Ashley's POV
It's 9:00 A.M. and I haven't heard a word from Spencer yet. I tried calling her late last night but it went straight to voicemail. I'm trying to stay calm but I don't know how much more calmness I can tolerate.
"Ash if you're so worried, go to her crib," Kyla tells me as she watches me pace back and forth while glancing at the phone every 5 seconds or so.
"Kyla, I don't want her to think I'm a crazed jealous person!" If she thinks that I don't trust her she'll no doubt end our five month relationship.
"But you are!" Kyla replies.
"But I don't want her knowing that! C'mon Kyla you've known her for as long as I have, what makes you think she'll keep tolerating my possessive attitude towards her?" I ask her.
"Well she already thinks it's a little hot so," Yeah but for how much longer.
"Maybe it's time you reevaluate why you get so jealous in the first place," Kyla adds.
I decide to just go over to Spencer's but on the pretense that I'm bringing her breakfast. A little white lie won't hurt anyone. I got in my car and drive the 15 minutes to Spencer's. I park outside her complex and head up to the penthouse suite using the back door. I enter the elevator and press the button to her floor. I close my eyes praying that I can keep my emotions under control. I hear the ding and open my eyes just as the doors open. I get to the door and use the key Spencer gave me to open it.
"Hey Spence!" I call out as I enter the foyer. I hear shuffling but I cannot tell where it's coming from. Then I hear laughter from what I think to be the kitchen, so I head in that direction. When I enter I don't know what to think so I just stand there and sort of look at Spencer and Veronica. Spence wasn't wearing a shirt and was in her basketball shorts. Veronica was wearing a tank top and pajama shorts. Spencer looked to be in the act of throwing flour on Veronica, while Veronica tries to playfully punch her in the stomach. I clear my throat and they both look over at me. Spencer smiles and comes over to give me a kiss. Veronica stands there awkwardly looking quite guilty if you ask me.
"Hey babe, what are you doing here?" Spencer asks me grabbing my hand and pulling me further into the kitchen. I manage to give a hint of a smile towards both of them and make a gesture towards the mess.
"Oh we were trying to make pancakes but we managed to get into a batter fight instead," Spencer answers.
"Which we should probably start cleaning up," Veronica says smiling and grabbing a dish cloth.
"True shit," Spencer replies, walking away to start cleaning up beside Veronica.
"Well I brought food but I didn't know Veronica was going to be here so I don't know if there is enough," I say handing the bag of food to Spencer.
"No babe, this looks like more than enough," Spencer tells me grabbing plates for both her and Veronica. I already ate so I just watch to two of them gobble the food down as if they hadn't eaten in weeks.
"This is good where did you get it Ashley?" Veronica asks me spooning grits into her mouth.
"Oh it's from a deli around the corner from my place," I respond.
"It's delicious babe," Spencer tells me soon after.
They finish up eating and put the dishes in the sink. We all head to the living room and sit on the long couch Spence has. I sit next to Spence while Veronica sits on the floor next to her legs. We watch the news in silence for a bit before Veronica announces that she has to go home to feed her cat.
"Alright let me walk you to the elevator," Spencer offers. I tell Veronica goodbye as she grabs her jacket. I sort of trail behind them and peek out the half open door to see Spencer lean down to give Veronica a hug. Veronica leans up and kisses Spencer's cheek and I watch on chanting 'it means nothing' over and over again to myself. The hug lasts a little too long but when I see them separate I run back to the couch. Spencer comes back in and sits down across from me.
"Is there a reason you were watching me tell Veronica bye?" Damn I guess she saw me.
"No, I don't know what you mean," That's right Ashley, deny everything!
"So we're lying now?" I can tell my lack of honestly about my feelings is starting to really bother her.
"So we're having sleepovers with our exes now?" I ask with jealousy flowing through my words.
"Cut the bullshit. If you have something to say just say it," Spencer tells me grabbing the remote to turn down the TV.
"Why didn't you call me like you said you would last night? Also you didn't tell me Veronica was spending the night," I spit out rapidly getting straight to the point.
"Are we really starting this jealousy shit again? It's getting really old Ashley," See I knew I should've just let her come to me.
"I'm sorry but I just can't seem to help it Spence! You think I like wondering what you're doing and who you're with all day? It blows my mind how much jealousy I can be consumed with because of you and your reputation," I all but yell at Spencer.
"So it's my fault you can't control your insecurities?" Spencer asks me suddenly very calm. "You know what forget it, I'm done with this Ashley," No no no what is she saying?
"Done with what? I'm sorry, just forget I mentioned anything," By the look on Spencer's face I know that she's already made up her mind.
"No Ashley seriously, it's like I can never win with you! I try to show you that you're the only one I want but you just reject it and think I'm just saying shit to make you happy," Spencer says standing up off of the couch to tower over me. I need to do something quick if I want to save this relationship.
"Look Spence," I say pulling her to sit back down and straddling her. I know seducing her is not the right way to go about this but I'm down to my last resort. "I'm sorry okay, I just don't want to lose you," I tell her leaning down to look into her eyes. I think I see love shining back in them but I just don't know where her head is right now.
