Disclaimer: I don't own anything, except for Zorgloff. Whose Zorgloff? You'll see…..just you wait.
A/N – I'm sorry for not updating…um…I blame the rabid squirrels. Ok, now up to this point my story kinda followed New Moon, only thing Bella obviously doesn't try to kill herself there. But with a few tweaks it could have had exactly the same ending as New Moon. BUT! I've decided to be a strange little duckling. Also what I'm doing only slightly contradicts with the whole rest of the storyline, just pretend for a little while that Eclipse and Breaking Dawn don't exist, cause otherwise I may get some not nice reviews…On with ze chaptere! (that was a French accent by the way)
Bella POV – 4 Months Before
This time without, him is slowly killing me. Not only do I have to literally hold myself together any time I try to think about them but now I've got these awful cramps. That might just be my period though. But this is the wrong time for it. Oh well, I've been used to living in pain for a while now. I don't need any help for it.
Maybe it's time to go to the doctor, it's slowly getting worse. I'll just have to go find my keys. Wait, what day is it today? I think that it is Friday because Jessica was saying something about going out with Mike again, I don't know. I never really pay attention any more.
Ever since, well since after my ill-fated birthday party Charlie had been making excuses to stay away from home so I didn't have to worry about him asking me where I was going. He probably couldn't stand being in the same room as me anymore, after that day I don't think that I was very much fun company.
I was taken away from my morbid thoughts as I finally found my keys, they were on the key rack. Who would have thought?
A/N - The authors note at the top is still right BUT I'm splitting it up into 3 chapters. Otherwise it's too long…But they will all be up around the same time.
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