Hey how about another hot and heavy update!


Ah woke up late, a luxury that Ah rarely get to enjoy. Just being able to spend the morning in the languorous heaven of a soft and comfy bed. Ah have been living my life at full throttle for the past couple of years that the concept of relaxation had been lost to me. When you're fightin' a battle for your survival and everyone else's almost every damn day of your life, well that doesn't leave a lot of 'me' time. No wonder Ah have felt so lost lately.

So much has happened in such a short amount of time that Ah honestly have never really dealt with anything that has been going on in my life. Instead Ah just ran away from thinking about it, immersing myself in work, fightin' and lovin' the wrong man. Ah pushed self-destruct somewhere down the road and have been spiraling out of control since. But layin' here watching the sun shine through my bare windows, feelin' it's warmth creep up on me, Ah felt contented. It's time to take care of me for a while.

Finally pulling myself out of bed, Ah headed towards my private bathroom for a much needed shower. Would you believe Ah passed out in bed in the dirty ole' uniform Ah was wearing the day before, yuck! Ah spent a good long time lettin' the warm water cascade upon me, the heat consuming my skin. Way back when; this used to be the most sensual part of my life. Rubbing myself down with scented soap, surrounded by hot water and steam; it was all Ah could manage in the way of sensuous touch for a long time.

Well that is until Ah met a wily Cajun with a death wish. When he had finally weaseled his way into my heart and then into my personal danger zone that no one else was allowed to cross, he would join me for these showers. Ah smiled to myself at the memory...

Ah was taking my nightly shower, washing off the grime and sweat from the all day danger room sessions that Logan had insisted on after Ah was first made a field leader. Ah heard a slight knocking on the bathroom door; "Hey Rem!" Ah called out.

The door creak open; "Hey chere, ya finally off for da night?" His deep thick bayou voice cut through the steam in the room.

"Yea hon, just getting cleaned up." Ah called back.

"Mind if I come in?" He asked.

"Sure if ya want sugah, Ah'll only be a few more minutes." Ah said back, then turned towards the spraying water to wash the soap from off of my face.

Ah didn't hear him come into the bathroom, but that was par the course for Remy, the master thief of N'awlins didn't make a sound unless he wanted you to hear him... Ah should had known something was up then.

Ah felt two strong arms wrap around my mid-section and a rock hard body pressed upon my back. Ah nearly jumped out of my skin; "Remy!" Ah yelled in utter disbelief at his bold action.

"Ya said I could come in." He said onto the top of my head, he chuckled at his cleverness and Ah could feel is warm breath seep into my hair and it sent a chill down my spine.

Ah wiped the water from my eyes and looked down to see that he was wearin' gloves and long sleeves; and Ah relaxed into his embrace knowing that he was covered up and safe from my skin.

"You're crazy ya know that." Ah said smiling. Ah leaned more comfortably into his chest and his arms wrapped ever tighter around me. The water continued to pour hotly around us, he planted a few kisses onto my wet hair and the sensation made me bite my bottom lip in anticipation of his next move.

"Missed ya babe, wanted to spend some time with ya... maybe help ya relax a little." He purred into my ear and Ah could tell that he had that wolfish grin on his lips watchin' my skin ripple with goosebumps at his words.

He removed one of his hands from around my waist and slowly ran his gloved fingers down the side of my arm and gently kissed a line down my damp hair that was plastered to my neck and upper back. The sensation of his touch, even covered up, made my head roll back onto his shoulder and a soft moan escaped my lips.

"Ah'm sorry Ah have been so busy baby, Ah surely don't mean to be neglectin' my man." A whispered out teasingly, emphasizing my southern accent the way Ah always did for him; just for him, because Ah knew it drove him crazy in the best way possible.

Ah could feel him nuzzle his face into my hair and he let out a soft sound of appreciation for the sweet southern tang coming rolling off my lips. "Now we wouldn't want that would we?" He responded seductively. His artful hand finished its path down my arm and was now slowly rising up my abdomen, over the flat smooth plane of my stomach. The achingly slow movement made heart my pound and shivers ran across my entire body.

