Disclaimer: I don't own Austin and Ally
Dear Diary,
Yesterday Austin and I said our first I love you's. If I had been any happier I would have done a cartwheel. But I can't do a cartwheel. It's like impossible. I wonder when we'll have our first kiss. Huh, isn't that weird? We are now going out but haven't kissed yet. I wonder when we'll change that.
Love, Ally
Ally's POV
When I walk into Sonic Boom today, I see a very puppy dog like Austin. He almost shouts, "Hey Ally" but stops himself in time. I've warned him before about scaring the customers away. As soon as he does he's out of the store. So as he "quietly" walks over, I think of what he might have to tell me. Nothing looks broken, and all the customers are calmly browsing so I rule out a robbery and broken instruments. Right at that moment Austin is next to me, so I stop wondering and wait. "Hey, you know how we haven't had our first kiss yet? I was wondering if you wanted it to be romantic and spontaneous or forced and planned. I was leaning towards…" "Spontaneous. I know because of the way you described it. Well duh. I want it to be romantic. No planning I promise." "Well, I think we might have to plan just a little. I'm not just going to wait for you to sit next to me and just kiss you. I was thinking that we might have to make a date this Friday. Is that cool with you?" "Of course it is. You are my boyfriend after all. And I do love you a lot. But I have one question. Can I choose where? I love dancing and would like to dance with my boyfriend. Maybe we can get something to eat after?" "That sounds good," he says.
Friday
Austin's POV
It turns out that Ally really knows a great place for dancing. It's called The Polka dot Banjo. Apparently its really famous club in Miami. Only locals know about it. Anyway as we made our way to the dance floor, the D.J. was playing a slow song. "May I have this dance," I ask Ally. "Of course." And so on the left side of a dirty, old hardwood floor we danced our first dance. I held Ally in my arms, to my chest. "Promise me you won't go without saying goodbye, no matter how much it hurts or how much we don't want it to end. And promise me you won't just find someone better and leave me." "I won't. Just promise me that you'll write every week and you won't find some cuter rock star." "I promise," she giggles. "Then I promise too," I say. I can't believe she would ask me not to leave her. She's the most beautiful girl I've ever seen and the only one I'll ever love. I shouldn't have to leave her. My life is so unfair. First I have to lose my dad and now Ally? By the time I'm twenty I won't have anyone left in my life cuz they all left me. But for now I just have the feeling of love in my heart, butterflies in my stomach, and Ally in my arms.
Ally's POV
I don't know how he does this to me. I'm just some fragile girl. I'm pretty tough. I survived my mom dying and I'll survive this too. This is such a different feeling than anything I've ever felt before though. He makes me feel gorgeous. He makes me feel smart. He makes me feel like the envy of every guy in the room. Most of all he makes me feel wanted. My last boyfriend, Dallas, never made me feel this way. He was always just showing me off like a dog or something. It was annoying and when he broke up with me all I felt was relief and a bit of annoyance at myself for staying with him so long. You know where he took me? He took me to "Young" clubs. Everyone there always stared at me, fake laughed at everything I said. But I did get some good things out of it. I know not to drink like a maniac or smoke because it hurts my head. And I wasn't lying when I said hanging out with Dallas made me better. When we first met he made me feel like the only girl in the room. From friends we slowly progressed into something more. And then he became a jerk. But I let bygones be bygones and got over it. I don't want Austin's departure date to ever come. So I just lean back into his chest and enjoy our time together.
A/N: Ha ha so I have chapter 4 done and soon will come chapter five. I need some "first" ideas. I have first song and first kiss to go. Anything else? Review and give me some ideas. Pwease? With a cherry on top? Oh and I tried to break it up a little more so I hope its easier to read.
