I own nothing of Gorillaz just Haden

dreams

HPOV
The road that stretched ahead of me seemed desolate and abandoned. I knew this was a dream, a nightmare to be exact. I had had it too many times to count. It always ended the same.
"Mom?" I called out in my little seven year old voice. No answer. I knew the next step I would check all of the abandoned houses for her, knowing she wasn't there. Each one getting worse until i came to the last one. Which held several rotting carcasses, lots of evil looking crows, big dogs, evil men with knifes, clowns, puppets, porcelain dolls, demons, and worst of all snakes and spiders.
"Mom where are you?" I called into the house of horrors. Still no answer. I would have to walk through it in order to find her, but I still wouldn't like what I found at the end of the house.
"Haden?" I heard a soft voice calling to me. I covered my eyes and stepped down from the broken window, cutting my arm in the process.
"Haden darlin' come here." A voice called softly. I began to speed up ignoring all of the bad things that my eight year old brain feared and on some occasions still feared. I reached the end of the house and stood in the doorway of the final room.
"Haden open your eyes." A soft woman's voce said. I obeyed and screamed when I did. In the woman's place stood a sixty foot tall king cobra hood open and fangs dripping with venom, ready to strike. I fell back and tried to crawl backwards, but I was stopped by a large black widow that seemed to sneer down a me. I saw my horrified expression in its thousands of eyes and let out a scream. The end of the dream was always different yet the same. There was always that horrifying surprise at the end, but it was always different.
"Haden whats wrong?" The snake mocked slithering closer to me.
"Stay back!" I ordered knowing it wouldn't listen. I was now fifteen year old me and I was still terrified of the damn snake and spider. I began to hyperventilate, the only rational thing a person who is deathly terrified of snakes and spiders can think to do, and tear up from lack of oxygen.
"Aw is little baby gonna cry, cry like you did when your momma hit you, and dumped us on you. Come on little baby cry, cry and I will give you a kiss." It mocked.
"Yes a kiss would be nice don't you think." The spider said from behind me, always the one behind seemed to be a lackey of the one who blocked my exit from the back of the house, no matter who it was. I swallowed hard and shut my eyes.
"Aw well I will give you a kiss anyways." The snake said.
"Me as well." The spider added in and i felt furry fangs on my shoulder as hairy legs encased me. I opened my eyes in time to see the snake strike out and just as it's fangs are about to pierce into my body, surely killing me, I wake up with a scream that I muffle with a pillow. My scream quickly turns into sobbing and I am left with the image of the snake about to rip me to shreds fresh in my mind.
I stood to stumble to the large kitchen. I couldn't breathe in here it was too small and I needed a drink, didn't matter what, just a drink.
I stumbled into the kitchen and leaned on the wall. I still couldn't breather.
"Great a panic attack." I thought sarcastically to my self. I slid halfway down the wall and leaned forward a little so that I was looking at the floor, my hair covering my face, the wall my only support as lights danced in front of my eyes. I placed my hands on the wall because I felt myself sliding down and I didn't want to do that right now. I began to feel floaty and remembered to take a deep breath and try to ignore the stinging of tears in my eyes.
"Breathe Haden, before you pass out." I tried to rationalize with my self, and tried to listen to myself as well, it was helping a little.
"Wha' di' Murdoc do?" A voice demanded from above me. I tried to glance up but couldn't manage.
" 'Re ye okay?" The voice asked sounding concerned.
"Panic...attack." I gasped out and slid further down the wall.
"Woah woah, hey come 'ere ye need te si' down." The voice said and hands were holding my arms to help me up. I went willingly and sat at the table I was led to.
"Let me ge' ye' som' water." He muttered after a few seconds water was set in front of me and I drank it down greedily. After a bit my breathing returned to normal and I looked up to view 2D in front of me.
"So, wha' 'appened to ye'?" he asked.
"Uhh I had a nightmare." I said biting my lip and blushing a bit. A look of understanding came over his face and he nodded.
"So uh do ye need any help?" He asked rising an eyebrow. I shook my head and stood.
"I'm just gonna head to bed okay?" I asked. he nodded looking a little shocked at my abruptness.
"Thanks for the help." I said and walked out of the room. I stumbled back to my room and sighed. This was gonna be interesting to leave behind. I think I was actually beginning to feel for this place.
"Sweet satin." I muttered to myself.