*_*A/N: New chapter!!

I've decided that this time in this chapter
I though I'd make this chapter
full of an interaction between two characters
who don't cross each other at all

So this is what happens...

I also got the inspiration from listening to music
that is in my laptop
and I seriously have a lot of Alexz Johnson
A.K.A Jude Harrison from Instant Star

So let's see how the soundtrack works out
for these two who spend the night together..

Enjoy!!! *_*


Summary: John made a huge mistake letting her go, she was just like him. All he had to do was say those words she wanted to hear. Now he has to fight the biggest battle he never thought he'd have to fight. He has to fight to win her back. Has someone else come in and taken his glory? Has someone taken his spot and what will he do to win it back? Will John Cena win or is getting her back Against All Odds?


Chapter 4: The Instant Star Soundtrack Knows Me

JayCee's POV

Tonight had been enough drama for me in one night. I mean it was horrible enough to see John from the corner of my eyes as I fought Kelly Kelly. I watched his eyes watch me with every movement. I felt the heat and trail his eyes left on my skin and curves threw me off a few times, letting Kelly get the upper hand and almost the pin. I couldn't deny that I really wanted him there, fuck I told him I wanted him there.

It became even worse when it was his match. I had to watch his back and be the loving girlfriend and partner that the world knew me as. My eyes took in the sight of his abdomen and pectoral muscles as he fought. The feeling of his skin stuck under my fingertips as I watched him. The smell of his cologne wafted through my brain and his smile and lips were all I could see and feel on my neck. I'd shutter every few minutes from the images of us in my brain and my mind and body couldn't take it anymore.

When Raw was over I caught up with Randy and asked if I could stay with him. Unfortunately he was staying with Ted, which led me to the second to last place I wanted to ask. I sighed and swallowed my pride as I knocked on the Legacy locker room door once again. Randy looked up at me and Ted smiled.

"Hey Jay, what's up?" Ted asked. "What can we do for you?" he asked while holding on to my hand and smiling.

"I'm looking for a certain Rhodes. He's about 6' 1, brown hair, bluish-green eyes. He has this massive lisp. They say he's part of Legacy…" I joked while stuffing my hands inside my pockets. Randy laughed and Ted shook his head in amusement.

"I'm still here and can hear everything you say about me and my lisp Jaycia" Cody replied from behind the lockers. He was fully dressed with a blue and white striped button up that was open. "What's up?"

"I was wondering since according to Ted I'm living 'la vida Legacy' if I collect them all and stay in your room for the night since you're the only one whose room I haven't stayed in" I answered, watching Cody smile. "Besides a certain Legacy member told me you felt left out that I hadn't stayed with you yet"

Cody's mouth dropped as he looked down at a giggling Ted. Cody balled a fist and punched Ted in the shoulder, making Ted laugh louder. "I hate you sometimes DiBiase, I swear it" Cody replied before grabbing his bag and walking out of the locker room with me. Eyes followed as Cody and I walked, laughing and talking. It was a rare view that anyone had seen. They were used to me with Randy, Ted, maybe a Diva and of course John. However me and Runnels? That's going to be the spark for the next gossip that I have to shoot down.

Thanks WWE….

Cody and I walked into his hotel room and I sighed. It was nothing like the rooms I'm used to with Randy or Ted and even John, but it would be my home for the night. I didn't know Cody like that, although we have been tolerating each other and getting to know each other since I've been around his other Legacy members.

After a shower and climbing into one of Cody's old t-shirts, I saw him sitting on the bed, staring aimlessly at the ceiling. I giggled and sat down next to him. "A penny for your thoughts Rhodes… or Runnels… whatever you want to be called" I joked. Cody laughed and sat up.

"Cody will do just fine JayCee. I'm sitting here thinking of everything and about how I don't know you at all, yet I let you stay with me for the night" Cody stated. Narrowing my eyes in confusion at Cody he chuckled "You're not going to kill me in my sleep are you?"

"I don't know should I?" I asked jokingly back. Cody and I laughed and he reached for his laptop. I chuckled and shook my head "We are not going to watch porn Cody-"

"Aww you kill fun" Cody replied sarcastically, making me giggle along with him. Cody looked up from behind the computer screen and locked eyes with me. He smiled and licked his lips. "Do you have an MP3 or an iPod?" he asked.

"Um… I have an iPhone. Why? Are you going to put some sickening shit on my phone?" I asked while giggling and handing him my iPhone. Cody scanned through my phone and smiled. "What?"

"Who is Alexz Johnson?" Cody asked. I blushed at his question. Cody smiled and watched my face for the response.

"Okay, so when I was younger I used to watch The-N and my favorite shows on that channel were DeGrassi and Instant Star. I always loved the music from the show and downloaded all the songs that I love and saved them on my phone. She's a good singer, and I love the sick way she died in 'Final Destination 3' with the nails in her face!!! Oh man!!!" I replied before looking at Cody who was biting his lip to prevent from laughing. "Sorry"

"It's fine…" Cody said shaking his head. "I just always believe you can always find out about a person through the music they have the most of. Being that you have a whole ass load of Alexz Johnson, let's see what we can learn from you…"

I smiled as he pressed for the first song. The song that played was 'Temporary Insanity' and I smiled after the first few lyrics.

