A hundred lives I've lived

Chapter 4

Dreams speak louder then truth

Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha in fact I don't want him…I want Sesshomaru and Naraku! But mainly Sesshy

Pairing: Sesshomaru/Kagome, Sango/Miroku, Inuyasha/ Kikyo

Rating: Ummm I think T for now, wow its hard to believe I can still write them

Author: Neko/Inu demoness Princess of darkness. Call ME RINI

Summary: Kagome has come to terms that she is just not good enough, Sesshomaru gets into a fight with a demoness with gipsy magic and has his memory totally erased as in he needs someone to tell him he's even a demon. When Kagome finds out she wants to help, but will the others be so forgiving. Apparently yes but why is Sesshomaru afraid of the dark and what are these recurring dreams?

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Kagome and Sesshomaru entered Kaede's hut when she started serving food.

"Hey were have you guys been?" Sango asked and quickly put her hand over Miroku's mouth (hehe no one trust him to be civil)

"I had to talk to Kagome" Sesshomaru said and sat down by the fire. Kagome sat down beside him and Sango. (A/N ok it goes Kaede, Sesshomaru, Kagome, Sango, Miroku and Kaede again) Shippo came and sat between Sesshomaru and Kagome in the gap between the two. Kagome smiled at how fast her friends were warming to Sesshomaru. Kaede past a bowl of soup to Sesshomaru

"Thank you" Sesshomaru said educate coming as second nature

"That's alright Sesshomaru" Kaede said not used to having been thanked by his little brother, but then again Sesshomaru was always polite. Kaede then pasted Kagome a bowl

"Thank you Kaede-baba" Kagome said taking the bowl she also saw the look Sesshomaru was giving his soup spoon.

"Are you ok Fluffy?" Kagome asked and he looked at her so did the other occupants.

"Um how do you use this?" Sesshomaru asked slightly embarrassed and she smiled

"Like this" she said gave him a demonstration and he smiled

"Thank you Subarashii" Sesshomaru said and everyone watched him try….and succeed not even slurping and Kagome clapped making him blush.

"Well done Sesshomaru" Kaede said and he blushed a little more at what a big deal they were making it. He looked at Kagome as she giggled

"I never though I would see you blush" Kagome giggled but had to admit he looked Kawaii when he blushed. Kagome started to blush at that thought I didn't just think that?

"Mr. and Mrs. Tomato" Miroku laughed and Sango hit him on the head but couldn't help but giggle at his comment.

"Sango, I thought you were on my side" Kagome whined

"I am but look at Shippo" Sango giggled so Kagome and Sesshomaru looked down at Shippo only to see a little tomato with big green eyes and a blue bow on the top. Kagome and Sesshomaru started to laugh as Shippo smiled

"Mummy, daddy and baby" Shippo chimed and Kagome picked him up and held him like a baby.

"You make a very Kawaii tomato Shippo" Kagome said tickling his tummy and he made a pop sound and turned back to himself in time to yawn.

"Finish your dinner and then we will get some sleep" Kagome said and sat him on her lap and gave him his bowl.

The group finished their supper and started getting ready for bed; Kagome gave Sesshomaru a sleeping bag and told him how to get into it before she rolled her Sleeping bag out by the fire. Kagome saw Sesshomaru roll out his Sleeping bag not far away so the girls could sleep by the fire. That's so Kawaii how he thinks of others. Shippo cuddled up with Kagome as she lay down and the hut soon fell silent.

Sesshomaru's dream

I was walking through a large castle that I didn't recognize, then again I didn't recognize anything anymore, I turned into a large garden were I saw a young demoness meditating, she was my sister

"Harpalia" I called

"Do not interrupt Kona" Harpalia said with her eyes still shut

"Why big sister" I asked as I ran to her

"I am meditating" Harpalia said

"What's Mebatating?" I asked and my sister opened her eyes and smiled at me, lifting my young form up onto her lap

"Meditating little one, it helps me focus my powers" Harpalia said me

"Can I try?" I asked and she giggled

"No your attention span is to short, I will teach when your older" Harpalia said and I smiled

"Promise?" I asked

"I promise Kona" she said

That night a cry echoed through the castle as my sister lost her life, I ran to her room fearing the worst as worst came to pass. I threw open the doors to her room and froze. A shadow youkai stood over my sister's lifeless body and tears stained my cheeks. The youkai spoke to me but in a Riddle

"A Kill is made

Commotion stirred

Beware young pup

Again you will work the earth

A love so strong

Souls as one

You will be together

Before a hundred lives are done" the shadow youkai concludes and melted away. That day my parents lost both their children, for I died inside when she did, I lost my sister that day my only true friend and myself.

