Title: Drop Dead Diva
Author: Emo Barbie
Extra: Sorry for the long wait, I've been reading books left and right to work on my writing, I really wanted to catch up to my favorite fanfiction author QuixoticLullaby. I noticed that some of the things I write about are also seen in other fanfic's, and it hit me I wasn't being...how do I put it? Special enough? I realized that a lot of my ideas are easily thought up by other people, so I took a moment out to go and gain some new ideas of my own. I've always tried to look at relationships and everything in new ways, but lately I'd just been writing for the sake of the people that wanted me to update instead of for myself, and I had grown away from my own way of thinking and writing and fell into line with all the other writers out there. So I'm not exactly going to keep my own promise of updating every week. I'm going to update for myself, when I think of something that I'm certain no one else will, THEN I'll update. Please stick with me though ^_^.
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Chapter 4:
My Leave
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I've never noticed what it's like walking out of that hospital as a patient.
The red leather that hung around the women's shoulder's glistening under the light of the halls, and the long elegant fingers the grasped it wore the shade red as well.
You see, as a patient the moment you step out into the fresh air, your thinking of how you never wanna be locked up in that hell hole again, but for me...
The women paused in front of the doors, her grip tightening on the red strap around her shoulder.
For me, I know the moment I walk out those doors I'm going to be Jackie Daily, and the life that I had once known...once lived....my life as J.D, was going to be left behind for ever.
The women hesitated, her heels clicking a step closer to the doors before she turned and gave one last look to the white heaven that had been her...his life for so long.
Everything I had known up until a while ago, was going to be forever locked in here, and I would walk out as Jackie Daily, some women who...I didn't even know. It was like a white canvas board that hadn't been painted yet, the old life that J.D had painted hadn't been good enough for god and had been tossed aside. And so had J.D himself. Now I, Jackie Daily, had to create a new work of art...but...all I had painted so far was red...because that was all that would come to mind.
"Are you ready to go?" A soft voice wavered threw the cloudy daze that she had fallen in.
Oh and a guardian angel as well, but...
Jackie turned around, flipping her blonde hair over her shoulder. "Yeah..." She muttered with a small smile that barely passed her lips.
But for some reason, even with that...
Tony held out his hand for her to take, and with one last glance over her shoulder she followed him out the door and to the red Porsche that sat waiting for her return.
The canvas still feels empty...
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Short
and sweet {...with a rather long author's note}, just the way I like
it ^_^
Review and Read.