We had been experimenting lately on ways to get around my toxic skin, but this was by far the most intimate moment that Ah had ever known and Ah let my body react fully to this new and intoxicating sensation. His hand finally made it up to my breast and he cupped the soft tissue gently, Ah inhaled sharply through my lips and almost became weak in the knees by how amazing all of this felt.

He started masterfully massaging the plump flesh cupped in his hand; and Ah couldn't contain the lustful cry that escaped me. My arms moved on their own lifting up and clasping together behind his strong neck, covered up by the turtleneck shirt that he bought specifically for any fun time involving his Rogue. This new position made my breasts more exposed for him, and my ample rear pressed firmly into his manly region. He reacted to my carnal movement with a desirous growl and grinded his covered hips into my backside. His movements were primal and Ah new Ah had just pushed him to the edge of desire and there would be no going back. That filled me with my own wanton appetite. We lost all abandon.

His other hand unwrapped from my stomach and made its way to the mound between my legs. He teased playfully around my pubic bone until Ah could no longer take it; "Remy please." Ah moaned out and brazenly pushed his hand further down. He inhaled sharply, obviously liking this unabashed side to my awakening sexuality. He started gently caressing my clitoris, the heady warm feeling started growing inside me and my hips began to rock back and forth to his attentive touch.

Ah could feel his man hood pushing hard into my rear; and Ah knew that my movements were making him just as hot as Ah was and it made me want to return the favor even more. Ah let one of my arms drop from around his neck and let it slowly slide down his chest, then down his rock solid stomach. Further down until my hand was able to grasp his member. Even covered by the fabric of his sweat pants Ah could feel the hardness and the girth and started to thoroughly stroke him up and down. He let out his own lusty moan then.

He then began whispering to me in French, Ah didn't understand a word of it, except for my real name which he said lovingly every now and then. This had the desired effect on me as the sound of his voice cherishing my name drove me to the point of climax. The heat totally engulfed me then and the longed for release rolled across my body over and over again. The bawdy sounds of a woman in full orgasm were potent enough to finally send Remy into climax with me. The erection beneath my hand became so stiff that Ah almost thought Ah had turned him to stone, and Ah could feel the waves of pleasure overtake his body and the sounds of satisfied contentment escaped his throat.

We stayed tangled together until both of our breathing became normal again. That is also when the water decided to turn ice cold. Ah screamed out when the freezing water hit my skin, and the cold finally brought Remy out of his dazed state. He quickly reached around me and turned the water off.

The sudden jolt back to reality by a vengeful shower made us both laugh heartily. Remy reached for the towel hanging up on the wall and wrapped it around my shivering form, giving the top of my head a light kiss. Ah wobblily stepped out of the shower, Remy keeping a tight grip on my hand until Ah was steady on my legs again. Ah started to feel a little shy, not really knowing how to handle post-orgasm conversation, and Ah'm sure he could tell that Ah was beginning to blush.

"Hey chere?" He asked me, breaking up the awkward silence.

"Yea Rem." Ah replied back trying to get my confidence back in order.

"Ya mind bringin' me a towel, I gotta clean up a lil" He said, pointing his gaze down at his man area and then back up at me.

It took me a minute of virginal ignorance to realize what he was talking about; "Ooooooh" Ah dumbly said when it dawned on me.

He lightly laughed at me. He still thought the innocents was cute.

"Yea Rems, ya want me to grab ya a change of clothes to, maybe we can lay in bed and watch a movie?" Ah asked.

He gave me a loving smile and his glowing eyes reflected how much he appreciated the gesture from me that we could continue our intimate night together; "I would love to Anna."

"Be right back." Ah said and left the bathroom.

When Ah shut the door behind me Ah heard the sound of the shower turning back on, and a strong Cajun voice echoed through the room as cold water hit him; "Baise moi!".


Ah jolted myself out of the memory, my heart pounding against my chest and the heat of longing burning my entire being. Leave it to that damn Cajun to give me a heart condition by the mere memory of his touch.

