Name: If I close my eyes

Genre: Romance and Tragedy

Pairings: Japan x Taiwan/ China x Taiwan

Here's Chapter 4 and thank you all for the Reviews, I feel so loved~ =3 And I know in the last Chapter it is suggesting Lime, and that is right XD! I think of it like they just have sex to reproduce, which people did think sex was only for, not for pleasure. This could be either very good or very awkward…XD! Enjoy.

A/N: Somebody also asked when Japan was going to come in, the answer is…..SOON~~ X3! Lol. Btw, the same person also said they still don't know what a downry was (its basically where couples sleep, but its HUGE. It was delivered to the groom's quarters before the wedding; some had toilets and Mah-jong tables inside)

The Wang House 21:46

The servants hurried to Mei's room, the Princess herself being hauled by the two servants beside her. They were giddy and smiling, Mei looked shocked and confused,

"What's happening!" Mei asked, being held by her arms, the servants giggled and opened Mei's door, taking her behind the blind to change her,

"Tonight is your honeymoon, princess. You must be presentable for Prince Wang" one of them said, they handed Mei a white night gown and walked out giggling like hyenas. Before they left the room, they looked back at Mei and said,

"Once you're done princess, you may go to the chambers" the other said,

"Thank You" Mei replied, a blush appearing on her face,

"Goodnight, Princess" The two servants left in a happy, giddy tone. Mei took her red dress off and threw it over the top of the blind and examined the beautifully made night gown. It was white and long, with a pattern around the collar, the sleeves were long and see through. Mei smiled at its beauty and slipped the garment on, she examined herself. Mei gathered her hair together and tied a ribbon half way down her hair and threw the long ponytail behind her. She nodded to herself and started for the door, but she halted just before it, she took a deep breath and exhaled. 'Why am I so nervous' she thought to herself. 'It's only Wang, why should I be anxious about this?'

Mei hesitated in opening the door, but she did anyway and across the hall, was the chamber. Behind it, was the waiting Wang. Mei blushed furiously as she opened the chamber door.

Wang sat on the bed in the chamber, he raised his hand to his hair, meaning to let his hair down, but decided against it. He waited there for his new wife; he smiled as he pictured her face in his mind, but turned red when he got to the honeymoon thought. He laid his face in his hands and re-thought the process; he had never done that before. And according to Mei's servants, she hadn't either, he felt afraid about hurting her. But he knew that that was just the natural process of love making.

The door opened and Wang looked over at the source, standing in the corridor was the most beautiful woman Wang had ever seen. He stood and walked over to the nervous woman standing there; he leant against the doorframe and placed a hand on Mei's chin, lifting her face up so her eyes met his. A blush surfaced on her pale face,

"Mei" Wang said, stepping forward to Mei, grasping her hand, "Are you nervous?" he looked calmly into her eyes, she smiled a little and placed her hand over his,

"A little, I haven't done anything like this before. So yes…..I-I am" Mei blushed even more and closed her eyes, fiddling with her nightgown, Wang saw his chance and pressed his body against hers. The first chance he could get, he would kiss her, his hand rested on Mei's hips and poor Mei didn't know what to do with them. Wang looked deeply into those beautiful eyes and leaned forward to kiss the young girl.

Their lips connected, both were warm and Mei stood on her tip toes to deepen the kiss, before long Wang was touching her in new places. Hovering his hands over her breasts, deciding whether to touch her there or not. Mei steadied herself by placing her hand on Wang's bare chest, it was harder than Mei imagined and she traced patterns on the soft skin, suddenly not so nervous anymore.

Wang felt up and down Mei's body, yearning to touch more of her, Mei was still nervous and afraid that the process would hurt. But if she did love him, she would do this with him. She laid her hand on the back of his neck and Wang slipped his tongue into Mei's mouth, seeing the first chance. Mei shivered a little, it felt weird, Mei had never been this close to a man before, never mind having any experience kissing or sexual intercourse. Wang released from her lips and laid his forehead on hers; Mei opened her eyes and wrapped her arms around Wang's body. Wang stood, confused of the sudden change in behaviour, he embraced her also and whispered to her,

"What's wrong, Mei?" he whispered, stroking her long black hair,

"I'm just…" she sighed, "I don't now….nervous, anxious and…" she couldn't say the last word,

"Scared?" Wang asked her,

"Yes…" she replied, in a hushed tone. Wang let go of her and cupped her face in his hands, she had teary eyes and a worried face,

"Mei, don't worry, I promise I will be gentle" Wang said hushed, he smiled at the younger female which naturally made her smile back. She wiped her eyes and nodded,

"Thank you" she said, Wang wrapped his right arm around Mei's back and used the other to pick up her legs, Mei squeaked in surprise as Wang picked her up and walked into the bedroom. Kicking the door closed behind him, he smiled slyly at the shy Mei and kissed her cheek. He set her down on the end of the bed and knelt in front of the anxious female, he touched her cheek, it was warm and soft. Mei touched Wang's chest and traced imaginary patterns on his skin, Wang smiled at his lover's courage. He stood up and looked down at his innocent looking wife; Mei smiled and began unbuttoning her nightgown.