I woke with tears in my eyes, what did that youkai mean with that Riddle? I looked up as I heard someone talking to me.

"Sesshomaru are you ok?" Kagome asked sitting up with Shippo, who was awake, in her arms.

"Bad dream" I said and she smiled and opened her arms and I came over to her so she could hug me.

"You can tell me in the morning if you want but let's get some sleep, ok?" Kagome asks and I nodded

"You can stay over here with me" Kagome offered and I nodded again and brought my sleeping bag over to me. I got back into my sleeping bag and laid my head on Kagome's Tummy as a pillow and she started to stroke my hair in a soothing pattern quickly sending me into a dreamless sleep.

Inuyasha came into the hut well after two o'clock to see Sesshomaru sleeping with his head on Kagome's tummy with Shippo sleeping in a ball on his chest and Sesshomaru's arms around him, and Kagome had her hand entangled in his hair.

Inuyasha would deny it if you asked but they looked like a family,

Kagome moved from the small sound of the flap on the door, she put a hand on Sesshomaru's chest by one of his own, with her other hand still entangled in his hair. Sesshomaru also moved, intertwining his fingers with hers. If that wasn't hurtful enough Kagome started to smile in her sleep.

Inuyasha growled possessively, Kagome was his and his alone, they both were, Kikyo and Kagome. Kikyo to love and cherish, and Kagome to berth him pups.

Sesshomaru stirred again from the growl and Inuyasha could have sworn he heard a defending growl from Sesshomaru. He opened his eyes and they were those of sadness as he sore Inuyasha there then he frowned slightly

"Did you just get back?" Sesshomaru whispered mindful of the other people in the hut

"What's it to you?" Inuyasha snapped less mindful of his friends and watched them stir slightly

"Kagome Is my friend and she cares for you, don't hurt her, a heart can only break so much before it cant be fixed" Sesshomaru said in a whisper and Inuyasha was shocked as he watched his big brother close his eyes and lean back on Kagome's tummy. Kagome's hand moved and stroked his hair twice before laying dormant back in its bed of silver strands. Inuyasha watched Sesshomaru and Kagome for a moment longer before taking his place by the door with his legs crossed and his hand in the opposite Haori sleeve and Tetsusaiga leaning on his right shoulder. Inuyasha knew Sesshomaru would sense a demon coming before he would but like it or not he was responsible for this little group he called his friends. Inuyasha made a decision that he would hunt for the group's breakfast, maybe that would get him back in Kagome's favor. For some reason Inuyasha had and erg to show up his brother. Inuyasha closed his eyes and drifted into a very light sleep.

Inuyasha's eyes shot open as he felt his brother's aura moving towards the door,

"Where are you going?" Inuyasha asked and Sesshomaru turned to look at him

"Oh sorry I didn't mean to wake you" Sesshomaru said apologetically

"I'm a light sleeper" Inuyasha said

"Oh ok"