Ah needed to talk to him. Ah know that Ah had re-opened the door to our feelings for each other, but there was still a lot to talk about, a lot of hurt that needed sorting out and this time Ah was the one in the dog house. Ah was the one to leave the boy high and dry with barely an explanation for my rash decision to jump into a relationship with Magneto of all people. Yea Ah was gonna have to apologize big time for that little fuck up.

Ah quickly finished showering, turned off the water and wrapped myself in a towel.

Leaving the bathroom, Ah walked the length of my room and sat down on the bed, and placed my head in my hands. That steamy memory had just unleashed a whole mess of emotions that Ah had been suppressing for a long time.

During that time in our lives; in between our first disastrous kiss and that damn trial in Antarctica, we had decided to get really serious about trying to touch each other without really touching. Remy had worked hard to find creative ways around my mutation, to earn my trust, to make me relax into his touch without the constant fear and insecurity that Ah clung to like a vice. The man loved me, and he showed me just how deep that love ran whenever he could, it was just something Ah didn't realize at the time. He had always shown it before in his own misguided way; but touch is such an essential part of expressing love and he fumbled constantly on how to show he cared when Ah kept him at arm's length.

When Ah first let him hold my hand, he intertwined our fingers so slowly and softly that it was almost an erotic gesture, and maybe it was considering how long he had been pining to touch me.

When Ah first let him kiss the back of my hand he practically made love to it.

When Ah first started letting him explore my body more it was like dynamite exploding at almost any touch. He would hug me against him and kiss my hair and Ah swear we would both melt into orgasmic satisfaction by these simple gestures.

And Ah took it all for granted.

Ah vigorously rubbed my face, trying to shake off the flood of emotions and memories. Ah needed to take care of this but first things first... Ah needed clothes.


In my hurry to leave Utopia Ah had left what little possessions Ah owned behind. Hopefully someone in the adults wing could help a gal out.

Ah wrapped the towel more securely around my body. Now that Ah had control of my powers Ah wasn't so much scared about someone getting' hurt accidentally. However, for modesties sake, Ah didn't want to give everyone a free show.

Opening my bedroom door, Ah poked my head out and saw that the hall was clear of any prying eyes. Ah padded softly to the door next to mine and knocked lightly so as not to draw attention.

'Please don't be a guy, please don't be a guy, please don't be a guy' Ah silently prayed, waiting for whoever it was that occupied the room behind this door to answer.

Finally the door flew open and there stood Kitty Pryde.

"Thank god!" Ah said aloud.

Kitty at first looked surprised by a wet woman wrapped in a towel standing outside her door, but then a huge smile filled her pretty face. "Rogue! Oh my god I haven't seen you in forever!" She shouted and then rushed me with a massive bear hug, I was always surprised at how strong this petite woman was.

"Missed you to girl." Ah laughed, hugging her back.

We parted and Kitty remembered that Ah was standing outside in the hall dripping wet and starting to shiver. "Uh Rogue, love the new look but it's not very practical for a New York fall." She teased.

"Smartass!" Ah teased back. "Ah don't have any clothes, think you can help a gal out?"

"Oh wow yea, come in." Kitty invited me into her room and shut the door behind us. "We're not really the same size but I'm sure I can find something."

"Anything would be great, thanks Pryde." Ah said gratefully to my old friend. "Kinda left everything Ah owned back on Utopia, and Ah don't plan on going on a rescue mission for a few cute outfits." I said jokingly... but not really joking.

Kitty was bent over digging through her dresser drawers; "So you and old Mags are on the outs eh?" She asked.

"Yea pretty much." Ah responded, picking up a framed picture she had on a shelf, her and Excalibur. Ah smiled at her old style clothes and placed the picture back in its place.

"Can I say sorry but not sorry." Kitty pushed on, "Not that I like seeing you heart broken or anything, but honestly you can do better than a homicidal maniac."

"Yea Ah know." Ah replied.

"And he's like super old, for real girl." Kitty continued her nonchalant bashing of my recent ex.