'What just happened did you kiss me?
Cause that's a place we've never been until now

And I don't know
How its gonna be after this
Do we pretend these feelings don't exist as all?
Or do we fall…?'

"What's so funny?" Cody asked me. I sighed and ran my hands through my wet locks of newly light brown.

"The song fits Ted and I. I mean it was weird when he first kissed me that we didn't know what to do. I sat there for weeks wondering what he meant to me…" I finally admitted "I mean and with the situation now, it's all insanity. He feels we could be great, but I think it's only temporary honestly. It's weird and hard to decipher…"

Cody nodded and inhaled "Have you told him this? I mean I know Ted like the back of my hand, he's easy to talk to" Cody replied. I looked down at the white sheets on the hotel bed and Cody chuckled. "I'll take that as a no you did not. Next song…"

I chuckled once again to myself as the song went on to play. I always knew the keys to sing this song perfectly, but it wasn't until the situation that I was in now made so much sense to me. In the show it was about her father, which her producer thought it was about him. Other's thought it was about her ex, a rapper who broke her heart, but no one knew her pain. The song playing from my iPhone was "Skin"

'Everything I've held has hit the wall
What used to be yours isn't yours at all
Falling apart and all that I'm asking
Is this a crime am I over reacting
Oh, he's under my skin
Just give me something to get rid of him...'

"Ugh, can we not listen to this song Cody?" I asked while chuckling and pinching the bridge of my nose. Cody smiled and leaned over toward me.

"Why?" Cody asked "Obviously the song hit a nerve, so tell me what it is about this song that makes you not want to hear it anymore?"

"Do you understand the meaning of this song?" I asked Cody. Cody shook his head no, but sat up straight, signaling for me to explain. "The character, Jude, was so hurt by someone she loved and trusted that she didn't want anything to do with him. He broke her and he never understood that until she said something about it…" I trailed

"Kind of like how John did you…?" Cody asked. I nodded and swallowed back tears. This was my first night hanging out with Cody, I wasn't going to be a sour sport and fuckin' cry.

"He hurt me really bad Cody…" I said through tears. Cody sighed and wiped away tears from my eyes. "He broke my heart not only with Liz, but by not saying he was in love with me, when I said it to him first. It took so much for me to know he was the one, and he couldn't let me know I was the one for him" Tears flowed from my eyes like a waterfall. Cody rubbed my arm and I inhaled. I stared up at the ceiling for a few seconds and looked back down at Cody.

"New song Jay?" Cody asked me while holding on to my forearm. Fighting tears, I nodded yes and Cody chuckled as he pressed for the next song to play.

I inhaled as the next song played. Once again, I felt the pains in my chest take over me like a bad cold. I felt sick and wanted to definitely throw up, although I hadn't really eaten. Cody watched me as I held myself, like I was in a straightjacket. I was in dire need of a hug and a new heart. Cody put down my phone and held me as the words hit me hard. It was harder than impact from a wrestler or diva; the pain hit me harder than anything that I could remember.

'I know rocks turn to sand, and hearts can change hands
And you're not to blame, when the sky fills with rain
But if we stay or walk away, there's one thing that's true
I still love you, I still love you…'

There was no denying that I really did still love John more than anything in this world. Who was I kidding trying to think I could let him go? He was there for everything with me. He helped me go through so much, and I was there when he should have died. I was battling a force way too strong; I was fighting my heart.

"It's okay JayCee… let it out, I'm right here…" Cody replied. I never knew Cody could be so damn sweet to me. I smiled, but still cried in his arms. His bare chest allowed me to hear his heartbeat. I broke down a little more and shook my head no. "Why is it not okay JayCee…?" he asked concerned. I slowly looked up into his eyes and blinked.

"Because I still love John… when I don't think I should… but I know I will never stop loving him…" I answered before holding onto Cody and crying. Cody held on to me tightly as we listened to the music on my iPhone. I'd let out the occasional tear or cry fest, but Cody enjoyed me there. Cody never really released his embrace, like a true friend there for someone. We leaned back on his headboard of the hotel room. Cody sighed as he ran his fingers through the top of my head.

"Can I be really honest with you JayCee?" Cody asked. I nodded my head, listening to his heart race. "I was told that if you stayed with you to get you to talk about everything…"

"I'll kill Orton" I mumbled before chuckling along with Cody. "It's fine. You got to see me cry and you got to be a cool friend to me Cody. I think I might room with you more often…"

"Yeah, you're pretty cool yourself… Lourdes" Cody joked while saying my last name for the first time. I smiled and closed my eyes. "She did die pretty wicked in 'Final Destination 3' though"

"Yeah well I'm deleting all these songs from my phone now" I joked

"That's worse than nails to the face…" Cody joked

I laughed and nudged Cody who busted out in laughter. The night was peaceful and full of laughing. I had a new friend in Cody and I slept the night away to the Instant Star soundtrack, which I never knew, knew me so well…

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