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As I am writing this chapter I am sat by the fire and watching season 1 Gossip Girl episode 2. I cannot believe how much they have all changed! Especially Jenny and Dan. It does give me ideas to write though :)

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Blair prov:

Every item of clothing I looked at I had to put back, it was either to small for me or I knew that mother would find something wrong with them. I get measured each week to make sure that I am losing weight, I've been told that I am a size 2 but even looking at the clothes supposedly labeled size 2 would be too small for me. Those dress fitters must have made a mistake. I had made myself a promise that the only size in my closet would be size 2 nothing bigger.

I noticed the glances Chuck was giving me when I put something away. There were often a lot of times when all I wanted was to wear a big jumper and leggings so that the world will never see how fat I am. I caught sight of Serena and realised she must have been looking for us. I knew that I had to go over but a small part of me didn't want to, I knew that as soon as Chuck would catch sight of Serena he would completely forget about me.

'Serena!' I called.

'Oh B there are you, come Chuck you need to tell me if this dress looks good on me.'

I knew Serena's plan. This changing rooms were big enough for two people to fit in it. All Serena would have to do is bring Chuck into the dressing room and get changed in front of him and he'd be hers in a second. However Blair was confused Serena never went through this much trouble for a guy, something big must be in her way to get Chuck, Blair couldn't help but wonder what was causing Serena to go to such lengths.

'Oh but Blair would know more than me.'

'What?'

Blair couldn't help but interrupt. No one in the history of her life had Blair ever hear someone deny the opportunity to be alone with Serena.

'I said that you would be a better help than me.' Chuck turned to smirk down at Blair.

'Oh no! I need a opinion from a guy.' Blair couldn't help but smile, Serena is really trying anything to get Chuck.

Blair knew that Serena was going to get her way one way or another.

'Oh! I have somewhere to be.' Blair said quietly.

'See, come on Chuck.' Serena grabbed Chuck's hand and pulled him in the direction of the changing room.

Blair couldn't help but sigh. She had hoped that Chuck would have put up a fight not to go but again she was proven wrong. She hadn't realised but she had been walking aimlessly for about half an hour. Looking around her she saw the duck pond that Dorota and her often visited. She walked into the little corner shop and bought a loaf of bread to give to the ducks.

She didn't know how long she had been there but the more she sat down she couldn't help but wish she was someone different. She couldn't remember the time that someone had gotten her a present on her actual birthday or christmas. Her father always sent her a present a month late. Blair didn't have the heart to tell him that her birthday was a month earlier.

'So I guess this is what was so important you ditched me with Serena?'

Blair's thoughts were interrupted by the voice of Chuck.

'Well, the ducks are important.' Blair answered whilst shrugging her shoulders.

She heard Chuck chuckle slightly as he sat down next to her. Blair could feel his shoulder touching her. She felt a sense of safety but also tugging at the back of her brain the idea that not so long ago she had left Serena and Chuck in a changing room. Without realising it she had moved so that their shoulders were no longer touching.

'Nothing happened you know.' Chuck muttered next to her.

'Huh?' Blair asked.

'Serena and I, nothing happened.'

Blair was shocked Serena for once hadn't got what she wanted.

'It don't care what happened.' Blair said trying to keep her voice monotone.

'I beg to differ.' Chuck whispered in her ear.

Blair hadn't noticed how close he had got to her. She only just managed to suppress a shiver.

'You would be wrong.' She said as she turned to face him, their noses were touching and Blair noticed Chucks eyes go from her eyes to her mouth almost asking for permission. As soon as her eyes fluttered slightly he took it as a signal to kiss her.

It was short but sweet. Blair was surprised that he had't tried to do anything more with her. When she pulled away she couldn't help but notice that not only she but also Chuck was genuinely smiling.

'I have to go, but I will see you tomorrow.' Chuck whispered, his breath fanning her face. He gave her one quick kiss and left to get his limo, but before he turned around and gave Blair a smile that almost made her heart melt. Almost.

Blair's thoughts and smile was interrupted by her phone. She pulled it out and saw a message from Serena, hesitantly she opened it, she was expecting another favour from her, what she got she would never had imagined.

'Check Gossip Girl x.'

Blair's mouth dropped open as she read the latest post.

Guess who got naughty in a changing room in Bendles. Look like S and C were doing a bit more than changing in their changing room. Both came out with swollen lips and fixing their clothes. I thought S was with B? Looks like S dumped B again for another boy. Tut Tut S. At least wait till you're home.

You know you love me xoxo Gossip Girl

Blair didn't know who to believe. It wasn't until she noticed a picture attached which showed Serena doing her top up and Chuck fixing his tie. Blair couldn't believe it. All she knew was she needed to go home and go to the bathroom to make herself feel better.

Thank you guys! To say sorry I tried to make a long chapter. Please comment and review as I love hearing from you guys!

Abby