could i run away with you, and you promise that i'd never loose you. i'd always have you? hold me, don't talk. just hold me, and never let go. how i love you so much. it's almost unbareable. promise me forever, in this imbrace!

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after nearly two hours of being awake, i finally fell asleep.

i ended up dreaming about daniel. it was sort of like he was the vampire, and i was the weak mortal. we laid in the forest of forks. and cuddled together. it was quiet a romantic dream, and then the ground faded under us. and he attacked me like i wasn't even worth keeping. i had nearly choked from crying in my dream.

about 4:30 i had sprang up sweating, grasping at my throat, checking for holes or blood or something. but i ultimitly found nothing. i felt like my heart was up in my throat pounding or trying to beat. i took a deep breath of air in and calmed my nerves.

once calmed i looked to the clock, i had always had a problem with nightmares. if i had them i slept right through them no matter what happened to me. unless something scared me bad enough i closed my eyes in my dream and woke up in the real world.

wiping what ever tears had sprang to life in my eyes, i calmed down. i decided since it was so early to go take a shower and get ready for school.

swinging my legs over the side of my bed, i stood up. glancing over at my bed, i smiled. it was my mom's old bed frame, it had a hawk or some kind of bird on the head board of the old bed. the matress was one i've had since i was but a mear child. i finally glanced away, standing up i nearly fell back down onto the bed except i caught myself and stood for a moment to catch my balence.

once i caught my balence i walked to my bedroom door, and out into the hallway. walking to the bathroom i opened the door to see our cat resting upon the window sill of the bathroom window. i sighed shaking my head picking him up "come on you buyo.." i laughed softly. i remember being told buyo meant fat cat in japanese. which i liked. i picked the cat up from the window sill and put him out of the bathroom. closing the door behind him. i walked over, started the shower. and quickly undressed and got in.

i stood there a moment, letting the luke warm water wash over my body. i sighed. not of relief, but more of pain. i grabbed my dove shampoo and lathered it into my hair. once i felt it clean some. i renced the shampoo out. i grabbed the conditioner, and put it on my hands and running it through my hair. i sighed at the thought of whatever was in my mind to wear friday for my date with daniel.

i suddenly felt excited, what if he tried to kiss me at the end of our date? feeling his lips pressed against my own. i would be in pure heaven. i thought about it for a moment and shook my head "if he kisses me, then he kisses me. it'll be ok!" i sighed washing my face, then after about a minute i washed my body and then renced off from head to toe completely.

stepping out of the shower i looked up to the clock on the wall. and sighed. it took me a full hour to take a complete shower.

i sighed. i wrapped my towel tightly around my body and walked to the bathroom door. i heared footsteps around downstairs. the only two bedrooms up stairs was mine and my sister's old room. my parents had a room of their own downstairs. i walked to my room, ignoring my parents grumbling down stairs. i walked to my closet and grabbed a shirt and then turned to my dresser to pull out a pare of copris. i set them down on my bed and swiftly pulled my towel up and over my hair to keep my wet hair from making my cloths wet also. i hated when my cloths clung to my body. i pulled on the copris first. buttoning the two buttons and zipping it up. hooking my bra at the front, i then pulled my shirt over my head and let my hair down. i let it stay wet and i walked to my door. grabbing my shoes i then turned back to look at my room. the wet towel hung up on the curtenless bar over the open window to dry. my bed was made. nothing of a mess, i turned and walked down stairs. walking to the living area i walked over and sat on the couch to put my shoes on.

once they was on i stood and walked to the door. i walked to the kitchen and grabbed a granola bar and a glass of orange juice. giving my dad a soft kiss on the cheek and my mom i walked out to wait for the bus.

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the ride to school was fairly decent. i didn't see daniel on the bus. then again i'm sure he was able to drive. i'm able to drive, but i don't have a car or truck or nothing of my own to drive. tomorrow was friday. and mine and daniel's date after school. i could feel my blood rush to my cheeks making me blush.

i shook my head to keep my mind on the way to my locker. i looked up to my locket, putting my fingers to the lock i pushed the key into the lock and turned it. i felt as if i was unlocking my heart instead of my locker. once i pulled the lock off. i took a deep breath in, opening my locker i pulled out my bio book and my spanish book. since those was my first two classes.

speaking of my first two classes, i walked slowly since i was some what early. i walked into bio once i got there and took my seat. eating on the granola bar i ate it down. rather quickly. quicker than i normally would.

finally our teacher walked in with a long line of students. daniel had quickly walked over and sat beside me. i was thankful when the teacher put on a video. i smirked, and ripped a peace of paper from my notebook and wrote a note on it. i passed it to daniel. i could hear him chuckle softly. i saw him write something down and pass it back to me. i could read his hand writing better than anybody in the class. "i promise it'll be fun" the note said. i had asked him if he was as excited about tomorrow as me. which was probably a stupid question. men didn't normally get excited over one date with some random girl like me.

but he wore a smile on his face looking ahead to the video. i slammed my head down onto the desk sighing "stupid me.. stupid stupid stupid!" i hissed quietly to myself. daniel must have over heard me since he poked my arm "do you always talk to yourself" he said as i turned my head to the side and looked at him. i nodded my head and i saw him smile. "it'll be our little secret.. don't worry" he chuckled silently to me.

i gave a half nod. and sighed to myself. apparently my eyes had gotten very use to the dark because once the light came back on i had to cover my eyes and wait for the light to take control in my eyes. and not completely freak out.

once my eyes adjusted to the light yet again. i sighed hearing the bell ring for our next class. i grabbed my spanish book and quickly shoved it into my side back. standing up i walked from the class and quickly to my next class.

i didn't exactly like spanish as much as daniel. i couldn't help myself today when the teacher called on daniel to recite his poem. she said his name in spanish which seriously sounded like she was calling for some girl named Danielle. i saw him glare at me when i laughed.

i smirked at him and he went up to recite his poem. it was actually pretty sounding considering i didn't know what the hell he said. the teacher had been tootering me in this stuff so i'd understand and it only confused me worse. why couldn't i get into german? i liked german language so much more, spanish only confused the hell out of me.

then i heard the teacher call my name and i looked up "recite your poem..." i froze as she said it in clear english. i gulpped down standing up. i could feel my knees wanting to buckle under me.

i walked up to the stand and sighed. i took a deep breath in and cleared my throat. saying to the best of my knowledge what was in spanish.

"hay un muchacho,

un niño que rompió mi corazón

un frágil corazón tan débil

hasta que un niño llamado ...

entró en mi vida, y me hizo sentir viva de nuevo!"

i actually said every word correct and walked back to my seat. the teacher smiled "very good" she said to me i only gave a half smile and looked over to see daniel flash me a grin "it seems i have some compitetion in this class now.." i took a deep breath in turning my attention to the front. but i could feel his eyes on my chest when i took a deep breath in.