"Where are you going?" Inuyasha asked again

"Oh to the lake I need to think, in fact can you tell Kagome when she wakes?" Sesshomaru asked and Inuyasha nodded with no intention to carry that out. Sesshomaru smiled and left the hut. Inuyasha looked over at Kagome to see Shippo now asleep on her tummy so she couldn't tell he was gone. Inuyasha was slightly impressed, but only slightly. There was only half an hour till sun up now, when they would have to start traveling; they had actually come here for no apparent reason except that Sesshomaru wanted to meet the 'lovely old lady' called Kaede he decided to call her Miko no Jikoku (Priestess of time). Inuyasha had laughed at that and got sat which had upset Sesshomaru for some reason. But he got over it quickly unlike Inuyasha who had moped for a while. Not to mention he had to deal with Sesshomaru's and Shippo's mindless bickering, Sango's and Kagome's giggling and gossiping, Miroku's constant groping of both girls. Not to mention Sesshomaru had an unearthly obsession with flowers and kept giving bouquets to everyone, even Miroku which made him get down on one knee and ask Sango to bear his children which ended in a red Sango and an even redder Miroku lying in the ground with a big hand print on his cheek. Every one laughed at that except Sesshomaru who thought it would be fun to put flowers in the unconscious Miroku's hair. Miroku had walked right into the village before he noticed them, then he started to give them to various village girls making Sango jealous and Sesshomaru question if it had been a good idea. Of course Kagome thought it was a good idea.

Inuyasha saw Kagome stir and went to stroke Sesshomaru's hair only to find Shippo. Kagome opened her eyes, she moved Shippo off her tummy to sleep in the sleeping bag as she got out. She looked around the hut and her eyes landed on Inuyasha.

"Inuyasha where's Sesshomaru?" Kagome asked

"I don't know he wouldn't tell me were he was going" Inuyasha didn't know what possessed him to lie but he did. Kagome frowned that sounds a lot like the old Sesshomaru

"Ok well I'm gonna go find him" Kagome said standing up

"No he said not to disturb him" Inuyasha lied again and Kagome's frown deepened A lot like the old Sesshomaru Kagome was rather upset, she was practically burning to know what his dream was about, and tell him about the dream she had. She remembered the words he had said in her dream Kagome Is my friend and she cares for you, don't hurt her, a heart can only break so much before it can't be fixed his words were right and Kagome took them to heart, she knew Inuyasha was slowly killing her but she couldn't convince herself she didn't love him. Kagome felt down hearted that Sesshomaru didn't want to talk about it so much that he told Inuyasha not to have anyone disturbed him.

"I'm gonna go get some water, for the ramen" Kagome said and Inuyasha immediately forgot about hunting at the mention of his favorite food.

"Hurry up wench" Inuyasha snapped completely forgetting that Sesshomaru was at the lake. Kagome rolled her eyes and left the hut. Sango got up and walked over to Inuyasha hitting him over the head with her hiriakotsu.

"What the hell is wrong with you? Sesshomaru said he wanted to talk to Kagome and you tell her the opposite, don't tell me you're jealous" Sango said waking the other occupants in the hut. Shippo sat up and rubbed his eyes

"Where's fluffy and mummy?" Shippo asked

"She's with Sesshomaru" Sango said

"Feh she believed me, why would she be with him?" Inuyasha said

"Because BAKA they both went to the Lake" Sango said triumphantly

"Crud" was all Inuyasha said

Kagome walked toward the lake with the kettle in hand. Kagome got to the edge of the forest and smiled at the beautiful view of the sunrise reflecting in the lake. Kagome saw Sesshomaru in a tree around the other side of the lake watching the sun rise and she really wanted to watch it with him, but she remembered what Inuyasha said so she filled up the kettle and turned to leave.

Sesshomaru sat in a tree watching the sun rise as he waited for Kagome to get there, he was really confused.

Why am I yet to have a glimpse of my own life and why am I having these glimpses to start with? I wish Kagome was here, she could help…why am I so attached to her after two days? I guess it's because she is the kind of person who really likes to make friends. It was nice of her to let me stay by her last night; I really sleep well after being by her side. As if on cue Kagome's scent hit his nose, Vanilla and Mandarin, but instead of getting closer it started to move away.

Sesshy POV

I looked over my shoulder to see Kagome reentering the forest, did I upset her? I jumped from my perch and ran around the lake, I stopped before her and she gasped

"Sorry fluffy I didn't know you were here" Kagome apologized and I was confused Why is she apologizing I asked her to come here

"Did I upset you?" I asked and she looked up at me and I smiled

"Well no, but Inuyasha said you didn't want to be disturbed" Kagome said shocked

"That's funny, I told him to tell you I was at the lake and to meet me there" I said and Kagome frowned

"I wonder why he did that." Kagome said

"Maybe he was protecting you, you said me and Ototo e Sono Kaze never used to get along" I said helpfully

"Yea your right, well what I could see you pretty much wanted to kill each other" Kagome said and my eyes widened

"Really?" I asked amazed

"Yea" Kagome said and linked her arm with mine.

