In fact, I was afraid to look at him,
I was being nervous of what I was doing to him, but still my instics wanted me to continue the hustle.
Although this was dazzling, but the idea losing him creeped on me and it made me slow down.
"Shit, I cannot do this", I mumble and made Roxas instantly curious. ".. I just felt like I was going to give a try..",
Roxas holds his breath while saying that, I guess he got a little bit disappointed,
well hello, anyone would be at this stage.
But as I noticed his disappointment, a strange sensations starts to flow in me, making my mind to continue.
That's right, why should I stop if we've gone so far ?
Besides, my muscles has gone all hard and the bulge in my pants
has grown just so big that I'm afraid that it will pop out from there. As icky as it sounds.
"Ah what am I talking about?,"
The red-head babbles and puts his hands around Roxas's silk-soft cock.
As he starts to stroke it, his best friends begins to throw moans in the air,
Axel looks fascinated and he takes his mouth with it, to do the work.
The warm tongue, licks the ivory organ more and more wet,
the taste of sweat mixed with Roxas's fluid wasn't that bad,
Axel licks them off and giving kisses all the way to the end.
The top of the Roxas's dick is turning pinkish,
as Axel continues his stroking and taking good care of it.
The only voice you could hear was how the boy breathed heavily and how hard Axel sucked the life from him.
"Yours is pretty cute, huh,"
Axel talks seductively, stops for a while and makes Roxas fall on his bed completely with the red-head on the top.
"H-how can you say such a thing..?,"
Roxas asks and shows his tongue for the disgusting words that reached his ears,
"Well.. You'll see," Axels points at himself, smirking and winks his eye.
"You got the thing?,"
Axel is going to continue what he was doing earlier,
leaving a question in the air for Roxas and expects that he'll strip the man's black leatherpants off.
Almost paralyzed of Axel's mouth's power, he manages to roll those pants down,
but Roxas couldn't stand looking at his partner, because of his nervousness.
"Man you're pitiful !,"
Axel takes them off all by himself and leaves the red silk boxers on.
The red-head was incredibly slim,
although he has very good built up body and each muscles was easy to spot,
his waist were almost thinner than the blond teenager's,
the black coat just brought more invisible weight to his outlook.
As Roxas moves his hands over his face to cover up what he was seeing,
Axel notices it and removes them,
"Hey it's just me,"
he grins with a hint of satisfaction on his face,
believing that Roxas was shocked by the way he looks, positively.
That's what makes him as a teenager,
afraid to show bare skin under me and afraid to look others who is showing bare skin,
okay, half naked doesn't count in it.. right ?
It's a far more nastier to look, right ?
Then I guess it's okay for him to do that.
Now there's just the disturbing piece of cloth between us,
the sheet what stops myself showing the full pride of mine, I want him to take it off !
Just because.. Well it would be just nicer to look him in action and not to doze off at times like these.
Don't you get it Roxas,
I'm trying to get my attention just on your dick,
and I would just take a peak when you'll take them off,
it should be easy task for you to do.
We're guys after all, you know the male anatomy, or wait.. Don't tell me that you don't know.
I cannot see what he's doing,
I'm giving a lesson here down on him, but while I was giving a head to him,
I felt that something pressed against my boxers, it felt like his hand, yes, five fingers. That's the spirit Roxas, now just..
"Oh my Axel.. I didn't know that you have that huge!,"
Roxas shouts and obiviously looks so suprised that it made me snicker again,
I felt his hand clearly around it and it started to right away warm up for him.
"Oh I guess he likes you, hehe,"
I poke the foreskin on Roxas's dick and smile when a straight Ahh-sound comes from his mouth.
This is marvellous, no words can describe this, soon, very soon,
I'll be able to enter in him, and I'm totally waiting for that.
And the liquid what comes inside of him, to my mouth and then to my throat..
It tastes somehow so much like the seasalt ice-cream to me, but little more salty of course, but I like this popsickle more.
Tasting it just makes my adrenadile flow so fastly that I'm wanting him more, suck him in myself.
Roxas moves his hand carefully upon my genitalia area,
just grab on it harder damnit or...
I'd like to feel your tiny lips against it.
"Roxas.. Can you give me a blow ? You see, I'd really want it,"
I grab on his head lightly and try to have it coming closer to my genitalia.
"You mean.. this ?",
a small tongue shows up from his mouth and it touches just a little on cock's tip.
Weird, just his little touch makes the butterflies in my stomach flutter and my hollow heart flicker.
"Suck it properly, don't lose sight of it, nhgh..,"
riiiight it seems that now's my time to moan and groan.
"My jaws hurts..",
Roxas complained just when I was getting in the mood.
Ohh if that's the case.. I guess the thing what I've been waiting for is right here on my hands.
Nothing's been as exciting as this.
"All right then, it's time to go for the real business. Roxas, come to sit my lap-- Let's feel the chemistry of our bodies".
Axel grabs on Roxas's face and makes him to look deep into his eyes.
Smirking man was just about to do something dirty to the innocent boy.
".. If you say so Axel, you promised that this won't hurt,"
Roxas flips around and comes very near Axel.
