**J.K.R owns HP not me sorry**


Scorpius and I haven't spoken in about a week, I cant go back to our flat because first they made me stay in the Phyco ward because there doing a study on mothers who have lost their child to SIDS, I didn't mind doing the study it gave me some time to clear my head and relax a bit, well relax when I wasn't crying. The second reason I wont go back to our flat is because Mum wont let me out of her sight.

Mum has been here with me by my side since we got here, she keeps telling me that she's worried about me and that this isn't healthy. I don't know what she wants me to do I believe my husband hates me, my family was just destroyed, and I feel like this is all my fault. Mr and Mrs. Malfoy came to see me today to make sure I was okay and to I apologize for Scorpious' behavior. I just nodded and made small talk. The visit was short because they have been trying to keep Scorpius away from me for a while, I may be mad at him but that doesn't mean I don't love him. I love Scorpius more than anything in the world, so I'm praying we can make it through this.

The doctor came in and told me I was okay to go home, they also told me they moved my son into the morge and he will be transferred over to the funeral home of our choice when he come to make the visitation/funeral plans. I simply nodded and signed my release papers, I changed back into my normal muggle clothes, I didnt want to wear a robe so I put on a simple pull over hoodie, black sweat pants, and white trainers. Somehow I convinced my parents that I needed to go back to my flat for a while and then I will be over in a little bit. They were very hesitant but they finally caved in and let me go. When I got there it was very quiet. I knew what I wanted to do, but I didn't know if I had the courage to do it. After gather as much Gyriffindor courage as I could I started walking towards Chases bedroom, It was painted Slytherin green with gold trimming. I didn't realize anyone else was in the room until I heard a familiar voice.

"Rose..." My husbands voice came like music to my ears, I looked up at the blonde man before me. His eyes were red and puffy he's been crying I made a mental note to myself, I took a step closer to him cautiously. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry" He was crying really hard now I wiped away my own tears and walked over to him and sat down on his lap I wiped his tears. He put his hand on my face were it bruised and more tears fell down his face. "Rose, you deserve so much more then me. I'm such a failure, I can't even be a good husband to you." I hate it when he starts beating himself up, it breaks my heart.

"Your not a failure, everyone has their faults but Scorpius Malfoy you are no failure." I kiss his lips softly. He wraps his arms around me. "You are the best husband in the world" I reassure him, he took his hand off the bruised spot on my cheek and stared at it, "Stop it" He looks up at me in shock. His tear filled grey eyes meet my brown ones. "You didn't mean to Scorpius, I know you would never purposly hurt me."

"But, I shouldn't have hurt you at all" He whispers placing his face into the crook of my neck. I stroke his tear-stained face with my slender fingers, "I love you, my beautiful Rose" My heart melts, I don't care how much we fight, Scorpius is one of the most important things in my life and I'll be damned if I let one thing get in the way of that.

"I love you to Scorpius, always. No matter what I promise" He nods and we both stand up. I walk into the kitchen and start making tea, I believe Scorpius went to go wash up. I pour the hot water into the cups then add the tea bags. I pick up both cups and walk into the living room and place them down on the coffee table. I take a seat on the couch and pick up my tea sipping it while I wait for Scorpius. He comes out and sits beside me and takes my hand. I look into his eyes and still see he's still hurting, I put my tea down and move so I'm cuddling into him. He smiles and wraps his arms protectively around me. I don't know how long we were like that but I ended up falling asleep.

I woke up hours later in Scorpius' arms, normally I wake up to the sound of a crying baby but this time I was waken by the sound of my muggle cell phone mum gave me for my 18th birthday. I slip out of Scorpius' arms and go get the mobile device off the table, I read the name that's on the screen; it's Lily. I open the phone and press the green talk button.

"Hello" I mumble, honestly why cant people just leave me alone for once?

"Hiya Rosie" Lily says in that oh so way to cheerful voice of her's "Do you want to go out tonight?"

"I don't know..." I bite my lip, I don't know if I'm ready to go out again.

"Come on Rosie! It will be fun."

"Fine, what time?" I ask finally giving up, if I don't go Lily will badger my about not going out, so I might as well get it over with now.

"Ooh, good! I'll be over at seven" My cousin quickly hung up the phone before I could even say anything. Sneaky prat I said to myself. I bring my attention back to Scorpius who is still sleeping soundly on the couch. I lay back down beside him and start whispering softly.

"Scorp, get up" I coo, he stirs upon hearing his name. He cracks open his beautiful grey eyes, and I kiss almost everywhere on his face. He smirks at that and pulls me closer to him.

"Now that my love, is a wake up call" He says as he sits up pulling me along with him. I smile and brush the platinum blonde hair out his face.

"Scorp, do you mind if I go out with Lily tonight? Just for a bit, I haven't seen her a lot lately" I ask, Scorpius looks confused.

"Why would need to ask me?"

"Because, your my husband and I love you, and I didn't know what you wanted to do tonight" I'm trying to be cute here because he simply loves it when I act cute.

"I don't mind, I think I'm going to go over to my parents, I owe my father an apology for acting like a prat" He says, I nod his father was so frustrated by his behavior he looked like he could kill someone that day.

"Alright, I going to make dinner." I kiss him before getting up and walking into the kitchen. I look around trying to decide what I want to make. I decided on making something easy, so I walk over to the pantry and grab a box of mac and cheese.

After im done making it, I put Scorpius' bowl down on the table. I sigh, normally I'd be feeding Chase than feeding myself. "Scorp, dinners ready" he comes into the room and sits down were he normally sits. I sit down across from my and push in macaroni in my bowl around. Scorpius gives me a worried looked and reaches over the table and takes my hand.

"You need to eat Rose-" Thankfully his speech was cut off by a knock at the door, I get up to go answer it. When I open the door I'm not surprised that my cousin Lily was standing in the hall with atleast six bags in her hands.

"Well don't just stand there Rose! We have to get dolled up to go out." She says walking past me and into the bathroom. I sigh, I hate when she goes over the top with things. I walk into the kitchen to tell Scorpius were getting ready now, When I walk in he cleaning up his dishes.

"I'm going to get ready with Lily" I give him a quick kiss on the cheek "Love you"

"Love you to Rose" He winks at me, he knows when ever Lily and I go out, Lily normally makes me dress like a trollop.

"Very mature" I mutter walking towards the bedroom, when I get into the room Lily has already picked out my outfit. It was a black strapless dress with red pumps. I sigh and put the outfit on, After that Lily fuses over my make up. After i'm ready Lily quickly gets ready then we leave to go to a muggle club.

Lily didn't tell me where we were going, she just said we were going to a popular muggle club. When we got to our destination I looked at the sign, we were at a night club called 'Karma' (A/N; Yee Jersey Shore reference!) As soon as we walked in Lily and I had the same idea, boose. We walked over to the bar and ordered a round of shots. After about 4 shots, and 3 rum and coke's on an empty stomach I was drunk. Lily and I started dancing with some guys, and before we knew it, our "dancing" became dirty dancing with complete strangers, this is wrong we are two married women, but were drunk and we can't think straight. All of a sudden Lily grabs my arm.

"Rose. we have to get home." Lily reminds me, she the only one who stayed sober enough to know what the bloody hell she was doing. I sigh and agree, she aparates me back to my flat. I just have to make it to bed without Scorpius catching me, He hates when I'm drunk.

I start trying to walk down the hall way but I fell, I guess Scorpius heard me fall because I heard footsteps coming towards me.

"Rose?" Shite.


Authors Note; So there that chapter! Let's make one thing clear I made a typo a few chapters ago. Rose is 21, and Hugp is 19

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