"Yea Ah know." Ah said starting to get an edge to my voice.

"Sorry, it's just that we were all so happy when you finally got control of your powers and then you run off with a guy who has tried to kill us." Kitty looked at me in a serious manner now, "We were all worried about you Rogue, I was worried about you and I just never thought you would..." She trailed off not wanting to berate her friend any longer.

"Trust me girl, you're not the only one who felt that way, but your definitely the only one to come right out and say it." A said with a nervous laugh, trying to lighten the mood.

Kitty handed me a tank top and some yoga pants. "Sorry no underwear, your just gonna have to go commando today."

Ah laughed at her lame joke and made my way into her bathroom to get dressed.

Kitty is a lot shorter than me, and Ah was a lot more curvier than her, the tank top fit but it was tight, my nipples poked into the tight fabric, and my mid drift was showing, yea totally appropriate for a school full of sexually frustrated teenagers. The yoga pants weren't any better, they fit length wise but were incredibly tight around the posterior... better than a towel Ah guess, but not by much.

Walking out of the bathroom and back into Kitty's room, Ah found her sitting on her bed waiting for me.

"Well you look... yea." She said, trying not to laugh at me.

"Not one more word Pryde." Ah said standing to my full height and putting my tough girl face on.

She raised her hands up in playful surrender; "Ok not one more word about how you're dressed like a Kardashian that's trying too hard." She said trying not to laugh at what she thought was a funny joke.

Ah put my hands on my hips and gave her my famous death glare.

"But for real though, no one talked to you about running off with a genocidal megalomaniac?" Kitty asked getting back to our previous conversation.

"No not really, well Remy, but obviously." Ah said lamely.

"Yea obviously, poor guy." Kitty said quietly.

Ah looked down on the floor almost shamefully.

"Wow did I just say 'poor guy' in reference to the Remy Lebeau." She said trying to lighten the mood.

"Ah know right, not very often that Remy gets pitied on." Ah said, taking a seat next to Kitty.

"I heard he came back with you guys from Utopia, that have anything to do with you and Magneto breaking up?"

"Ah think he was already planning on leaving that place for good anyways, but we did get to talk a little before we left."

"Oh yea, talk about what... that you think he's cute and that you're in like with him." Kitty teased, elbowing me in the arm to try to get me to smile.

"Ah hate you!" Ah teased back, "And yea Ah may have brought up the fact that Ah still had feelings for him and that Ah was unhappy with Erik."

"So you guys have a romantic talk, then you break up with Magneto and then run off with Remy into the sunset... I take it he is happy about the break up then." She teased more.

"Ah don't know, we haven't been able to talk since our little heart to heart on Utopia." Ah replied matter of fact.

"Yikes, so do you want to get back together then?"

"Ah don't know, Ah want him to know that Ah'm here for him and that Ah love him and that Ah want his babies..."

"ROGUE!"

Ah laughed at Kitty's shocked face. "Just kidding." Ah said, elbowing Kitty in the arm this time. Ah was trying to deflect this conversation, not really knowing what the future really held for me Remy.

"Yea whatever, I know you want to have his babies... you and every other woman in the mansion."

"KITTY!"

"Joking!"

"Alright Ah'm out of here, thanks again for the clothes Kitty." Ah said standing up.

"Anytime girl and I'm happy your home." Kitty said smiling at me.

"Yea me too."

"Now go find your man and get the Rogue and Gambit angst over with already will ya."

"Fuck off Pryde!"

"I love you!"

"Ah love you too!"

I opened the door and was walking out when Kitty shouted to me again.

"Try not to have any of his babies while you're at it!"

"Ah was joking!" Ah yelled, walking out the door and slamming it behind me.

Ah quickly turned around, opened her door back up again and popped my head inside; "Or was Ah!" Ah shouted, quickly re-closing the door behind me and running down the hall back to my room. Ah heard a loud thump from Kitty's room, probably her trying to throw a pillow at my head.

'Ha! Too slow Pryde'

She was right though, it was time to go talk to my man.