A/N: A lot of you have been concerned about who Hawke is going to end with. Look at the name of the story. With that said, hopefully this next chapter won't come as too much of a shock. Thanks for all the kind reviews!
By the time Hawke got home, she was exhausted. Fenris took her twice more, and every muscle in her body was sore. She went into the bathing chambers and took a hot bath, slipping in and out of consciousness. There was no doubt in her mind that by the end of the month she would conceive at the rate things were going. After a good hour in the tub, she dried herself off and headed for her bed to get a good night's rest.
When she opened the door, Anders was sitting on the bed waiting for her.
"When did you get home?" She asked.
"About ten minutes ago. How was your day, love?" Hawke paused for a minute, not sure what to tell him. She reminded herself that Anders said he would rather not know about when she slept with Fenris.
"Oh, it was fine." she simply said. Anders outstretched his arms to her and pulled her into a hug.
"I missed you today," he said as he nuzzled into her neck, and that's when he noticed the hickey.
"Um...Hawke?"
"Hmmm?" She was still in a half sleep like state.
"Were you with Fenris today?" Hawke quickly pulled away.
"Why?" Anders reached out and with one finger touched the mark on her neck.
"He left a parting gift." Hawke started to blush, and she avoided eye contact with Anders.
"You asked me not to tell you." Anders huffed, and pulled her close to him again.
"I know. It's just not easy. I'm not angry, only a little jealous. I wish I could have you all to myself. I'm greedy like that." he teased and began kissing down her neck. Hawke giggled, and flopped down on the bed.
"I'm exhausted. Can we just go to sleep please?"
"Oh no no no. The deal was that I still get to make love to you." He said, painstakingly climbing up her body. Hawke began to protest, but decided not to. She didn't want Anders' feelings to be hurt. She was still quite sore from earlier, but there were still things she could do for him. He had been a rather patient and understanding lover after all.
She cradled him in between her legs as he began kissing her in a frenzy. She wrapped one leg around his, and before he could react, she flipped him over.
"Not tired anymore?" he chuckled.
"You've been so very good to me, I think you deserve a little reward." she said as she scaled down his body. Anders smiled, and shed his pauldrons and robes in a hurried fashion. Hawke let her bathrobe hang open, and one of her breasts come out when she leaned over him. Anders reached up and pinched her nipple and she squealed.
She reached for his smallclothes and pulled them down. His member sprang free, already fully erect. Hawke stroked him slowly and deliberately. Anders lay his head back on the pillow and groaned. She smiled and lowered her head to him, licking from base to tip before circling her tongue around him.
"Quit teasing, love." he groaned again and she chuckled, closing her mouth around him. She moved her head all the way down as far as she could take him, then back up. Down, then back up again, each time a little more urgently. She could feel Anders hands in her hair, and she glanced up to see him watching her.
"Maker, you look so good like that."
This only encouraged her. Never taking her eyes off of him, she began to stroke his shaft as she continued to suck. She moved her hand up and down along with her mouth, using them both together. Anders began thrusting forward a little, driving her to take more of him into her mouth.
Hawke ran her tongue around his underside, which in turn caused him to moan loudly. She knew every time she did this, it always brought him close to completion. He pulled his member out of her mouth and stared down at her with suspicion.
"Oh, I see what you're doing. Think you can get away that easily?" He said, amused. He grabbed onto her and flipped her on her back again and she giggled.
"Why, whatever do you mean?"
"I'm onto you, Hawke," he said as he climbed her body. "Both literally and figuratively." Anders opened her bathrobe and slid it off her body. He trailed a gently hand down her abdomen to her center, and inserted a finger. She gasped from the sense of sharp pain and he noticed right away.
"This hurts? What in the Void did you let him do to you?...No, nevermind, don't tell me." He said, then he applied some healing to her and she felt the pain numb.
"Better?"
"Much." She said, cupping his face and bringing his lips down to kiss her. As he slipped his tongue in her mouth, he pumped his finger in and out, making her soak him. He added a second one, and she arched her back into him. Anders used his thumb to massage her nub as he moved his digits, shooting little electric currents into her with his touch. She writhed and moaned into his mouth, as his lips never left hers. Her muscles began to clench, as her release shot from her, making her a heap of groans from under him.
"I think you rather enjoyed that." he teased as he positioned himself at her entrance. Hawke was still coming down from her orgasm when Anders plunged into her. He didn't give her any time to recover. She instinctively wrapped her legs around his waist, allowing him to thrust deeper into her core. She grabbed onto his back, her nails digging into his flesh as his member hit her in that sensitive place over and over again, making her mewl with pleasure.
"Does this feel good?" he asked.
"Yes," she sighed, closing her eyes, letting the bliss take over.
"Has he ever fucked you like this?" Hawke's eyes flew back open, but she could tell he wasn't angry. Instead he had a mischievous twinkle to his eyes. She didn't know what to say.
"Well, did he?"
"Yes." she said quietly, and Anders began to buck into her faster.
"Does his cock feel as good as mine?" he asked, as he stared at her, his eyes piercing through her.
