Hello everyone! So I'm stuck with deciding whether baby Amaro should be a girl or a boy? I'm also stuck on the name? So if anyone wants to throw in any ideas on that it would be much appreciated. Anyway this chapter is going on two situations dealing with Cassidy and Olivia AND how Baby Amaro came to be. I'm not fully sure if I should split it or keep it one but we shall see.
A/N: I do not own nothing. Dick Wolf does. As always I wish I owned Nick (;
"What the hell is going on?" Cassidy questioned.
A little while before he woke up to find Olivia's note on the bed. He read the note and lied back down on the bed. With the blankets covering his body and the pillows in odd places all Cassidy did after was just stare at the ceiling. The curtains slightly pulled apart enough to let in the sunlight that burned his vision. Cassidy groaned as he pulled himself up from the bed and headed for the restroom. Every little step he took made his head hurt more. As soon as he came face to face with the mirror he wet his face to wake himself up. He reached for the towel to dry his face and before he could wipe his face he looked down to see the pregnancy test. Cassidy froze in his stop.
"Pregnant.. Olivia" he managed to say from his shock.
Cassidy then loosened up from his stiffness. He stood straight and stared at his reflection.
"A father.. Me a dad. I'm not ready for this" Cassidy silently told himself. His legs felt like they were giving out on him. He moved back to sit at the edge of the tub as Olivia did when she found out. He put his head in his hands to try to take all this in. Cassidy knew him and Olivia were together, obviously, but he knew he wasn't ready to be a father. Hell he wasn't even sure if being with Olivia was what he wanted anymore. He was seeing someone else. Cassidy was going to tell her soon but held it off because there was never a perfect time to tell her. Now he was stuck with a baby. A little human being he created.
"Oh god" Cassidy said still with his face in his hands.
He pulled out the phone from his pocket and dialed Olivia's number. After a few rings Olivia finally answered.
"Hey is everything okay?" she asked.
"Hey Liv I found the test. When were you planning on telling me" Cassidy's voiced cracked a bit when he asked.
Olivia stayed silent for a little while.
"I'm sorry I was going to tell you but I was scared" she admitted.
Cassidy was fuming but he did his best to keep calm.
"Olivia I'm not ready to be a father. I'm not even sure I was ready for our relationship" he waited for the badass Benson to kick in.
On the other end Olivia was shocked. Maybe it was for the fact that Cassidy thought that the baby was his or for the fact that he didn't want to be with her anymore. She could process this all in. She stayed quiet.
"Olivia I'll be out of the apartment tonight. Just remember that this isn't about you. I'm not ready. I probably will never be ready. " he tried to soothe the situation.
"Okay. Well thank you for everything you've done" Olivia said ads she hung up.
Cassidy pulled the away from his ear to stare at the screen of him and Liv. The guilt started to get to him as he stood from the tub and work his way to the bedroom they shared. He pulled out a duffle bag and started packing clothes he needed to stay at his new girlfriend's house. After gathering everything he step outside the apartment him and Olivia shared and he locked the door and slid the key under. As he walked down the hall he stopped and looked back to the door to the apartment.
"I'm sorry Olivia. I will always love you" He whispered. He turned and continued on.
Olivia on the other hand hung up the phone and put it in her cup holder and continued to head to the office. As she finally arrived at the office she made her way to her desk. She set down her brief case and put her head on her desk. The clock read almost eight thirty and the whole SVU office was still silent besides a couple of early birds. Olivia then picked up her head when she heard her coworkers come in.
"That was a nice bust Rollins" Fin said with excitement.
All of the gang came in with smiles on their faces. Olivia couldn't help but stare at the man who she fell in love with. She stared at his features. His features consisted of his sharp jaw and his freshly shaved face. His brown eyes filled with joy and his black wavy hair. Even the way he dressed was enough to make any girl drool. His white button up that sure didn't hide his toned body and his black tie was like a whip cream on top of the cake. She assumed she must have been staring at him a while since he was staring back at her with his smug smile. He then went back to the conversation with his co workers. Olivia still noticing that she was relying on her desk as support she stood herself up in her seat. She was just then distracted from what she was doing when a nock came to the office door.
"Hey Fin" Olivia said with a smile.
She plopped her he elbows on the desk and used the back of her hands to support her head.
"Hey Liv. How was your errand?" Fin asked as he closed the door behind him.
He found the chair that was located right in front of Olivia's desk, as from when Amaro was previously sitting, and he sat down put his cut of coffee on the desk and leaned back on the chair.
Olivia looked directly at Fin and reached into her pocket to bring out pictures of the sonogram. Though she flipped them over and slid it to Fin.
"What's this for?" Fin questioned before he looked at them.
Olivia's eyes twinkled.
"It's a surprise. Now look." She said.
Guessing it was a picture of something interesting Fin stood straight and grabbed his coffee and also grabbed one of the pictures. As soon as he took a sip he also glimpsed at the picture. At the exact moment he spit off his coffee and started chocking. People in the office were looking into Olivia's office wondering what was happening with Fin and Benson.
"What do you think is going on in there?" Nick asked Rollins while staring at into Olivia's office.
He leaned back in his chair not once breaking his gaze away from Olivia. Rollins taking not of that look at Amaro and said.
"Who knows" she shrugged her shoulders.
Back with Olivia and Fin
"What is this? Who is this?" Fin couldn't establish the right questions to ask.
He was freaking out. His best friend who he considered as family was pregnant. Badass Benson was going to be a mom.
"Is it Cassidy's?" He finally got a reasonable question to ask.
"No" she answered truthfully. "Actually meet baby Amaro"
Olivia looked away at something else so she wouldn't see his confused look or shock to add on to it.
"The baby is Nick's!" Fin almost shouted as he stood to his feet not knowing how to process this situation.
Back with Rollins and Amaro
Nick noticed Fin stand up quickly and put his hands on his head like he got told upsetting news. Nick worrying about what happened with Olivia stood and made his way to her office. He opened the door and stared right at the both of them.
"Is everything okay?" Nick asked nervously.
Olivia and Fin stared at Nick back.
"Yeah. Could you leave us for a few please." Fin said calmly.
Nick nodded and walked back to his desk with his head down as if he was upset.
TO BE CONTINUED
A/N: I didn't know how to end this chapter.
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