Chapter 4
Logan opened his eyes and awoke to a knock on his door. He rolled over, rubbed his eyes, and looked at the clock. It was 9am. It took him a moment to realize that he had slept all night. "FUCK!" Logan yelled jumping out of bed. He had fallen asleep after he had confronted Camille about telling Jo his secret. There was another knock on the door. Logan stormed to his door and swung it open.
"What!" he said with an attitude before he realized who it was. Kendall stepped back as if Logan's attitude had shoved him. It finally clicked in his head that Logan had snapped at Kendall, of all people to be standing outside his door. He felt horrible about blowing Kendall off the night before and his face started to turn red. "Kendall! I'm sorry! I didn't mean to snap! I'm just not having a good couple days and things have been adding up and boiling up inside me and I'm really sorry about last night, I didn't mean to blow you off."
"Yeah what happened? I was waiting around for you and Camille." Kendall said. Logan's heart sank. He waited for me... Then he started to feel really guilty about it and how he didn't keep Kendall in the loop as to whether they were going to go out or not.
"Camille and I got in a fight over something she told someone about me and I was angry when I got home. I just crashed. I didn't mean to blow you off or not tell you. I was just so angry and upset." Logan explained.
"Are you guys okay now though?" Kendall asked.
"Yeah we talked about it and I found out that she didn't just openly come out and say it. The other person conned her into letting out. I'm still mad but at least she knows she upset me and she apologized" Logan replied. Kendall nodded in agreement.
"What did she say?" Kendall asked. Logan's heart jumped. Should I tell him? Or just be vague about it?
"Well she kind of told someone about this person I liked and it was kind of a big deal because she made a promise to me that she would keep it between us and I was really afraid to tell her to begin with and it's just a long story, but the other person told me that they forced her to tell them" Logan decided to keep it vague and tried very hard to explain it without giving away too much information. Kendall nodded.
"Well I'm sure if that person ever found out it wouldn't be a big deal and you might actually be surprised at their response." Kendall tried to cheer Logan up. "And Logan you never know. That person might even feel the same way." Kendall winked at Logan and Logan felt his knees buckle and his heart stop dead in its tracks. He tried very hard not to smile stupidly and took a deep breath.
"Yeah you're right Kendall. Thanks for listening." Logan said gratefully
"Anytime." Kendall smiled. Logan couldn't tell if Kendall was trying to send off his own signals and intentions. His heart was racing and the butterflies were multiplying in his stomach. He wanted Kendall so bad it was eating him alive. He couldn't bear it any longer.
Logan grabbed Kendall by his shirt and pulled him into his room and shut the door behind them. Logan pulled off Kendall's gray shirt and Kendall followed by pulling off Logan's faded red shirt. Logan stood for a moment and looked at Kendall's body. He ran his hands down his toned chest and abs, fingers touching every last muscle. He pushed Logan down onto his bed and fell on top of him. Kendall kissed Logan softly. Logan blinked and they were back in the hallway. He was having another vision.
"So I was wondering if you wanted to come to dinner with me tonight." Kendall asked. Logan agreed without any hesitation.
"Cool so i'll meet you downstairs at seven?"
"Absolutely." Logan replied.
"Cool I'll see you then." Kendall winked at him and then walked down the hallway. Logan almost didn't make it back into his room with the door closed before he felt himself melt to the floor. Did that really just happen? Did Kendall Knight, the boy I have been dreaming about and have liked for so long just ask me out to dinner? Logan laid there for a moment trying to absorb the situation completely. He jumped up in excitement and ran to his phone to text Camille. OH MY GAWD KENDALL JUST ASKED ME TO DINNER! -L
Logan tried to compose himself as he gathered his necessities for his shower but he couldn't stop smiling. He walked out of his room and went down the hall into the shower. Logan could not wait for what the evening had in store for him. He walked back through the apartment to his room and threw on some clothes and checked his phone. Meet me in the park. We have much planning to do!-C. Logan headed out of the apartment and down through the Palm Woods. He headed towards the spot in the park where Camille and he had originally discussed about Kendall.
"Hey buddy." Camille said smiling. Logan was still shocked. "Logan, honey, are you with me?" Camille asked shaking his knee. Logan mumbled something but she couldn't hear him. "What?" she asked. Logan said it again but she still couldn't hear him. "Out with it boy! Mama's deaf!" Camille yelled at him.