"This shit really pisses me off Ashley. You know I don't do jealous girlfriends," Spencer tells me as I put her hands on my waist.
"I know and I'm trying to control it. It's just I know what it feels like to want you, matter of fact to crave you, and I would do anything to get a fix," I tell her dipping down to kiss her nose.
"Anything?" Spencer asks me with a look in her I eye that I know very well. She gives a not so subtle look down towards her crotch area and I instantly know what she wants. I slid down to the floor in front of her while keeping eye contact. I grab the hem of her shorts and pull as she lifts up to slide them down. I see that she's already hard and I get a bit excited as well. I pull her shorts and boxers down to her ankles. I feel my panties getting moist as I stare at her erection. Spencer just looks at me with desire shining through her stare. I give her a small smile as I take the tip into my mouth. I see her close her eyes and lean her head back relaxingly. Slowly I lick the head up and down for a few seconds, and then move down on it more. I've gotten really good at giving her head since we first did it so I'm pretty good at getting most of it in my mouth. I glide her dick in and out of my mouth, taking in the whole thing all at once. I feel it hit the back of my throat and hear a guttural groan come from Spence. She grabs the back of my head, ushering it up and down her shaft. I repeat the movement for a few minutes. By the sounds she's making I can tell she's close. I love the taste of her cum. It's like salty and sweet at the same time. She bites her bottom lip and I can tell she's almost there. I massage her between my fingers and feel her start to tense. Spencer holds my head with her dick fully in my mouth. She starts to shoot in my mouth and I feel it slide down my throat. She lets up her grip on my head and I slowly slide my mouth back up making sure not to choke. I look at Spencer and see her breathing deeply with her eyes still closed. I hate that we can't seem to find another way to resolve our issues without doing something sexual but at this point I don't care because it's hot.
"Better?" I say breaking the silence first. She's still coming down from that climax.
"Much," She responds pulling me up into a piercing kiss. Her shorts are still down and I feel her dick getting hard again underneath me. We kiss for like 10 minutes before there is a knock on her door. I move off of her as she stands up. She pulls her shorts up and I jokingly slap her on her butt. She laughs and walks over to answer the door. I'm glad that this fight is over but I know we still have underlying issues to sort through.
"What the fuck are you doing here? I told you to call me before you just show up at my crib," I hear Spencer say scathingly to whoever's at the door.
"I'm sorry boss," The stranger says with a nervous tremble in his voice. I'm guessing he's one of her employees. I've never heard Spencer talk so meanly to someone so it's a bit scary to hear her talking like that.
"Yeah damn right you are! Let's take this outside," she whispers out angrily. I guess she doesn't want me to hear whatever they have to discuss. I still don't even know what she really does for a living. She once again leaves the door cracked and I once again become very nosey. It's always been a bad trait of mine. I move over towards the door and luckily they didn't move far down the hallway. I make sure not to be seen this time and carefully place my hands to hold the door still.
"Boss there's been an accident. There were some guys that tried to rob JB but he was able to get away with only a mild concussion and a couple of bruises," the stranger tells her.
"Damnit! Did he have anything on him?" Spence says grabbing her head in frustration.
"No he just got finished his deliveries for the day when they came and attacked him," What are they talking about? Who's JB?
"What did they look like?" Spencer asks. Why would she know people that tried to rob her employees.
"I didn't get a good look since they snuck up behind him, but he's sure they were wearing blue," he responds.
"Shit! Okay I'll meet up with ya'll tomorrow at the warehouse. Tell everyone to be there and be on time," Spencer tells him using that scary voice again. He nods and walks off to the elevator. Spencer watches him until he disappears and walks back to the door. I quickly run over to the couch and pretend to be reading a magazine that was on the coffee table. She comes in and runs over to jump on me. She doesn't seem to suspect anything so she must not have seen me eavesdropping.
"Mhm, what are you reading?" Spence says leaning down to kiss me. The kiss gets deep and I wrap my legs around her back. She grabs the back of my thighs roughly and pulls me into her more. She moves down to nibble on my neck and I'm reminded of what pure bliss feels like.
"Do you have to work tomorrow?" Spencer asks me kissing my collarbone.
"Mhm no—I have—I have the day off," I manage to get out. I love when we remodel the office.
Spence continues to kiss my neck but moves further down to my breast. Soon my bra is removed and I feel her attack my nipples with her teeth. She slightly bites and it feels wonderful. I throw my head back and scratch at her strong back. We are both naked from the waist up and I feel the heat get trapped between our bodies. I glide my hands down her back and go to pull her shorts down again. She goes to pull my jeans down and I let her, knowing she'll stop before things get too carried away. I'm still not ready to go all the way yet but I know it won't be too much longer. With the way she kisses I don't know how I've even waited this long. Spencer kisses her way down to my panties and I feel myself getting lost in her touch. She kisses the hem of my black lace panties and I grab the back of her head egging her on. She kisses back up my body and leans up on her forearms near my head. We just stare at each other, talking with our eyes. She brings her right hand up to trace the contours of my face and I close my eyes at her gentle touch. She looks at me and I can see the love in her eyes but I know she's not yet ready to say the words out loud to me. But when she is I'll be here for her because I know that what we have is real and worth waiting a lifetime for.
