Chapter 4 : Disappointment...
Warning; you know what :D
Itachi's POV
When I woke up at morning, I was alone in a double bed, my body was naked and clean, I was under a warm , soft blanket. My pillow was so comfortable, I burried my face inside... It smells like Yahiko..
The last thing I remembered about yesterday, was his soft hand.. And if I'm here now..? It means.. He carried me here.. I looked up and realized there was orange hairs on the other pillow.. A wide smile sat on my face. I bit my lower lip and put my head to pillow again.
Hahahaha! Goddamn! I am feeling like a 16 year old girl! Why I am happy that much!? I want to hug that pillow..
I shook my head and tried to stand up. Fuck! fuck! fuck! It hurts!
I began to walk, slowly. When I arrived to open door, my chin hit the floor.
God... No one should not be that handsome..
When I arrived to door, I saw Yahiko was sitting on couch, shirtless, he was pressing a cup to his lips while he was looking to outside... His bright orange hair was wet and messy .. Looked like he had just taken a shower... Sunshine was dancing on his smooth skin and hair...
While I was staring at him like an idiot, he realized me and turned his big, brown eyes to me.
"Good morning"
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"Eerrmm.."
He arched an eyebrow and put the cup on coffee table.
"I-I-I-I mean, G-good morning, too" I began to walk quickly, and layed to the other couch.
"Can't you sit?" he asked with a flat tone.
"Y-Yes.. It.. hurts.."
"hn."
What is wrong with him?
"Your clothes are on the nightstand." He said without look at me. "You can wear them now."
I felt something different in his voice.. "P-Pein, are you trying to say something?"
Silence... Disturbing silence...
He sighed and looked at me "You failed, Itachi."
I didn't know which word can describe what I felt.."W-What?"
"You heard me"
The room began to spin around me slowly, "Y-yes I heard but..." What can I say?
I stood up slowly... I couldn't believe that.. Me.. Itachi Uchiha... I was going crazy for him.. I gave my whole body to him... I destroyed my 'Uchiha Pride' for him.
But Yahiko... Yahiko had never thought like me.. He was seeing this just a 'one night stand' or some shit like that.
I was feeling like my head will explode because of shame.. I had moaned in pleasure every touch of him.. I had acted like a 'slut' and I could remember that he had called me with this word once or twice.. Oh god! What I had done!? I pressed my palms to my face.
When I was ready to leave, I looked at him for the last time.. He didn't looked at me, continued to stare outside.
I won't cry... I won't cry... I can't cry in front of him...
I turned to big, steel door, touched the handle, I knew that he didn't look at me , but I was definately sure that he could hear me.
"Yahiko.." Shit! Shut up! You called him with his real name! "I think... The things that I experienced last night... These are NOT a piece of a damn exam!" with this words, I pushed the handle down and opened the door.
But... the door was shut in a sudden.. I shocked and turned my eyes to Yahiko's hand, which was on door.
He was right behind me, I could feel his breathe on my neck
"These are not.." He whispered.
YAAAYYYY! HE DIDN'T LET ME GO! Wait what!?
"These are not a piece of exam.."
So why are you acting like an ass!?
He pulled my shirt and threw me on dinner table, everything happened in a second and I found myself to making out with him, He was pressing his lips to mine harshly, His tongue forcing me to open my mouth, his hands were holding my wrists so tightly, and his body, his body was too heavy on me...
Whats going on!?
I closed my eyes and opened my mouth, let his tongue to get in.. Then he broke the kiss and pressed his face to my neck, began to suck. Ahh..no..
He let my right wrist and reached to my shirts collar, I put my hand on his chest and pushed him while he was trying to unbutton my shirt.
"S..stop.." I whispered.
He pulled himself up, but our faces were still dangerously close. His bangs were hiding his eyes..
"Did you understand now?..." he whispered.
I shook my head slowly.
"So, let me explain you.. I had selfcontrol before I met you, But now, I cannot control myself... I cannot stay away from you... If we'll continue to do this I can injure you , seriously"
"But last night-" I protested.
"Last night, I don't know what did you think, but when I pulled you in my arms, you didn't fall asleep, You passed out."
My eyes opened wider. "W-what?"
"You heard me. I knew that I shouldn't forced you that much... But I couldn't stop myself.. Last night, you scared me too much.. I slapped you under shower about 10 minutes and you woke up after this."
He was still holding my left wrist tightly, I put my right hand to his cheek "I'm sorry..."
He straightened harshly, took two steps away me and passed his hands from his hair. "Don't!... Don't do it!"
I pressed my hands on table and tried to stand up.
His eyes were closed.. He swallowed and spoke "Just go.. Keep away from me.. I'm dangerous."
"I don't think-" My words interrupted when he reached and opened the door.
"Please!" He was serious...
I took my books from ground , pressed them to my chest and walked out...
