Chapter 3 ~Just Own up to Your Feelings~

TIME SKIP (roughly 2 years…ur 15 ok?)

"ARE YOU FUKING SERIOUS?!?!?!?!?! It's soooooooo fucking obvious the boy wants you girl!" Erin screamed at you while you two sat on your bed with the Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge album by My Chemical Romance blasting from your ipod speakers.

"I'm not okay.

I'm not okay

I'm not okaaaay.

You wear me out"

I'm Not Okay played as there was a slightly awkward pause in the conversation. You internally debated what you were going to say next seeing as Erin always went on the attack if you ever suggested that Matt might not share your feelings. After a few more seconds…

"You cant be serious?? I mean I can be as crazy about him as I want to be and he's NOT gonna feel the same way. You KNOW that. He could have any girl he wants here at Whammy's," you remarked

"But he wants YOU," she said. "Its SOOOOO obvious you two are like perfect for each other and have feelings but are the only two in the ENTIRE place that don't see it. I bet you Roger even sees that you two are crazy for each other. Why not just have a go and see what happens???"

"If I do anything about my feelings for Matt…YOU have to do something bout your feelings for Mello," you changed topic slightly. "Now THAT'S an obvious situation. You two would be sooo fucking perfect together but you're both too damn stubborn to admit feelings. You've gotta admit your feelings cuz hes too much of a 'badass' emotionless bitch to admit how he feels." you laughed and Erin's face got bright red now that the spotlight was on her little crush. The conversation continued about relationships for a little while longer until you two somehow got on the topic of anime and fanfics like always. What you didn't know was that down the hall, a very similar conversation had been taking place…..

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"Matt just ask the fucking girl out and get it the fuck over with!!!!" a certain blonde chocolate loving boy was saying…quite loudly and angrily may I add. "You are so fucking clueless some times!!!!"

"Mel, I really like her and we are like BEST friends and I really don't want to fuck up a friendship just because I have feelings that she may or may not share. It's not worth losing her completely…nothing's worth losing her for," Matt replied with a slightly depressed look on his face. "Mel, you just wouldn't understand the feeling."

"I have three things to say to you Matt: 1) you are a dipshit because she so obviously fucking likes you and you're just too fucking thick to see the signals, 2) seeing as you are both crazy for each other, as is CLEAR to everyone in Whammy's, you not asking her out is such bull shit. You are just being a cruel, heartless little cunt who's too pussy to ask a girl out. Are you really gonna make her wait forever ass wipe? She deserves to be treated right by you. And 3) how do you know I don't know the fucking feeling bitch???? Its called love shit-for-brains, and I happen to believe I know the feeling well!!!!!!"

Unfazed by all the profanities flowing from the mouth of his best friend (big mouth may Matt add) he ignored the first two things Mello said, for now, and responded, "So you are in love with Erin then???? You're finally gonna drop the pussy act, man up to the fact, and admit it after what, like two years??? Took you long enough."

This pissed Mello off more than anyone who didn't know him would expect. Matt really knew how to push his fucking buttons. "Listen you fuzzbag. I ain't admitting to nothing. YOU GOT THAT? I may or may not be in fucking love with Erin but I don't see it as your business either way," he hissed angrily. "Fine, you know what, how's this? I'll admit if I'm in love or not if you admit to me that you are really in LOVE with Becca." He added as a second thought.

"JUST OWN UP TO YOUR FUCKING FEELINGS DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Erin and Mello scolded me and Matt at the same time, and we all clearly heard the other's yell. With that, Erin and I got up and walked three doors down the hallway to Matt and Mello's room.

"Hiya boys. What are you all up to in here?? We heard shouting," I cheerfully stated.

"We could say the same thing bout you two," Matt replied, winking. "Anyway, what brings you two sexy girls to our humble home at this time of night?" Looking at the digital clock on Mello's desk you realized that it was 1 o'clock in the morning, kinda late you know?

"Oh nothing really. We just wanted to see our two best friends in the entire world," Erin stated sweetly, then added, "plus there's thunder and lightning and you know that shit scares the two of us shitless, especially at night. Do you boys have a problem with us coming to see you?"

Mello smirked but replied, "Well it IS kind of late. And if you came here cuz you're scared, where exactly do you plan to sleep because we only have two beds and if you two ladies were going to share anyway…what's the point?? You could have just shared one of the beds in your room."

"AHHHHH you make a very fair point Mel…but these two lovely ladies need rescuing and I did tell Becca she could come in whenever she liked, and at any time, her first day here. What kind of man would I be if I went back on my word? Can't have that now can we? So Becca, you can sleep with me and Mel and Erin can work out their sleeping arrangements themselves," Matt chuckled. "Don't worry; I'll keep you safe tonight" he whispered in your ear, making you blush scarlet.

That night you slept in Matt's arms and Erin in Mello's. You snuggled up to Matt's toned chest and listened to his heartbeat as you drifted off to sleep. The four of you enjoyed your last truly happy night together for a long time not knowing that tomorrow the sun would rise and bring the most depressing news any of you might ever hear.

OH no!!!!!!! what could this terrible news be???? How will it change all of your lives???? Find out next chappie =] but wasn't this one cute??? They are all in love any matt is quite the charmer. I think he'd just be like the ladies man at Whammy's so I had to write his as such. Review or favor and I'm sry updates have taken so long. I've been working my ass off for midterms which start tomorrow morning. =/ nd writing and posting this chapter and 11:30-12 and night…not so smart. Anyway…till next time yall!