Auhtor: NaiveCynical
Summary: AU in which a coupled Xander and Cordelia are having a fight over his ex-girlfriend, Willow and write a series of letters and diary entries. X/C
Author's Note: This story diverges from Buffy canon after A Lover's Walk, in season 3. In this universe, Willow and Xander dated for two months. After they broke up, Xander and Cordelia reunited.
Chapter 4: Xander
2-20-99
Sometimes I can't believe how incredibly kind the world can be to a dork like me...the birds are singing even more cheerfully, the Calfornia sky is even more bright, people seem just a bit nicer, and the sound of a vampire exploding into a cloud of dust is ever so much sweeter.
What's the cause for my good mood, you ask? What is making me so happy that if Angel were this happy he'd turned once again into a psycho killer beast? So beyond happy that if I were any more happy I'd be flamingly gay? Well, Cordelia called me up last night and told me to meet her in the park to patrol !
Okay, I know it's not Cordy telling me that she will completely forgive the unbelievable amount of wrong I've done her, but it's a start. After that whole letter thing I was sure that we were completely over. I don't know what the hell made me write that letter to Wills...
Alright, that's a lie. I know exactly why I wrote that letter to her...it's 'cause I wanted to make things better with her. I know that we broke up after two months 'cause there was just too much freaky weirdness there, but still. I do care so much about Willow, and she'll always be a part of me. But I somehow reunited with Cordelia in January, and then last week Willow wanted to go back out again. I knew that she would be upset about Cordy...so...I dunno. I wrote that letter to Willow acting like I was her soulmate or somethingto make her feel better...and I guess a part of me still feels that way about Willow. But she really is more my friend than anything, and the whole clothes fluke thingy really messed us up there for awhile.
My biggest problem is that I always screw things up. I dunno why I do it, it just happens. I mean, things were going so incredibly twosomebug before the whole clothes fluke thing....and I came so close to losing Cordy.
I am just glad that me and Cordy are on our way back to a steady relationship. I need her so much. And she came to the park wearing a halter top...made me think naughty thoughts. Naughty thoughts I shouldn't be thinking, but I mean, damn! We smooched a little after she told me what a stupid jerk I was, and all was well with the night.
Summary: AU in which a coupled Xander and Cordelia are having a fight over his ex-girlfriend, Willow and write a series of letters and diary entries. X/C
Author's Note: This story diverges from Buffy canon after A Lover's Walk, in season 3. In this universe, Willow and Xander dated for two months. After they broke up, Xander and Cordelia reunited.
Chapter 4: Xander
2-20-99
Sometimes I can't believe how incredibly kind the world can be to a dork like me...the birds are singing even more cheerfully, the Calfornia sky is even more bright, people seem just a bit nicer, and the sound of a vampire exploding into a cloud of dust is ever so much sweeter.
What's the cause for my good mood, you ask? What is making me so happy that if Angel were this happy he'd turned once again into a psycho killer beast? So beyond happy that if I were any more happy I'd be flamingly gay? Well, Cordelia called me up last night and told me to meet her in the park to patrol !
Okay, I know it's not Cordy telling me that she will completely forgive the unbelievable amount of wrong I've done her, but it's a start. After that whole letter thing I was sure that we were completely over. I don't know what the hell made me write that letter to Wills...
Alright, that's a lie. I know exactly why I wrote that letter to her...it's 'cause I wanted to make things better with her. I know that we broke up after two months 'cause there was just too much freaky weirdness there, but still. I do care so much about Willow, and she'll always be a part of me. But I somehow reunited with Cordelia in January, and then last week Willow wanted to go back out again. I knew that she would be upset about Cordy...so...I dunno. I wrote that letter to Willow acting like I was her soulmate or somethingto make her feel better...and I guess a part of me still feels that way about Willow. But she really is more my friend than anything, and the whole clothes fluke thingy really messed us up there for awhile.
My biggest problem is that I always screw things up. I dunno why I do it, it just happens. I mean, things were going so incredibly twosomebug before the whole clothes fluke thing....and I came so close to losing Cordy.
I am just glad that me and Cordy are on our way back to a steady relationship. I need her so much. And she came to the park wearing a halter top...made me think naughty thoughts. Naughty thoughts I shouldn't be thinking, but I mean, damn! We smooched a little after she told me what a stupid jerk I was, and all was well with the night.
