AN: I don't own Sekaiichi :P And this story is not yet edited because I can't contact my beta. I'll edith this once I get a hold of her. Thanks! Happy new year guys! Love lots :*
I was cleaning the apartment the following day when Masamune suddenly appeared and called me. "Ricchan!" I jump out of shock and I accidentally knock down a vase.
"Masamune! What are you going here? Oh wait the vase!" I tried to pick up the broken pieces when he suddenly holds my hand. "What are you doing you idiot! You could hurt yourself. I'll get the broom to clean this up." He stands up and heads to the storage room to get the broom.
He cleaned the mess I made 'Though it's kinda his fault too because he surprise me'. When he finish cleaning up, I tried asking him why is here too early, it's only 5 in the afternoon. "A-ano Masamune, thank you for cleaning it up and I'm sorry for the damage I cause." I bowed down as I apologize. "But if I'm not mistaking your return should be 7 in the evening or 8, right? Why are you here so early?"
He just stared at me. 'Well this is awkward'
"Never mind the vase, I'll just buy a new one, no need for apologize. And for your question as to why am I here early, it's because I have great news for you." His expression changes from poker face to genuine smile in just a matter of seconds. 'I really think Masamune should smile more often'
"And may I ask what's the great news?" I asks excitedly, like a kid waiting to find out if whether he got the toy that he asks from his parents.
"I got an okay from my boss. You can come to my workplace next month" He said as he ruffled my hair.
"Oh really? As in wow! I can finally see where you work and finally understand the cycle that you kept on telling me!" I stated while hoping excitedly about the news. He chuckled and continued to ruffle my hair. "You know it's still month away right? Don't get to excited." He merely stated.
"I know but I want to learn more about you. You said we are childhood friend and I've been staying here for two weeks already but I still don't know much about you." I told him. 'It's just that I want to shorten the gap between us. My two week stay here with Masamune has been great and all but I still don't know if I can fully trust him'
"Then ask me." He told me
"huh?" I don't get what his saying.
"Ask me what you want to know and I'll answer them as best that I can." He seems upset when he answered me. "Don't you trust me when I tell you that we are childhood friends? I can see it in your eyes Ritsu, the way your eyes would look at me questionably whenever I tell something about our past. If you don't believe me, I'll look for our childhood album tomorrow or later tonight." He stated. I didn't mean to hurt him but I guess I did.
"It's not that I don't trust you Masamune, you've been good to me these past few days and all but you can't just tell me 'Hey I'm Masamune and I'm your childhood friend. It's just because you've been in a coma for I year that is why you don't remember me' out of nowhere"
"I never said those and if I did, it was not in that sentence. I want you to comfortable around me Ritsu, don't you see that it pains me to know that you don't trust me. We were supposed to be the best of friends but to know that you don't trust me? It hurts Ritsu." I can see the unshed tears in his eyes. I don't know why but when I see him like this, it hurts. I know that I'm being a jerk right now but I don't know. I just woke up and everything is all too confusing for me and to top it off, I still haven't talk to my parents yet.
"I didn't mean to upset you Masamune, I'm sorry but please also understand my situation. I don't remember anything, I'm sorry to tell you this but right now I can only see you as a stranger instead of a childhood friend. You need to understand that this is very confusing for me. I just found out that I was in coma for 1 year, my supposed to be boyfriend is a dream, I have a childhood friend, and to top it all up, I still haven't heard from my parents yet." Tears started to stream down my face as I finish my speech. I kept all this emotions buried this past few days and I'm just letting it all out. I started to breath heavily and my face started turning red because of too much crying.
Masamune hug me and stated to draw circle in my back to soothe me. "I'm sorry" I heard him say. I just continued to cry until there were no more tears left. I know we have issues right now, issues that need to be fix immediately but right now all I want is to be hold.
And Masamune did hold me until I calmed down and drifted off to dreamland.
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