Their noses touches each other and his little bottom was touching the hot-spot of Axel's frontal body.
It was like a some-kind of infection to Axel,
his all muscles got all so hard and a wave of some sort sensation
filled every corner and he became so nervous and at the same time, so delighted.
The red-head looks supsicious, and it makes Roxas feel uncomfortable.
"Wait, what are you gonna do?,"
Roxas follows Axel's face-expressions strictly and it reveals that he's going to enter him soon.
"C'mon, lose that face, just look at me, okay ?,"
Axel murmurs and shows his teeth.
Roxas doesn't say anything, he tries to concentrate on Axel's face, just like what he said.
Axel heads his organ to Roxas's small hole,
as he is just about to enter in, Roxas shouts that it's impossible that it will fit.
Axel starts to laugh and says that maybe it's hard for first steps, but it'll be alright.
"Don't let me down, hehe,"
Axel chuckles and slowly enters in Roxas.
"No, Axel, it won't fit, and it hurts.. Gwah !,"
Roxas couldn't really say anything with a clear voice, his moans covered his words.
Axel just shakes his head and goes in some more,
he grabs tightly on Roxas's waist and gets chance to get in more quicker.
"Now this.. Is exciting. Amazing, Roxas, it feels too good inside you,"
Axel teases the blond boy who is fighting against the tears which were about to flow from his eyes.
"Oh no, don't cry. I'm not stopping anyway, just wait, this'll turn out nicely,"
Axel bites softly Roxas's nape and gives a long kiss to him.
I felt how the thrusts made my cock tingle for good,
and it made me just faster the tempo. He was so warm inside,
it rubbed my desires nicely and every now and then, believe or not,
a groan came from my mouth.
We both became all sweaty while 'making love' to each other.
Roxas looked all so grumpy when I took the whole control,
but you may see hints of smiles sometimes on his face.
My soul is on fire, that's why I'm getting insane with this loveydovey thing.
I only wish that this Fire of Temptation would never, ever go away,
and me and him --- could be always together.
While thinking such strange things, something wet starts to drop from my eyes.
The drop goes straight from my eyes to my lips,
and it tasted salty, about the same as sweat.
Water.. It's been so long that I didn't think at the first place what I was doing.
It was a teardrop.
Where on earth it came ? How can I cry ?
Why in a time like this ?
A sudden forceful wave goes through my head, making my mouth open it itself.
My heavy breath almost covered the words what I was going to say.
"R-Roxas.. Why does it feel so right to be beside you...
W-why does it feel like I-I have.. A heart.. Ahh-- It doesn't matter anyway..
Thank you for the feeling to have a h-heart.. Ha-aah..",
just what the hell I just did say ?
Oh boy, well I'll just keep ravishing his body to shake off the strangely sad feelings from my head.
"Axel.. I feel like it too, that.. We'd have hearts",
Roxas takes stronger hold on Axel's muscular arms,
and continued that he feels like something's coming up.
"... Guess I'm up to it too, let's do it together now.. Man this is so amazing",
The red-head bites tenderly the nape of Roxas's then lays against him, closing his eyes.
He looks satisfied, yet so sad that it was hard to save the tears that would start to flow.
His emerald green eyes opens again, looks down and the eyebrows are curved up just a bit.
The thursting continues now more stronger and it starts to tire Axel, but he was having about his climax.
"My best friend, my empty love. What should I do without you..",
Axel mutters and then he says that he's letting out already.
"Hyahh, oooh--!!",
without words, just deep and high toned moan comes out from Roxas's mouth when his body's fluid comes out.
At the same time Axel's organ was doing the
same thing and he was saying goodbye to the liquid of his.
Then Axel lays down and Roxas falls on him, both looks tired and sweaty.
"It was great..",
Axel whispers into Roxas's small ear and pats the silky blond hair.
Roxas nods and takes Axel's hand in his.
There wasn't a need of words to a moment like this,
it was so important to the best friends, and of course, secret.
They both knew that there won't be any other night like this,
this was the only and last time.
That's why it's so important.
There would be only the memories left.
Roxas falls asleep while Axel was watching him under his eyes.
Axel sighs and smiles, plays with the hair of his best friend softly and shakes his head.
Then he falls asleep after thinking quite a while.
Roxas, it's been so long that your face is fading away in my memories,
now when I really need you. You're not here with me.
I only can memorize everything, that luscious night..
Your smile, laugh and way you talk..
I only can hear them and see a some-kind of blurred person when I'm thinking about our time together.
Now everything is so hollow.
And wherever I'm going, the hollowness is only following me,
like I'm a somekind of master.
I cannot even smile like that when you were with me.
The white envelope you gave me..
I've been looking at it everyday since you left the organization.
It has become very dear to me, and I find sometimes myself holding it before I'm falling asleep,
sometimes, I've fallen asleep with it.
That's why I know that it's very dear to me.
The only thing what's left of you.
The memento of you, of our friendship, of our time together.
I won't never forget, even in the eternal darkness,
my soul won't stop searching for you.
And If I'm not here anymore, I maybe cannot come back,
but you'll find my heart and it will attach into yours.
That's how I can be endlessly with you.