"Anders." she gasped.
"Answer me, Hawke." he said as he took her fiercely, making her moan even louder.
"N-no," she stammered, not knowing how she should answer his question. They were both more than sufficient at pleasing her, she didn't favor one over the other.
"Good." Anders lowered his mouth to hers and he slipped his tongue past her lips. She could feel her climax building again. She pulled her mouth away, needing the extra intake of air.
"You're gripping onto me like a vice. You're going to cum again soon aren't you, love?" Hawke nodded, barely able to form words, she was panting so much.
"Call out my name when you do. I want to hear my name on your sweet lips." He whispered seductively into her ear. That was all it took. Her whole body shook and she could see bright lights flashing through her closed eyes.
"Anders!" she gasped as she thrashed from under him.
"Oh Maker." he said as he felt her muscles tighten and release around his member, bringing him to completion. His seed poured into her, and he trembled and moaned into her ear.
Anders flipped over onto his back, the both of them gasping for air. Hawke reached out and found his hand, entwining her fingers into his. He brought it up to his lips and kissed her delicate skin.
"Thank you, sweetheart. You can sleep now." And sleep she did. As soon as she closed her eyes, she drifted off. It was a very busy day for her, after all.
Two mornings later, Anders was getting ready to leave for his clinic. They just ate breakfast together, and Hawke was still finishing her fresh juice when he leaned over and gave her a kiss on the cheek.
"I may be a little late tonight. I have a lot to get through today."
"I'll miss you." she looked up at him with adoring eyes.
"I'm sure you'll find something to keep yourself occupied with." Anders said suggestively, and Hawke blushed. "That's a good girl." he chuckled. "Just so you get my meaning, I am really hoping that you will become with child soon. So, make sure you take every chance you get. I don't mind."
Hawke gaped up at him, and his eyes were set on hers. Over the last few days Anders seemed to get over whatever insecurities he had. It was as if it no longer bothered him, and she was a little taken aback by it.
"Have a good day, love. I'll be thinking of you," he said, as he turned and left the estate.
He wasn't gone for more than five minutes when there was a loud knock at the door. When she opened it, Fenris lunged forward and quickly captured her lips with his. Hawke stumbled back a bit, and he caught her.
"Fenris!" she breathed out.
"I saw him leave. Will you be alone long?"
"He's on his way to the clinic."
"Just what I was hoping you'd say." his eyes smiled at her and he kissed her yet again, even more roughly this time.
"I need you, Hawke," he whispered into her ear, as he grabbed her hand and placed it over his cock, fully erect.
"Well then," she sighed staring up into his green eyes. "I'd better get you taken care of." She took hold of his hand and lead him to her bedroom, closing the door behind her. Fenris lifted her robes over her head and let them fall to the floor. Hawke unbuckled his pants as he tore off his jerkin. Soon they were in the bed, only in their smallclothes.
"I've been thinking of you. In fact, I've been able to think of little else." he whispered in her ear, the same words he said to her one their first night together. He unclasped her breast band, letting it fall to the bed.
"I'm more than flattered." Hawke said, kissing his bottom lip. "Does that mean it was that good for you too?"
"It was more than good." Fenris took one of her nipples into his mouth, gently sucking on it, swirling his narrow tongue over the sensitive bud as he did so. His other hand toyed and pinched the other, making them pebble under his touch.
As he sucked, he reached down with one hand and stroked in between her legs, over her smallclothes. He could feel that she was wet through the fabric and it made him groan. "I think you need to get rid of these." He said, as he grabbed the waistband and slid them over her hips. He drank in the sight of her. He lowered his hand to her center once again, and started circling her nub with the tip of his finger, kissing her as he did so.
"Fenris." she moaned, feeling his soft finger toying with her.
"Yes, Hawke?" he responded, playfully.
"Don't stop. Oh Maker, don't you dare stop." Fenris chuckled, low in his throat.
"But what if I have something even better planned for you?" He asked. Hawke stared, wide eyes as he lowered his head to her mound. He watched her eyes intently and she shuddered with anticipation.
Fenris opened his mouth and slowly traced his tongue along her bundle of nerves. Hawke gasped, her eyes shutting, reveling in the pleasure. He flicked his smooth tongue along the nub, moving at a feverish pace. Hawke gripped the sheets, her legs squirming about. He took two of his fingers, and pushed them into her core. She was already soaked with anticipation. He began to move them in an out and Hawke gasped and moaned.
His tongue felt like heaven on her, causing every fiber in her being to awaken. Each flick, each thrust of his finger, brought her to new heights. She couldn't keep still, she arched her back and called his name.
Suddenly he stilled and her eyes darted down at him.
"Did you hear something?" Hawke moaned at the lack of his touch. She hadn't.
"No, it's probably just Bodahn downstairs. Please don't stop. I need you." Fenris gave her a smile and then held her hips still. He sank his tongue into her tight entrance.