Logan turned to her, face still expressionless. She waited for him to speak. "I HAVE A DATE WITH KENDALL!" Logan yelled excitedly. Camille smiled and rolled her eyes.
"Calm down there Killer. How did this happen?" Camille now getting excited herself waiting for the details. Logan took a deep breath and smiled.
"Well yesterday I had asked him to come hang with us and then right when I told you, that's when Jo told me she knew about me. Well I never told you the three of us were supposed to hang since we were arguing and when I got home after I left your apartment I fell asleep and didn't wake up until this morning." Logan started to explain the situation. Camille was getting impatient.
"Okay so what does this have to do with him asking you to dinner?" Camille asked.
"Would you let me finish woman? God you're so impatient!" Logan snapped playfully. They both laughed.
"Okay okay! Gosh you don't gotta bitch about it..." Camille mumbled. Logan continued explaining.
"So when I woke up this morning he was knocking on my bedroom door and I explained what had happened and he said that he waited around for me and then he said that he wants to take me to dinner tonight instead since we couldn't hang last night."
"Well when is he meeting you?" Camille asked.
"He wants me to meet him in the lobby at seven." Logan answered her.
"Well we have to talk about what to do on your date." Camille started. "Whether this is a date or not DON'T make it obvious Logan. Try not to flirt too much."
"I'll be fine don't worry. It's Kendall. It's not like it's a date with some random person. I can handle hanging out with Kendall by myself without the other guys there." Logan reassured her.
"Okay but just remember I'm always a text away if you need anything." Camille offered.
Logan smiled at her.
"I'll be fine Camille. Promise." Logan said. He stood up from the bench. "Now if you'll excuse me, it's 11 A.M. And I have a date at 7 P.M. To get ready for." Logan whipped around and started to walk back to the Palm Woods. Camille smiled and rolled her eyes.
"Don't try too hard there Killer!" she shouted at him. He just waved her off and kept walking.
The time seemed to drag by. Logan watched his clock. Hurry up already why can't you just be 7 o'clock? He rolled over in his bed and stared at the ceiling. It was killing him that he had nothing to do until he was supposed to meet up with Kendall. What to do? What to do? Logan jumped off his bed and started pacing. He paced for about five minutes and then decided to go through his wardrobe and pick something out.
Logan went through several outfits before deciding what would look the best. Faded black jeans, a slim gray dress shirt with the collar unbuttoned and the sleeves pulled up, a thin black tie with black and gray shoes. He laid the outfit out on his bed and started pacing again. He could feel the knot growing in his stomach which caused it to ache.
Logan could feel himself starting to get more and more anxious. He became nervous and his hands started to shake. It was not hitting him that Kendall's dinner plans weren't just another vision. He was starting to have doubts and it was freaking him out. Logan walked out of his room and went to find Camille.
He knocked on her door and waited. Camille opened the door and immediately saw the panicked look on his face.
"Logan, honey, what's the matter?" Camille asked. Logan just shrugged and stepped into her apartment.
"I don't know. I'm really nervous. Like I was all excited he asked me and I really want to go, I'm just so nervous right now and its freaking me out. I'm shaking." Logan held out his hands and he couldn't get them to stop moving. Camille reached out and grabbed them.
"Logan just take a breath. You're going to be fine. You're just hanging with Kendall. Don't think of it as a date because for all you know it may not be. He might just want someone to go out to dinner with. You can't get your hopes up like this because you're going to be mortified if things don't go how you think its going to." Camille comforted him. "Please hun just relax. It's only 3 o'clock. You have four more hours until you have to meet up with him. You will be fine. I promise you."
"Yeah you're right Camille. I'm getting too worked up over it." Logan said letting out a big sigh. Camille rubbed his back. "I just want everything to go right and I feel that I can use this as an opportunity to tell Kendall how I feel and see what he says and what he thinks."
"I know Logan. But you can't push it. You need to just let it happen on its own. If something happens tonight let it happen. But if you see that things aren't going as planned do not force it to change because you could end up losing it all in the long run." Camille said. Logan nodded and took a deep breath. He was starting to calm down and his knotted stomach was slowly untying itself. "Just think of this as just another day with Kendall. Don't treat it any differently. That's how you'll get him. Don't just throw yourself at him. It will never work."
"It worked when the other guys did it to me." Logan said in a sassy tone.
