Note: I won't waste any time with this chapter! Here we go
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Sasuke's P.O.V
I couldn't get up from my spot in the stall. My sobs echoed off of the walls and my face was wet with tears. Why did Itachi have to ruin everything for me? He was a mean heartless cruel person and I really wish he had died now. The only thing I really needed was my mother. Before she was murdered she was the only one who cared how I was feeling. She was always there for me and always reminded me I was special.
I wiped off my face and stood up. I couldn't keep crying for the rest of my life I just had to get over it.
I heard the door open and someone knocked on my stall.
"Sasuke are you okay, it's Naruto."
I really didn't want to talk to him right now.
"Naruto please just…just go." I heard my voice breaking.
"No, I'm not leaving until you tell me what is going on with you."
I swung open the stall door and looked him straight in the eyes. Why did he have to bother me so?
"Naruto, why are you always here? Why do you even care about me?"
"I care about you because everybody needs someone to be there for them, and right now no ones been here for you. Now I'm trying to be someone for you to lean on but you don't even care. You know what Sasuke you right, why do I talk to you anymore? All you do is yell at me and I've been nothing but nice. You know what forget it, Bye Sasuke; you'll never see me butting into your life again."
Naruto turned away from me and left me standing in the stall.
Something in my brain finally came on, Naruto was right, he was just trying to help me all this time, but I never needed it. Now I realized that I needed his help more than ever, I did need someone to care for me and he was gone. All of my years living with Itachi I had lost my feelings. I felt no need to care anymore or try and be nice. I spent my time hating Itachi when I was starting to become him in so many ways.
I had crushed Naruto everyday and not even cared. I'd pushed him too far and he was never going to be there anymore. That little blonde itch was finally scratched and he'd never come back.
I punched the stall door before sinking back to the ground again.
"NARUTO, why do I need you?" I groaned.
When it was time for lunch I forced myself to wash off my face and go eat. I made sure my emotions were in check when I sat down at my table drowning my salad with dressing. My movements felt strange to me now, I had never had to force myself to be cold before but now…it felt weird.
I expected Naruto to plunk his tray down beside mine like he always did and bore me with one of his never ending stories. Instead he stared at me for a brief moment and sat next to Neji and Rock Lee. I heard a small sob escape my lips but I closed my mouth before another one slipped out.
Just ignore him Sasuke, ignore him and everything will go back to normal. I told myself that but I knew nothing would be normal if I didn't have Naruto lagging along behind me. Ever since I first moved here he had become fascinated with me.
FLASHBACK
I sat down in the back of the room ignoring the stares of my new classmates. Making friends would be hard for me since I never had a single one in my old school. I heard a chair squeak beside me and sitting there was a boy with huge blue eyes and a goofy smile on his face. I turned away from him but he tapped me on my shoulder.
"Hey, you new here right? I'm Naruto Uzumaki." He offered me his hand
I didn't really care who he was, I didn't like his directness. I pushed his hand away and tried to focus on the class.
"Aww come on, you don't have to be shy. You know what. I'll show you around school how does that sound?"
I stifled a laugh and glared at him.
"Look Naruto I don't want you to show me around school. I'm capable of doing things alone."
"Ha ha, your funny I like you. We should hang out more."
And that was that. Ever since that first day Naruto had followed me everywhere insisting on showing me every solid detail of the school. Even then I hadn't even given him a chance. I had become bitter, like Itachi I realized when my parents died. I always lied to myself and said I wasn't bitter but on the inside I bottled up all my feelings and never let anyone in. All Naruto wanted to be was a friend and I couldn't even accept that.
My hand was trembling as I tried to grab my fork. I started feeling queasy and nauseous again. I picked up my tray dumping its contents into the garbage. I walked back to my table and pressed my forehead against it.
I didn't want to be here anymore and I most certainly didn't want to go home and see Itachi anymore. Finally I realized what a mean person I was and I didn't like it.
I unzipped my messenger bag and ripped out a blank sheet of paper.
Dear Naruto…
I may not have been able to express myself in words but I would write him a note and tell him everything. Look at you pouring you heart out in a letter in the middle of lunch, I thought. I scribbled furiously.
"I hope you like this Naruto, you've finally broken me."
