IV.

Dear Strelitzia,

I think I like your brother.

I'm not sure how it happened. I really only wanted to try and help him find you, but somewhere along the way, we started talking, and hanging out more, and I guess we became something like friends? Only the more time I spend with him, the more I get to see of the real Lauriam behind the princely smile, and the more my heart aches. I've never felt this way about anyone before.

He's a very kind person. He always tries to act aloof and in control, but he just looks so tired and sad nowadays. I know part of it is because he's worried about you, but it feels like he's taken on some other burden as well. I'm worried he's overworking himself. I want to help him. The others always said the only good thing about me was my tenacity, so I really wish he'd use that more.

I can't bury these sentiments. But at the same time, it feels like I'm betraying you. You're the reason it's all come to this...

So I want to ask for your permission. Please let me act on these treacherous feelings.

Whatever happens, I promise you to stay by his side, and protect him.

Your friend,

Elrena