Peeta POV

I've been waiting around for her all night and our warm kiss was on my mind

I Knew I've got A piece of her heart, But I want the whole damn thing.

I've been waiting around here all these years. Holding on to the memories I recovered after my treatment. I became more confident and most of my trauma of past were reconciled with.

But now My hands are tied...and I'm a lot afraid that it may hurt too much, when she makes her choice

Maybe I shouldn't have gone to see Katniss that first night, but I had to talk to her. I wanted to talk to her. I needed her to listen too. More than that, for one last time ... I had to say thay ...,

I love her.

I can't remember feeling for anyone the way I feel about her. I probably have. Or maybe not. I can't imagine anybody else, any other woman, getting under my skin like this, making me feel like this. It's not something I can put my finger on, either. It's some nebulous, amazing force that makes Katniss stronger, smarter, more beautiful than any other woman alive or dead.

It Scares me knowing I can finally relate with Gale about something. I just wish we didn't feel the same way about the same girl. It's tearing' her apart, and I know that's mostly my fault. I could've stayed away and maybe she would've forgotten about me eventually. Her and Gale could've gotten married and been happy and never thought about me again. They'd been happy so far, no reason they wouldn't have stayed that way.

Life's never that simple.

I couldn't stay away from her, so I came back. I couldn't keep my hands off of her, so I kissed her. And she kissed me back. And now everything's torn apart and turned upside-down.

I caught Haymitch was halfway drunk and yet studying me like I was a bug under a microscope when we met the other day. He was staring straight through me. Strange thing is, I didn't get any sense that he was mad at me or even upset. He was just... curious, I guess. Weird. But he isn't the kind of guy I'd want to have lectured me, so that works out pretty well. I guess he can't figure out why Katniss was still on my mind after all this time.

I can.

So it's all up to the woman I love to weight it all out and see whose heart she wants to break. I wish there was a way I could take the burden off of her shoulders so she could leave that damn little room and live her life, but I know she's the only one who can decide what she wants …. who she wants.

So we wait. He thought.

I have waited for all these years, so what's a few more days going to be like ….

He answered his own question …. They will be excruciating

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