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Normal POV

Kagome was acting like she was talking or hanging around with her girlfriends, Sesshomaru was so easy to talk to coz he listened but always had his comments, a perfect mix. Sango came out of the Hut as we neared it and she smiled at us

"I heard what Inuyasha did, that was cruel" Sango said and Sesshomaru smiled at her

"I'm sure he just misunderstood me" Sesshomaru said and Kagome and Sango exchanged a look.

"Mummy! Fluffy! I woke up and you were gone" Shippo said near tears. Sesshomaru smiled comfortingly and picked up the small kit and cradled him in his arms until he calmed down

"You will make a good father Sesshomaru" Kaede said as she came around the hut from her herb garden.

"Thanks Miko No Jikoku" Sesshomaru said and walked into the hut with Shippo and the three girls. Inuyasha feh'ed at the sight of his brother and saw the glare Kagome gave him and gulped. Kagome gave the kettle to Kaede who put it on the now stoked fire.

Sango, Sesshomaru and Kagome went and sat across the hut from Miroku and Inuyasha. The boys both watched them.

With fluffy, Kaggy and Sammy

"Well Sango Sesshomaru has been having these glimpses of lives that aren't his own, like first he was a young pup called…" Kagome started

"Isho, I watched as my mother abandon me telling me I couldn't go with her on her journey and I had to stay behind" Sesshomaru cut in and Sango gasped at the information

"Then I watched a Tai Inu youkai called Baguraut talking to his son about a sword called Sou'unga and the son wanted to get two new sword forged by a man called…" Sesshomaru continued

"Totosai, the son was Inutaishou" Kagome continued for Sesshomaru and Sango's eyes went twice their size.

"Your kidding" Sango said rather shocked

"And Baguraut said that Inutaishou's first son would be more like him then Inutaishou and when he turned to the mirror I saw myself exactly" Sesshomaru continued after Kagome.

"Then Last night He had a dream that he…well you can tell this one since you haven't told me yet" Kagome said with a giggle and Sesshomaru nodded

"I was walking threw an unknown hallway" Sesshomaru started and the girls nodded

Inuyasha and Miroku watched as the girls talked with Sesshomaru. Sesshomaru was sitting in between them with his leg crossed and Sango and Kagome were sitting either side of him with their legs under them. Sango on his right and Kagome on his left, they were hanging on his every word. Inuyasha could smelt Sesshomaru's tears and a hint of Sango's and Kagome's. Suddenly the girls hugged Sesshomaru saying something to him and he put his arms around their waist and pulled them closer, the girls stated to giggle and blush

Sesshy POV (So you don't get the wrong idea)

I finished telling the girls about my dream and I could smell the slight sent of their tears. They gave me a big hug to make my feel better

"You can sleep by me again tonight" Kagome offered still hugging me

"Yea and I'll stay by you two so you can wake me if you have a bad dream" Sango said not letting me go either.

"You two are the best" I said wrapping my arms around their waists to return the hug, I listened to the sweet sound of my new best friends giggles and saw them blush. They both gave me a comforting peck on the cheek and I smiled at them.

"I mean it girls, I feel like I've known you forever" I said letting them go to sit beside me again

"Well technically you have" Sango said and Kagome nodded

"Yea but we weren't friends then" I said putting my arms around their shoulders and they leaned on me so they didn't fall over.

"That's so sweet Sesshomaru" The girls said together and started to giggle because of it.

"You two are my best friends" Sesshomaru said leaning back on the wall making them lean on my chest more, it was ether that or fall over and flash everyone.