"No Mei" Wang said, ceasing her hands, "I'll do that" he smiled, and began unbuttoning her nightgown. He was halfway down, but Mei laid a hand upon his bulge that was concealed inside his clothing, Wang looked at Mei and she looked at him. Wang couldn't concentrate on her for one second without taking a quick glance at the young woman's cleavage, the suspense was almost too much and his manhood stirred at the sight of his lover's breasts.

"Wang, you're getting….bigger. Why?" she asked innocently, he chuckled slightly and leaned in towards Mei. He pinned her down on the bed and looked down at her, she looked up nervously.

"When it gets bigger, Mei, it means I love you in more ways than one" Wang replied, like she was an innocent little girl, which she evidently was.

Wang touched the sleeve of her nightgown and slipped it off her shoulder; Mei smiled and helped him in slipping the nightgown off. She was not completely naked, for Mei had another short dress underneath, but this was white and it reached only to the top if her thighs. Mei turned red, he was seeing so much of her, Wang examined the beautiful new body and dropped the nightgown to the floor. Softly feeling Mei's arms and legs, making her turn bright red when he was feeling so far up her leg to her female regions, Wang chuckled and leaned down to kiss the young girl, he rested himself in between her legs without concern. Mei gripped his hand, knowing that it was about to happen, however they continued to passionately kiss, Wang felt the warmth of her hand and the tightness of its grip. She was so nervous and frightened of what might happen; Wang felt sympathy for the innocent woman,

He released from her lips and looked into her dark brown eyes, "Mei, are you absolutely sure? You know I don't want to hurt you" he said gently, calming her nerves,

"We've gotten this far, it's now or never" she answered, she laid her hands on the older man's shoulder and closed her eyes tight,

"Ok, Mei" Wang answered, he positioned himself accordingly, undoing his lower garment in the process. He pulled Mei's dress up slightly, to allow entrance into her, he stroked Mei's cheek before pushing in, making her relax a little. Wang closed his eyes tight and pushed in very, very slowly, he could feel how tense Mei was underneath him. He could hear the sound she would not let escape her mouth; she gripped his shoulders tighter, trying to push the pain away. Wang hated to see the person he loved in such a state, so to ease it a little, he stopped halfway in, to allow Mei some air. However, when she regained and he pushed in more, she couldn't hold the sound in any longer and she opened her mouth. Out came a small groan, Wang was by now all the way in and a tear could be seen in the corner of Mei's eyes. Wang wiped the tear away and suddenly felt wetness on his regions, he looked down and Mei was bleeding down below, when he looked at her again she opened her eyes,

"I-It hurts…..Wang….." she took in a breath, "Ah….."

"Mei, you're bleeding.." Wang said, Mei looked at her lover,

"I'm sorry….." she replied, Wang lay down on top of the younger girl and kissed her, opened mouthed and needy. He began a small rhythm in and out of Mei, Mei's pain slowly faded and by now she was actually quite enjoying it. Mei hesitated in putting her arms around Wang, but he was holding Mei down by her hands, kissing her as they made love. And as time went by, his rhythm increased and Mei was breathless and Wang was so close…

"Are you okay, Mei?" he asked in between breaths, the woman opened her eyes and smiled at her husband, then nodded, "Good" Wang said, he began to go faster, increasing the chances of them both reaching a climax. Wang dug his head into Mei's shoulder, feeling that he was going faster and faster and the lust was driving him mad, Mei placed her hand on the back of his head and began moaning as she felt her husband's erection going faster with each push inside. She breathed so fast and began wanting more,

"Mei…..What… shall I do?" Wang asked the younger woman, their eyes met and Mei replied in one big breath,

"C-come inside…." Mei said, she threw her head back, feeling an orgasm erupting. She screwed her eyes shut and she tensed up a little, she climaxed and she exhaled heavily. However, Wang was still going at it, the feeling of her climaxing around his erection made him lose control of what he was doing. Whilst holding Mei close to him, he managed to get a sentence out before he came,

"M-Mei…..I'm g-"he couldn't finish that sentence, he released inside his lover, he tensed up slightly and let his fluids fill his lover up. He relaxed when he was finished; he collapsed on Mei's chest, his hair damp in sweat. He heard Mei's heartbeat slowly go to normal state and he felt every inhale an exhale by his lover's chest. Wang sat up and looked at Mei, she was breathless and tired, Wang didn't know that such an action could take so much out of him. He pulled out of Mei, making her body move as well, Mei felt an emptiness now, the absence of her lover made her feel empty. However, she also felt full by her lover's fluids, a thought struck to Mei's mind. This made her smile and open her eyes, she saw a sweaty, muscular man staring lovingly back at her. He leaned down and kissed Mei one more time before collapsing to her side, their mouths connecting with warmth and the passion of their tongues fighting over dominance. Mei looked up at Wang, who was fiddling with Mei's hair, he smiled at her,

"Are you okay?" Wang asked, resting his palm on her shoulder, Mei sighed happily,

"…..Tired" she chuckled slightly, she rested her head on his bare chest and closed her eyes. Wang smiled at how cute his lover looked, he reached for the covers and pulled them over Mei's shoulder and up to his waistline, enveloping them both in each other's warmth.

"Wo ai ni, Mei" Wang said, stroking her head.

He closed his eyes and drifted into another realm of dreams.