This is a filler chapter. The next chapter is one of the important ones but if I uploaded what I've written it wouldn't flow as good or make much sense. I would also just like to say thank you to everyone who has read my story so far and reviewed. I can't even explain how much it means for someone like me who has never even imagined of writing a story. Please let me know what you think and I would love suggestions on other stories you guys like.

PS- I don't own any rights of the vampire academy and the originals even though I wish I did.

Rose POV-

As I left the building I felt as if I was leaving behind a massive part of myself. The two people that I had devoted my life to despise me. Is there even a point in me being here anymore? My mum doesn't care either way in the first place and neither do Lissa and Dimitri. Eddie himself is busy with his own life and with Mia his girlfriend. One of the only people who would even remotely be effected if I wasn't here is Adrian. But even then the expectations which Adrian has from me I don't think I can ever meet. I know for a fact that Adrian will meet his perfect soulmate who can fit into his now messed up puzzle. Unfortunately, that person just isn't me. Dimitri is my first love and probably my last. I feel as if my heart is damaged beyond repair and I just can't risk going through this agony again.

Can I bring myself to leave though? Since I was little I've been told that my whole existence is based on protecting the moroi. Without the moroi who even am I. I didn't even realise that in my thoughts I walked to where the junior school and the preschool were until a ball hit me right in the face. I looked round to see that a little girl with dark brown hair like mine was looking up at me. I bent down so that I was at her level and the little girl just kept gazing at me.

'hi, are you okay?'

'ermm, yes sorry I'm Jasmine but you can call me Jaz. Your Rose Hathaway aren't you?'

'how funny both are names are of flowers and yes I am. How do you know me?' This was where all the younger kids where some as old as me when I was left here. How do they know about someone as insignificant as me?

'are you joking? I have heard so much about you. Everyone here knows about you, the amazing guardian who killed two strigoi even before she graduated. I want to be like you when I'm older. My teacher says that if we all work hard we can all become as good as you. You're like a god'

Hearing her say that reminded me so much of Dimitri. I couldn't help but think that if he heard this, would he be proud? 'it is important to work hard but that doesn't mean you don't have fun and make the most of your days in school. Even though you might hate it. Once you graduate you won't have as much freedom as you do now in school' I felt kind of bad to say that but I would rather have known this fact back then. Jasmine was looking at me as if I had just discovered something amazing such as a travel size automatic donut maker. I couldn't help but smile as I gave her back her ball.

'thank you' and she hugged me tightly as she took the ball and walked back to her friends

I couldn't help but think that if I had a daughter would she look like this and would I be able to give her advice like I just did. I know that this thought was out the window when I fell in love with Dimitri but a girl can't help her maternal side. That was one of the main sides I showed to Lissa.

Just thinking about Lissa sent a burning sensation through my veins. How can I stay here around all these people acting normal after everything that has happened. But after meeting Jasmine I have realised that I can't run from my responsibilities and even if I left what message would I be sending to Jasmine and everyone else.

I can't leave and run from my responsibilities. Rose Hathaway is not a runner. I can face my problems on my own.

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Rad x