"WENCH, Make the ramen" Inuyasha ordered

"Say please baby brother" I said and he feh'ed

"I'll take that as a please" Kagome said and got up and walked over to her bag

"Is he's always like that" I asked Sango who was still leaning on my chest quite comfortably

"Pretty much, he always yells at people and hits Shippo on the head" Sango said and my eyes widened

"Shippo come here please" I said and Shippo looked up from his picture he was drawing with his crayons, he smiled at me grabbing his crayons and paper he rushed over.

"Yes fluffy?" he asked

"I just wanted to tell you that if Inuyasha hurts you, you can come to me, ok?" I said and Shippo nodded

"Look what I drew" Shippo said showing me his picture, it was of a Inuyasha with a Big head yelling at a Kagome with downcast eyes.

"Oh wow Shippo you can draw better then I can" I complained

"Well let's see, you draw a picture and I'll draw one and we'll compare them" Shippo said and sat down before me, I removed my arm from around Sango and sat up as she did

"I'll play referee" Sango chimed and we laughed

"Ok" I said, and we started to draw. We both drew Sango since she was the closest thing. It turned out I was a good drawer, I drew Sango with a really big head but with lots of detail. Shippo drew her as a kitty and it was so Kawaii.

"See you can draw better then me" Shippo encouraged

"Well I guess" I said reluctantly "I still like yours better" I said and Shippo puffed up his chest in pride.

"Can I have that one of Inuyasha and Kagome?" I asked and he nodded and gave it to me. I took it and ruffled his hair kindly before I got up and walked over to Kagome who was cooking by Kaede's fire, Kaede was back out getting herbs for Kagome and Miroku looked like he was meditating and Inuyasha watched every move I made in a rather creepy fashion.

"Hey Kagome" I said and she turned to me and smiled

"Yea" She asked and I bent down to be eye level to her

"Shippo let me have this Picture he drew and its so good I would like you to keep it in your bag so nothing happened to it" I said just loud enough for Shippo to hear, Shippo puffed up his chest so much that he fell over. I chuckled lightly as I saw this over my shoulder. I looked back at Kagome to see her smile at her son

"I would be honored to be the keep safe for such a masterpiece" Kagome said taking it and putting it in her bag. I smiled and went back to sit with Sango and Shippo. Shippo sat on my lap and continued to draw and I started chatting with Sango about how great Shippo was at drawing.

After breakfast Inuyasha announced they were leaving at midday, Sesshomaru went into the village with Miroku for him to get money from his fake fortune telling.

Sesshomaru sat down not to far away and watched Miroku flirt with the young village girls. He shook his head and looked around the village to see a young woman coming towards him. He smiled at her as she sat before him with a young child in her arms.

"Are you Sesshomaru?" The young woman asked

"Why yes I am, how can I help you?" Sesshomaru asked and she smiled at him

"I am Tiara Lady Kaede told me you were rather good with children" Tiara said and Sesshomaru looked shocked

Sesshy POV

"She said that?" I asked and Tiara nodded

"She did, I have been having troubles getting my son to sleep, I was wondering if you could help?" Tiara said

"I'll try" I said unsurely and she passed me her baby son, I calmed my aura and rocked him in a calming motion. The child was immediate relaxed and started to close his eyes, Tiara gasped at me and I smiled softly at the beautiful boy in my arms.

"That's incredible" Tiara breathed mindful of her now sleeping boy. Sesshomaru past the child back to his mother and she held him close

"How did you do that?" Tiara asked

"Children of such a young age rely on the calmness of auras to keep their own calm, tell me, have you been worried about something?" I asked and she nodded

"Yes my husband has taken away my eldest son to train" Tiara said sadly and her son stirred.

"I suggest meditation and focusing on your aura and keep it calm, if not for your pup then for yourself, you're a very pretty woman you wouldn't want wrinkles would you" I said and she giggled and blushed

"Thank you for your help Sesshomaru" Tiara said

"Please call me Sess or better yet fluffy" I said and she giggled again

"I'll call you Sess, what do I owe you?" Tiara said and got to he feet,

"A thank you will do" I said and she smiled

"Agurato Sess you're a good man" Tiara said

"Demon apparently but thank you" I said and her eyes widened

"You're a demon?" she asked and I smiled nicely at her

"Yup" I said and she smiled at me

"It's nice to know you're not all like Inuyasha" Tiara said and I chuckled

"I think that was almost a compliment" I said and she giggled

"Thanks again Sess" Tiara said and walked off

Apparently word moves fast in this village because in half an hour I had a line of people who wanted my advice. At the front of the line was a young teen, she came forward and sat before me.

