she said and moved a fingertip to her lower lip slightly leering at the upper right corner for a moment before she bowed down to him with her lips close to his ear.
Since this movement caused another light rubbing sensation he wasn't braced for another silent moan left his lips
"Mhh – maybe just a little" she finally said under her breath and teasingly touched his earlobe with the tip of her tongue.
This was it. He couldn't bear any more of this. He just couldn't. If this continued any further he would seriously lose sanity. So she found herself half under him again in the next moment his lips close to her ear now. His voice was faint but there was a hint of desire. "You know...revenge is sweet..." As soon as his voice had fallen silent she could now also feel the tip of his tongue touching her earlobe but not enough he even started licking it gently before he moved a little closer to nibble a bit.
Setsu chuckled but couldn't fully hide her excitement about what would happen next. But what he did there was just tickling. "It tickles Nii-san."
"I see..." he said under his breath after he stopped nibbling but he didn't withdraw. He started to place kisses on her neck wandering from her ear down to where her throat merged with her cleavage before wandering up to her other ear again to give it the same treatment.
This time it tickled less but caused a light shiver to run down her spine. "Nii-san seems to be hungry."
He finished her ear-treatment and his voice was again nothing more but a light breeze against her ear. "Mhh – I could just eat you up." He started to caress her waist with one hand while he once again sent his lips wandering over the smooth skin of her neck, throat, shoulders and upper cleavage.
"And here I thought you weren't into sweets that much." She tried to sound teasingly, but his caress sent another shiver down her spine so her voice trembled slightly.
When he had covered every inch of her neck, throat, shoulders and upper cleavage to the border of where the undershirt covered the bra with kisses he wandered up her throat over her chin but stopped before reaching her lips. "I changed my mind..." Before she was able to say anything he covered her lips with a tender kiss while his hand at her waist finally lifted the hem of the undershirt to continue caressing on her smooth warm skin. Oh how he had longed to do this.
Indeed she had intended to reply but whatever she was about to say vanished into thin air as soon as their lips made contact. She finally placed her hands that had been lying idly on the blanket onto his hips also starting to gently wander over them and the waist for now, while there was still his shirt between her fingers and his bare skin. He also felt a light shiver running down his spine and the kiss, which still lasted, got a bit more intense. Even though she had no experiences in kissing at all she just went along it trying to not press her lips onto his too much. As he continued the journey of his fingers over the naked skin of her waists and her belly while he was holding her with his other arm he sent more and more shivers down her spine. Since the undershirt was pretty tight there was no choice but to slide the hem of it up more and more as his hand closed in to her breasts. He ended the kiss for a brief moment to look into her face which more and more displayed her excitement.
"Tsuruga-san..." she said under her breath and then blushed.
Immediately he stopped dead and stared at her. She was actually aware of what was happening?
"Tsuruga-san..." she repeated but he eventually placed a finger on her lips. She closed her eyes.
"Mogami-san I...I don't know what to say or to do...I...I just caught myself while being totally absorbed in Cain..." He was about to remove his hand from under her undershirt when she placed her hand on his preventing him from doing so.
"Don't..." she said silently and blushed a bit more. "It...it feels good..."
His eyes widened a little and he could feel his heart racing in his throat.
"Uhm...if Tsuruga-san feels uncomfortable then..." She let go of his hand and placed it back onto the blanket while her other hand was still unconsciously caressing his waist and back.
His expression went warm and he softly shook his head. "I just don't want you to regret it in the end or...to feel used because I lost myself in a role that was dangerous from the beginning."
She smiled back at him, closed her eyes and shook her head slightly. "I – I just don't have any experience..."
He moved his hand away from her belly and placed it on her cheek. "Therefore I am hesitating. You shouldn't waste something as precious as your purity to something that was forced on you."
She opened her eyes again rubbing her cheek into the palm of his hand. "I don't feel that it was forced on me. I – I sort of forced it on me on my own if it can be called force at all. After all I..." She fell silent and bit her lower lip blushing once again.
"Mh?" He felt a wave of curious excitement coming over him as he looked at her.
"Uhm..." – 'Why can't I just say it. This isn't going anywhere.'
"After all you – you what?" He realized that he was maybe a bit too pushy. "Sorry I – I didn't want to sound pushy."
She took a deep breath and gathered all courage she was able to find within her heart. "After all Tsuruga-san is the one in my heart." To underline this indirect confession she placed both her hands on her heart and closed her eyes again with an angelic smile.
Ren was lost for words. Did she just confess her love to him? It happened that there was quite a moment of silence so she opened her eyes again to look at him seeing a rather bewildered expression in his face.
"It's no good is it?" Her eyes became sad and she was about to detach herself from him. She felt like she just made a complete fool of herself once again.
He grabbed her and pulled her into a tight hug before she was able to get away and couldn't help but to place a kiss on her forehead. "It's alright. It's just too good to be true." He leaned his forehead against hers.
"Too – too good to be true?"
"Yes. There are no words to describe this happiness, no words but..." He closed in on her lips for another kiss but this kiss felt different. It was more like back in Guam where he had stolen her first kiss as Kuon.
Even though they had already kissed tonight she could also feel the difference. In fact it reminded her a lot of that magical moment with Corn in Guam, but she couldn't understand why. Eventually she flung her arms around his neck and pulled him closer. The kiss got a little more intense as the tip of his tongue left wet traces on her lips trying to get her to open her mouth to let him inside but instead she stuck out her own tongue to imitate what he just did. He was a little surprised and thought it to be rather cute to try to make up for her lack of experience that way but he didn't want to miss this chance either. Since she didn't open her lips for him he did for her and then just covered her tongue with his lips teasingly poking it with his own. To his surprise she poked back and even moved her tongue a bit further into his mouth apparently willing to explore. While the kiss was rather careful and playful at first it became a bit more passionate over time and with some practice before he eventually ended it.
Her eyes were closed and she kept them closed for another moment before she opened them slowly smiling at him affectionately. "I am so happy..." she said softly. "...so happy that I am not rejected again." She placed her forehead against his chest for a moment and felt his hand stroking through her hair or rather through the wig. Because of that she detached herself from him even though it happened rather reluctantly. But the wig was bothering her all of a sudden.
"Uhm, would you excuse me for a moment?"
"Sure." He didn't want her to feel hemmed so he let go of her even though the expression of his eyes belied what he just said.
"I'll be right back" she ensured and got up presenting him another full view on the teasing getup though it wasn't on purpose.
