Misakis POV
I woke and felt pain in my chest it wasn't as bad though as it was before thankfully. I looked around the pale hospital room when a tall doctor wearing a lab coat and had long dirty blonde hair that came down to his waist came in.
"Good you're awake Takashi" the doctor greeted me kindly but I could see a deep sadness in his eyes.
" I am Doctor Sobi, and I am the doctor in charge of your medical need while staying heard. How are you feeling?"
I knew that the Dr. Sobi
Sobi was just trying to prepare me for some bad news so I replied, " I'm fine can you just get to the point as to how bad I am now."
Dr. Sobi grimaced at my word choice and I felt guilty when he did. He was only trying to do his job.
"Well Takashi you are aware of your heart condition I assume?"
I nodded my head fealing dread rise up in me.
"Well it seems your heart is rejecting everything we give it and is now dying. Your only hope at living is if a donor came."
Some how I knew this was coming so I didn't feel scared but I did feel deeply saddened at the thought of having to leave Usagi. I then noticed that Usagi wasn't here with me so I turned to Dr. Sobi and asked,
"Where is Usagi...I mean Usami Akihiko?"
Suddenly the doctor got a little nervous. " Um, Mr. Usami went into shock after your rede cent heart attac and is in another hospital room."
My eyes went wide. Usagi went into shock!? Because of me!? I felt guilt eat away at me instantly as I tried not to cry then I asked Dr. Sobi if I could go see him.
POV
Misaki Takashi asked me if he could go see Usami. After I told him that he had gone into shock. I felt bad when I told him that because I saw guilt eat away the boy as I thought it would. For Takashi struck me as one who would blame himself for everything. And now he was dying I couldn't even fathom the amount of guilt he must be fealing for the people he has to leave behind.
So I looked at Takashi and replied gently "would you like me to go with you?"
"No I want to go alone I couldn't possibly trouble you anymore."
So I gave him the room number and watched him walk of to find his Usami as I could tell that the boy loved him very deeply.
Usagi's POV
When I woke up, I shot straight up, the sound of Misaki screaming before going unconscious had really shocked me.
'Shit, how could I have a panic attack now when My Misaki needed me?!' I thought.
Just then Dr. Nowaki came in. He was wearing a sad anxious face when he came in.
"HOWS MISAKI!" I cried despreatley.
My fears where finally realised as Nowaki slowly shook his head, " I'm sorry to tell you this, but Misakis heart is rejecting everything we try to give it, and because of thIs his heart is starting to die. The only hope he has left is if a donor where to come by, but the chance of that happening any time soon is very unlikely."
I felt my face drain of what little color it had left. No this...this can't happen. My Misaki can't just just die... Fear and grief overwhelmed me. In my current state of mind I felt myself fall to pices.I suddenly griped Nowakis shirt and cried despreatley,
"Find one for him! Please! I'll pay anything you want just save him, he. Can't die he's to perfectly pure to die. He's so fucking innocent why the hell should he be the one to die? Why can't it be me why can't I die?"
Suddenly an idea struck me
"Give him my heart please." I whispered
"What?" I heard the surprise in Nowakis voice.
"You heard me..Misaki is the kindest pearson one would ever meet. He takes it upon himself to not cause trouble for any one and when something does happen...he blames himself. He never complains and won't ask for selfless things no matter how much I want him to. A Pearson like him does not deserve to die. But I on the other hand am possesive and greedy. when I want something I'll monopolize it. I am on bad terms with my family when i didn't take an intreast in the Usami business and abandoned them. That is why I want to give Misaki my heart. Let the selfess die and the selfless live.
No POV
Nowakis eyes started to tear at Usagis speech for he was very moved by it.
"Is that what you want Usami?"
"Yes, Misakis my everything, if I lose him then I will truely die. However if I die to keep him from dying then it won't be as bad. I love Misaki so very much and if he needs a heart then I will
Give him mine. I just have one request."
Usagis POV
Nowaki looked at me curiously about what the request will be about.
"Please don't tell Misaki I'm doing this, if he finds out then he will try to refuse. He will also blame himself if I died to save him"
I knew Misaki so well that I'll go ahead and guess that he will blame himself for this.
"Then what do I tell him when he finds out that you've died?" Nowaki asked me sadly.
"That I got into an accident when I was called to an important meeting at Murakawa Publishing. That way it won't look like it's related to him at all, even though he'll try to find a way to blame himself. But it won't be as bad as it would be if he where to find out that I gave him my heart. So do you promise you won't tell him!?" I pleaded.
Nobody's POV
Nowaki scratched his head in uncertainty but finally agreed.
Little did the two men in the room know that right out side the door eavesdropping was the small sickly male clutching his heart as tears started to poor down his face having heard every word of the secret private conversation.
AngstyYaoiFangirl- okay i know its been a while since I've last updated but i am to busy with school to write for long periods of time also because i had no idea what i should have posted next for this story...Any way I would like to give some shout outs so I'll let Misaki and Usagi handle that
Misaki- alright then the first shout out goes to XxObsessive thank you for being this fanfics first reader also thank you for the great idea on how AngstyYaoiFangirl should continue this she really loves it.
Usagi- Second shout out goes to Animebaconlover for the continues support of this story and a review on every chapter so far
Misaki- to laly thankyou for pointing out that error AngstyYaoiFangirl was soooo embarrassed since that happened before in her hatsukoi fanfic using misaki instead of ritsu
Usagi- Imagine Wings thanks for the good comments you give our author and she would like to know how long are you going to keep her waiting to read your next chapter of The Editor wich everyone who is reading this should read that.
Misaki- Orangejuice thanks for coming back and thanks for the review
Usagi- FangirlInAllWays, AngstyYaoiFangirl will update as soon as she can
Misaki- thankyou to our guess readers as well
Usagi- And lefa-chasao30 ehhhhhh your AngstyYaoiFangirl friend in real life so you dont get a shout out :P
AngstyYaoiFangirl- And thats all the shout outs and btw I have a new story called Fragments of Memory for Hatsukoi 2 of the chapters are posted but i cant post the 3rd one till i get 10 reviews for the second chapter i have 4 now so as soon as i get the other 6 my next chapter update will require only 5 reviews soooo pleaseeeeeeeeeee read it I really want to update!
