Two weeks later I'm 20 weeks and we had a doctors appointment today which is exciting but nerve racking as well.. I know everything is ok but I just hope everything is developing like it should. Jon went with me of course and we had a dinner date later on tonight

Our date was nearly over when we went to the beach we were enjoying the water.. The silence.. Nobody else was here.. I loved it.. Jon got in front of me
"Ok.." He said
"What are you doing?" I asked he played with my hand
"I love you... I never thought I would ever be as happy as I am.. I never thought I would be a father.. I never thought it was possible to love someone this much but you gave me all of those things. We've been through a lot.. But our journey is just beginning.. I can't wait until our little girl is here.."
"Jon..." I whispered
"I guess what I'm getting at is this.." He got down on one knee and pulled out a little black box opening it "I loved you when we started dating I love you now and I'll love you forever.. Renee... Will you marry me?" He asked I broke down at that point
"Yes.. Yes of course!" I said and he picked me up kissing me he placed the gorgeous ring on my finger
"How was that for a proposal?" He asked I laughed
"Amazing.. It was perfect" I said and kissed him again I felt kicking in my stomach "oh..." I said placing my hand on it I put jon's hand under mine "I think she's excited" I said he smiled
"Well mommy is happy and excited so she has to be" he said

The following Thursday we had our anatomy scan. We would see our baby and look at every part of her to make sure she was okay. As I laid on the table Jon was holding my hand. He knew I was nervous and continued to tell me everything would be fine. The nurse came in and greeted us
"I see mommy has something new to carry around.." She said referring to my ring I smiled
"Yeah... It's been an eventful week.." I said she smiled
"Alright... You ready?" She asked I squeezed Jon's hand and shook my head we looked at the screen and saw her.. She looked perfect.. I smiled at Jon
"Everything..." The nurse started before becoming silent She kept looking at the same spot.. I started to get worried
"What's wrong?" I asked her
"I'm not qualified to read the results of the scan. Only your doctor can do that and I'm sure he will go over it all" she said
"Something's obviously wrong. You would say everything was fine if it was fine but you didn't say that so something has to be wrong.." I said panicking
"I really can't say anything" she said
"Then go get my doctor..." I snapped

** What's wrong? Is the baby okay? What did you think of the proposal? Let me know! 3