A/N Ok, so first of all, I changed the names in this story a little bit, just to be sure that it doesn't get deleted from ff. So Liam would be Will from now on, and the rest of them are the basics 'stewart, russo' etc. ;) hope you manage to live with that? and c'mon i have soo many emails saying that people are reading this story, so if you read it, then please take the time to give me a review, cuz it's only helpful for me and i would really much appreciate it! thank you and enjoy:"Niick, stop it" she giggled as Nick kissed her neck
"You know you like it babe" he said and didn't stop, if anything just added more passion to his kisses. After a few drinks with his co-star Lucie, they had decided to move from the bar to get some privacy. They ended up to the alley where they were hungrily kissing each other. They were alone there, probably because it was so late and the bar wasn't right in the center of London. Suddenly he heard someone walking to their way but didn't see anyone.
"Mmmh, we should take it to somewhere else, I don't think this alley is the most romantic place.." He murmured to her ear.
"Yeah, sure, it's just so nice to be alone with you here" She said, but it sounded almost like she didn't want to leave at all. Out of nowhere flashlights started going crazy around them and he looked around confused as he realized that the paparazzi had surrounded them to the alley next to their bar.
"Nick who's the girl? Is she your girlfriend?" They started yelling and Nick turned around to Lucie with shaken facial express. She was smiling to the cameras and waving a little, flirting with the paparazzi and didn't seem to notice Nick at all anymore. Nick tried to get his mind clear, but the drinks he had had earlier, made it very hard. Nick started to tear Lucie from the paparazzi, but she jumped to hug Nick and still posed for the cameras. Suddenly Nick understood what was happening, how didn't he see this earlier? He was usually so careful about the people he hang out with. Of course Lucie had called them here, trying to benefit from his fame. He let go of her hand and started running away from them.
Once he got back to his hotel room he went straight to bed and caved under his sheets. Slowly tears started to flow from his eyes and he got under his blanket just to make sure no one saw him, he didn't want anyone to see him this way, even though he was alone in his room. Why was his life so horrible, he wondered. Well it wasn't exactly horrible, he had everything money could buy. But maybe that's why people used him like this. It was never the right choice to get wasted. And in the end it didn't help him in anyway, it just made everything worse. He didn't want to see the headlines in every tabloid.
He was missing his family, his brothers. They use to do everything together, but it was never the same after Kevin got married. Even though he would never say it to Kevin, but he hated it. Being alone all the time just wasn't as fun as with his brothers.
Later
Nick looked down from the airplane window and saw London getting smaller and smaller as they flew higher. It was a mutual decision to let Nick leave his part in the musical called Les Miserables after the photos from the alley were published. His actions were bad reputation to the show and Nick's parents thought that it was better to had their second youngest with them, so that they could watch after him.
Nick was sad, but kind of relieved to get out of that scene. He had made some bad friendships that had influenced him a lot and he wanted to get away from all of that. He wanted to be in Hollywood and start recording his new record, if his record company would still let him do that, he wasn't sure. Most of all, even though he never admitted it to himself, Nick wanted to get back home, because he knew that there was always a chance for him to see Miley.
"So.." Big Rob tried to open up some conversation with the two of them, as they were the only one on Nick's private plane.
"So? So what?" Nick asked aggressively.
"You know it's just the two of us here? You can talk about it. What's been up with you, this seems nothing like you."
"I know. I can't explain it, even if I wanted to. I just miss her, but I don't want to. I hate myself." He answered with pure hate in his eyes and Rob saw that Nick really hated his situation.
"Nick, I've been in love, I'm well aware of what it does to you. For real I don't think that love is healthy to anyone, it can only bring you down. And more your in love, the more it hurts when you crush down. But please, don't hurt yourself and your family like this." Rob pleaded
"Then I'm falling, and I'm falling from very high. Ugh. And I don't want to hurt anyone, not myself or you or them, but it's like sometimes I can't even control myself. I just go around and do really stupid things, but it's not me, I'm just watching from aside while someone else control my actions. It's bad, Rob, but I don't know what to do."
"Wow, it's that bad, huh? Maybe you should take some time off, just be with your family and friends. I think the stress is getting to you a bit too much." Rob said big brotherly way
Nick loved how Rob always seemed to bare so much, well of course they were like family. Nick cared and loved his real brothers so much, but he never really opened up to them, not like this anyway. Rob and he shared this connection and Rob knew him almost better than he knew himself. There was only two people who knew him like that, Rob and Miley. Only one of them didn't one to know him anymore.
"Yeah, maybe I should.. but I'm pretty sure I'm getting grounded or something. I wish our flight could take longer, so I didn't have to hear all the yelling that I'm sure to be getting." He finally smiled and they both laughed a bit, because they both knew that Nick wouldn't get grounded and that his parents were so concerned that they wouldn't yell.
Soon they both started doing their own things and slept a while. Then the plane started landing and Nick felt something crawling in his stomach. What if no one was waiting for him? Would anyone be at the airport? What if they all hated him now? He got up and walked out of the plane to the sunny Los Angeles.
A/N do you think my chapters are too short? And do you wish I'd update more often? Yeashshs, so I have Nick in LA, so let the drama begin? And believe me, Nick isn't all that good, as he seems in this chapter, he is just having peaceful period in his life (for a few days ha). And sorry for any mistakes there were, I read it 4 times, but maybe I just get blind to my own writing. But please review xx p.s I would like to travel to London to see Nick, it's only a three hours flight and my aunt lives there. Anyone seen him there? Or anywhere? :( I'd love too see him or Miley live.