"Well look where it got you. You're no better off than where you started with them. They just wanted to use you Logan." Camille retaliated.
"Yeah I know. But I'm tired of that. I just want someone to love me and take care of me." Logan said. Camille shot him a look.
"Oh and what am I? Wood?" Camille said sarcastically.
"I didn't mean it like that. I know you're there for me." Logan said smiling and messing up her hair. "I meant in a boyfriend way. You can't fill that role. You don't have a penis Camille. God." Logan said laughing.
"Well you don't know that. And besides it's called a strap-on." Camille laughed back at him. Logan shuddered.
"Okay gross. Way too much Camille. Don't want to be thinking about that." Logan said.
"Good now get out of here. And just take a breath dude. You're gonna be fine." Camille reassured. He smiled at her.
"Thanks" He said walking out the door and back down to his apartment.
Logan killed time in his room by catching up on his chemistry book. At 6 o'clock he decided to start getting ready to meet up with Kendall. He grabbed his clothes and towel and headed into the bathroom to shower. He spent a lot of time in the shower thinking about how the night was going to turn out. Logan took Camille's advice into consideration and tried hard not to get his hopes up too high. She was right. Logan didn't know if this was actually going to be a date or not. As much as he wanted it to be, Kendall may not have the same intentions.
He stepped out of the shower and dried off with his towel. As he was rubbing his hair he pulled the towel off while looking at the ground and he noticed a pair of feet in front of him. Logan followed the legs up the rest of the body and saw Kendall standing there in front of him. Logan dropped his towel and his mouth opened. Kendall was standing in the bathroom with him, naked, watching him shower, touching himself.
Logan was in shock. He didn't know what to do. He could feel himself getting turned on and his heart start racing. The perfect opportunity was right in front of him. He could see that Kendall wanted him all Logan had to do was reach out and touch him. Logan reached his hand out toward Kendall. This is it. It's going to happen.
"Logan!" Mrs. Knight was banging on the door. "Logan are you okay!" She yelled. Logan came to and realized he was on the floor. The shower was still running, and his head was pounding. He had fallen out of the bathtub while having a vision. Logan sat up and rubbed his head. "Logan! Please answer me!" Mrs. Knight yelled in a panic.
"I'm fine Mama Knight. I just slipped and fell." Logan yelled back to her. He stood up and rinsed himself off again before turning the water off for real this time. It all felt so real...
"You're not hurt right?" She asked him. Logan felt his head. Although it hurt really bad, he wasn't bleeding at all.
"Yeah I'm fine. Just a headache." Logan answered her. He dried himself off and quickly started to get dressed. He brushed his teeth and did his hair and walked out of the bathroom. Mrs. Knight followed Logan to his room.
"Logan are you sure you're okay?" She asked him. Logan dropped his wet towel and clothes into the hamper.
"Yeah I'm fine Mama Knight." Logan said
"Okay, You just seem like you're not yourself lately." Mama Knight said becoming concerned. Logan sighed.
"I'm okay Mama Knight. I promise. I'd let you know if I wasn't." Logan said. She smiled at him.
"Good" She said and then turned and walked out. Logan picked up his phone. It was 6:45. Well...here we go... Logan walked out of his room and headed downstairs to the lobby.
Logan sat on one of the couches and waited for Kendall to come in sight. At 7 oclock on the dot Kendall approached Logan.
"Ready to eat?" Kendall asked smiling at Logan and holding out his hand offering to help Logan pull himself off the couch.
"Of course!" Logan smiled back taking Kendall's hand. So soft. Logan could help but let his heart race. Kendall walked him outside where their limo was waiting. Kendall opened the door.
"After you sir." Kendall smirked.
"Why thank you my good man." Logan said playfully back and got in. Kendall followed and closed the door behind him.
"Onward driver!" Kendall said with a smile and the limo pulled away from the curb and down the hill into the slowly setting sun.
(A/N) For those who are reading for the first time and even my followers from when this was up previously hit me up with reviews and pms of what you think so far. Sorry this got forgotten about, I had a lot going on at home and this had to be pushed to the back burner. All your comments and criticisms will be accepted. Again i apologize for my former followers of this story for making you wait two months to get this chapter but i couldn't help it. Chapter 5 is already in the works and its gonna start to get good from here on out. Things are really gonna start getting heated ;) ~Rynlog