"Your Sess right?" the girl asked

"That I am, how can I help you?" I asked and she smiled at my cheerful greeting she had heard he was a demon

"Ok well my name is Talireno or Tali for short" Tali started "My parents have told me I have an arranged marriage and will be wed to a young man from another village, but I'm worried that I wont fall in love, that he wont treat me right and that I will blow it" Tali said

"Tali-kun you cant make a final decision on someone you never met you should ask you parents to meet this young man before you wed, get to know him and find if you have chemistry" I said helpfully and watched her eyes light up in realization.

"That's Perfect! Thank you Sess" Tali chimed and kissed me on the cheek before rushing off home. The next person was an older woman with a three week pregnant tummy

"Hello I heard you are good with relaxation techniques?" The woman said

"Um I guess so" I said, people seemed to like my honesty and she smiled

"I'm three weeks pregnant" she started

"Oh congratulations" I said

"Agurato, but I can't seem to relax and I'm afraid it may affect the baby" The woman said

"The stress won't hurt the baby but it will have side effects on you, in this time your body needs to store energy so it can be used at a later date to produce milk and help your body get back in shape after you pregnant, I suggest scented baths and meditation, to relax yourself after a days work" I said and she smiled

"Thank you Sess that sounds wonderful" the lady said and got up, planting a kiss on my cheek and walked off.

"Has anyone seen Sesshomaru?" Kagome asked as she reentered the hut with Kaede

"Yea he went to the village with Miroku" Sango said as she cleaned her weapon.

"Oh I better go get them then" Kagome said and heard Inuyasha

"Hurry it up wench were leaving" he said and got up

"Ok, Shippo can you pack my bag while I'm gone?" I asked my son and he nodded

"Sure mummy" Shippo said and Kagome smiled

"Thanks sweetie" she said and left the hut walking towards the village. She was almost there when she saw Sesshomaru and Miroku coming toward her.

"Hey Boys" Kagome called and they looked up at her

"Hey Kagome" they said together

"I was just coming to get you" She said as Sesshomaru put an arm around her shoulder to steer her back the way she came.

"Sesshomaru was very popular at the village" Miroku said making Sesshomaru blush

"He had long lines of people wanting his advice" Miroku continued

"Really" Kagome said excited and Miroku nodded

"Oh I'm so proud of you" Kagome said slinging and arm around his waist (It would be uncomfortable to put an arm around his shoulder, he's tall! Kaggy is up to his chin)

"Thanks Subarashii" Sesshomaru said

"Not to be a party pooper but he didn't charge them" Miroku said

"A good deed is its own reward" Kagome said and Sesshomaru smiled

"Wisely put" He said and Kagome giggled

"Thanks" she said

Miroku, Kagome and Sesshomaru decided not to tell Inuyasha about Sesshomaru's influence to the village.

The group traveled the day and set up camp by a small stream were Kagome could make ramen, Sesshomaru offered to hunt again but Kagome said it would be faster to just make ramen but she thanked him anyway. They ate dinner and set up their bedding both Inuyasha and Miroku noticed the girls were sleeping with Sesshomaru; they used their three sleeping bags to make a comfortable bed that was big enough for all four of them.

Sesshomaru slept between Sango and Kagome (Sam on his right, Kag on his left), they were leaning on his chest with his arms around their shoulders, and Shippo cuddled up on Sesshomaru's chest. To say the least Inuyasha and Miroku were rather jealous. Both girls were protective of Sesshomaru and he was protective of them too. Inuyasha sat grumbling in a tree and Miroku set up his bed on the other side of the fire from the others.

Uh ha I finished…. Sesshy is so Kawaii in this story.

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CJ Rini