I didn't stop, never looked back, just walked towards home, I knew that tears were sliding down on my face but I didn't care... God... I have never cried since I was 5 years old...
While I was walking, I bumped to a tall guy. I didn't stop, didn't give a fuck, I was really nervous and sad, I had more important problems to solve...
Kakashi's POV
"HEEEY! KAKASHI!"
"hn. huh?"
"Did you hear me?"
"S-sorry, what did you say?"
"I said that thank you for coming here with me at Saturday morning.."
"You're welcome" I smiled softly.
We were at school with Gai, he had told me that he had to finish some reports and asked me to stay and help him.
"I saw Itachi Uchiha while coming.."
"oh.." He continued to write something.
"He was crying.."
"What?" Gai rose up his head in a sudden.
"And he was wearing school uniform, and helding books."
"What was wrong with him?"
"I don't know" I sighed. "He bumped to me but didn't stop, he almost ran away from me"
"Should we call his parents?" He asked anxiously.
"I've already called them" I took a sip from my coffee. "And guess what they told me"
Gai was looking at me carefully and waiting for answer.
I closed my eyes. "They told me that yesterday, a foreign boy had called them and asked for Itachi could stay with him for weekend"
"And?"
"That boy told them that they had so many exams for this week."
Gai frowned. "What?"
"Yeah, and the true prize is his name" I said. "He introduced himself as Yahiko."
Gai's eyes opened wider and his mouth opened. "Yahiko? But what?.. Why?"
I took another sip. "Who knows.. But he was really sad, I wonder that what happened between them."
Gai sighed. We sat in silence for a while, then he asked. "Uhh, Kakashi can you bring these papers?" He was pointing an open locker which was next to window. I stood up and headed to locker.
"What is that shit!?" I frowned when I saw some workers were pasting a big poster to school's front wall.
Gai stood up and came near me. He frowned at first like me , then sighed. "Spring-fest" He said. "And looks like this year the main subject is music" He grabbed the papers from my hand while I was still staring at sexy ginger who was winking to me from poster. "Is he -really- a good singer or just handsome?"
Gai smiled and sat on chair. "I saw Yahiko singing, It was 4 years ago in another spring-fest. He was really excited, that would be his first performance. But when he came to stage, no one looked at him. Everybody was watching a fucking magician at the other stage"
I leaned to locker and crossed my arms, "What happened then?"
"His smile disappeared slowly, he pulled down the microphone and lowered his head. You must saw him Kakashi, he was really adorable... I got really angry.. Walked to audience area and began to applaud loudly. He looked up, his eyes were shining with tears but his smile appeared again, little bit.."
He smiled and lowered his gaze.
"And?" I asked while trying visualize a 14 year old- sad - Yahiko.
"That bastard broke the speakers.. He definately have the strongest voice I've ever heard." he laughed. "And after that day, he created his own band."
I turned my gaze to poster again. "It begins next week."
"Ahh, this is good, because It means that I won't see him in class for a week. They'll practise at music class for whole week."
Itachi's POV
Monday..
I was walking to school... I spent whole weekend in my room, thinking 'what I had done...' I wish I won't see him today...
Someone ran to me and tossed his arm to my shoulder. "Heeyy Good morning!"
"Good morning" I replied with a dead voice.
"Oh, man, What happened!? Did you fail!?"
I nodded slowly and stopped Deidara before he opened his enormous mouth. "I don't want to talk about it."
We began to walk silently, When I saw the gigantic poster on school's wall my feet stopped by themselves.. "W-What is this?"
Deidara looked up and replied. "Oh.. Spring-fest.."
What does it mean? Why is Yahiko's picture on there... Who are the other boys on poster?
At hall I saw the ginger speaking with a red head who have bright blue eyes. Deidara began to drag me to them. I saw bright blue eyes turned to me and I realized that red head haven't got eyebrows -weird-. When Yahiko realized the red head's eyes turned to us, he looked backward. I pulled my hand from Deidara's arm as I heard Yahiko's voice "Okay, Gaara we can practise at 4th lesson."
"I want to go class" I whispered. Deidara looked at me "Something wrong?"
"No, I just want to go class, see ya there." I left him at hall and headed to class.
...
3rd lesson.. Sport...
The teacher wasn't at school so we were free.. I was playing with a kitten while Deidara, Hidan, Yahiko and Sasori were playing basketball.. In the end of the lesson they headed to locker room with sweaty faces.. About 10 minutes later Deidara came near me. His hair was wet, "Let's go to class" he said and pulled me.
When we arrived, he collapsed to desk "Aahh, I'm so tired!" Then he shut his hand to his face. "Shit! I forgot my bag at locker room!" He grabbed my hands "Itachi, please, I'm so exhausted, can you bring my bag?" he made a puppy-face to me.
I smiled and nodded. "Okaaay"
I entered the locker room, Someone was having shower at bath, except that, there was no one inside, I began to search Deidara's bag..
I huffed, I couldn't find it.. Maybe he left that at bathroom? I entered to bathroom slowly, looked around quickly and turn back.. Deidara.. where the hell is your b- my thoughts interrupted because of someone wrapped his arm around my belly and pressed his hand to my mouth. I was fluttering while he was pulling me inside.. He threw me in shower place and pressed my body between wall and his body..
"Y-Yahiko!" I moaned as he grasped my hips. "We - we're in school!"
"Shut up!" He whispered and reached into my pants.
"D-don't!" I cried out. "We will get caught!"
"I don't care, I want you, I can't stop" he murmured while he were brushing his fingers to my enterance, his head was on my neck, I put my fists on his naked shoulders, tried to push him. "S-stop please!"
He pushed his fingers inside me. "Mmmhh.. I missed that warmness so much.." He whispered and nibbled my earlobe softly
A-aahh.. This is so so so so much dangerous.. We're in break, it means that someone can enter here and catch us..
"Aa-aah- Y-Yahik-o, No!" I moaned as he lifting up his other hand, to under my wet shirt..
"Stop calling me like that" He whispered with his deep voice and pressed his lips to mine..
Oh God... I am in shower with him and.. and he is completely naked.. Ahh..
He broke the kiss, lowered his head and began to suck the water which was dropping from my chin, pulled his fingers out and put his hand next to the other one, began to rub my chest.. I shut my eyes tightly and moaned, I could feel my groin was getting hardener, "Mmmhh.. You're delicious" he murmured. "I want you so bad.."
I heard the bell. "I need to go back to class" I panted. "Please.."
He took a deep breathe and sighed..
I felt his arms fell his sides. He placed a soft kiss on my lips and straightened. "You'll pay for this" he whispered and let me go.
I got out from bath room.. There.. Deidara's bag was on ground. I reached and took it.. at the same time I saw a shadow on floor. I turned my eyes to owner of this shadow... K-K-Kakashi-sensei!? My eyes opened wider when I saw him in front of door. How long has he been there?
I stood and looked at him.. He was just standing there, looking into my eyes. I began to walk quickly, passed him and headed to hall..
I was feeling all the gazes on me.. What is wrong with them?... Why are they looking at me?.. Suddenly I shivered and feel cold... My clothes... My clothes are drenched.. Water is dropping from my hair.. Shit!
I entered the classroom, Deidara stood up with an open mouth "Man, What happened?" I gave him his bag "While I was searching that, a tap exploded and I got wet" I'm a perfect liar, right?! Arrghh! Deidara rose up an eyebrow "A-anyway, take them off, or you'll get sick"
"I-I *Ahchoo!* I can't.. I haven't got any other clothes"
He thought for a while before speak again.
"Take this shirt off, You can wear my shirt, I'll wear my T-shirt. Although it's sweaty, it didn't smell awful" He winked. "Hey, we can put your shirt to music class, that room has wide windows, so that shirt can dry quickly.." I nodded and we both headed to the last classroom in hall..
He opened the door and began to cough "Ewww, dusty!"
I laughed and walked towards window. I began to open my buttons with trembling hands, Brrr... So cold... so coolldd... I completely took it off and put that on a hanger.
"Ahh, you're trembling.." Deidara said and took his T-shirt off in a sudden and pulled me in his arms.
His body was so warm.. I snuggled little more.. "Better, huh?" He smiled.
We stood there in silent...
"What are you doing here?"
I jumped when I heard Yahiko's voice. Deidara turned to him with a smile "Yo!"
"What are you doing here?"
Deidara's smile disappeared suddenly, he looked at me for a moment. "His clothes was wet.. He was trembling.. I was helping him to get warm"
Yahiko caught my wrist and pulled me. Our lips met, he put his one hand on my hips and pressed it to his body.
"Whoa!" Deidara shouted in shock.
Yahiko broke the kiss and looked at him. Deidara blushed , lifted his hands up and laughed "Okay, okay I'm leaving you alone" he ran and shut the door behind him.
"Next time, when you felt cold, just tell me" He whispered harshly. "I can make you warmer with much more effective ways" He squeezed my hips. "Ahh!" I moaned. "And if I see you touching somebody like that again, It won't be good for you.." I could feel his nails were hurting my hips. "Got it?"
I nodded. He let me and stepped back.
Did I get it? I smiled widely Why I want to touch someone else, if I had someone like you.. Why I want someone else if I already had someone caring about me.. And you wanted to show Deidara that what are you feeling about me.. Why? My smile got wider and I looked down, to the floor
"Yahi-errr..-Pein"
"Hn?"
"I'm cold.."
Huh. That was sooooooo long.. :D
Yahiko! did you heard? Itachi is cold.. :3 What are you thinking to do about it? :D:D