"Oh, Fenris!" she squealed, bucking her hips into his face. The elf moved his head back and forth, fucking her with his tongue. It was a unique feeling, having a tongue inside of her, and it made her tremble, feeling waves of ecstasy roll throughout her body.
Anders stepped back into the estate. He forgot an important sack of herbs in the bedroom, one that he specifically needed today. He did not see Hawke in the kitchen anymore, and he figured she left their home. He ambled up the stairs, and when he reached the top he heard her. His heart dropped.
She was moaning his name. The elf was there, pleasing her in their bed, so soon after he left. Anders felt that twinge of jealousy he had before, but this was different, because he could hear it happening. He couldn't stop his curiosity. He put his ear to the door and listened in.
Hawke cried out, he heard that exact noise so many times before, when it was him who caused it. He found himself becoming aroused, despite the jealousy. It was an odd sensation. He experienced it several times the last few days. He thought about her and Fenris together, what she sounded like, what they did together, how she would become pregnant. It drove him mad and at the very same time, he couldn't help but wish he could see it. Earlier that week he got so worked up thinking about it, he pleasured himself to the thought.
He took a deep breath, and then slowly opened the bedroom door.
Hawke was completely naked, her legs spread open as the elf licked at her center. They hadn't noticed him yet, so he just stood there watching. So they do more than just have intercourse. he thought to himself, feeling a little betrayed. That was more than what they agreed upon. He watched as she tangled her fingers in his white hair, encouraging him to continue. Her moans grew faster and more frantic, and Anders knew from that ever so familiar look on her face that she was about to cum. She cried out, praising his name as her whole body trembled. Beneath his breeches his cock twitched, watching her moan the way she was. Fenris continued pumping his fingers in and out of her as he lapped at her nub. Finally Hawke opened her eyes, and saw him standing there.
He had never seen her move so quickly to cover herself.
"Anders!" she yelled in shock, both of them jolting away from one another. Fenris cursed at him in Arcanum.
Anders pushed the door closed behind him and moved a bit closer.
"I thought you were going to be at the clinic," Hawke said as she frantically tried to find where her robes were discarded. Fenris just scowled at him.
"I came back for something I forgot, and then I heard you."
"That does not give you the right to just barge in." Fenris snapped.
"Doesn't it? This is my home." He turned his attention to Hawke, who was blushing all over. "I was thinking. I cannot be the one who gets you pregnant, but I still want to be involved in the process somehow. It will be my child too, after all."
"What are you saying, mage?" Fenris asked a little coldly.
"What I am saying, is that I want to watch."
"You can't be serious, Anders." Hawke said in complete disbelief.
"I am."
"Why would you want to see this?"
"I just do. I can't explain it. But since I have been so lenient, can you not grant me this? For today, at least?"
Hawke glanced at Fenris who was still stiff with anger. He turned to Hawke, and noticed she was no longer trying to conceal her nudity. She looked beautiful, and her eyes looked back at him with curiosity.
"This is what you want?" Fenris asked her.
"I'm not going to say no." she smirked and cocked an eyebrow at him. He was annoyed at the interruption from his limited one on one time with Hawke, but he wasn't sure if he had the right to be mad. "Very well." he said, softly.
Anders sat at the writing desk, and turned the chair around so that it was facing the bed.
"Forget I'm even here." he said with a smirk on his face.
Fenris felt Hawke's gentle hand on his arm, and he turned to her. She lay back now, and reached out to embrace him. He awkwardly climbed over her, feeling a bit strange that they were being watched by her lover.
"Look at me." she said, and he gazed down at her blue eyes. Her hand landed on his erection again, over his small clothes. Fenris closed his eyes.
"I'm pretty sure you need to remove those in order to get the job done." Anders joked.
"Shut up, mage." He felt uncomfortable undressing, but he wanted Hawke, had to have her. He slid the small clothes off, and thrust into her.
Hawke cried out as soon as he was inside of her. She kept her eyes on Fenris, not letting them wander off, letting him know she was there with him. His modesty began to fade away as pleasure replaced it. He snapped into her wildly, claiming her, marking her. He was too busy focusing on his and Hawke's pleasure to notice that Anders released himself and began stroking his member, watching them.
Fenris had a sense of urgency to take her as rough as he could, to prove something to Anders, perhaps. He grabbed onto Hawke and flipped her over, so that she was on her knees facing Anders. He wanted the mage to see how much she enjoyed getting taken by him. That's when he noticed that Anders was masturbating. He lost his focus for a moment, but then stared down on Hawke's body, and that was all he needed. He entered her again, wasting no time in pounding into her hard. Her cries became louder. He found himself loving that the mage got to watch this, a sense of pride that he was the one inside Hawke. He stared down at her body, admiring the way that her entrance seemed to swallow him whole, when he heard her cries became muffled.
He saw Anders standing directly in front of her, his cock in her mouth. Hawke willingly accepted it, sucking on the tip. He completely stopped, not sure what to think of this. Anders looked over at him.
"Don't stop on my account." he chuckled, which was soon replaced with a lustful moan. "Oh yes, love. Just like that."
Fenris watched her for a moment, as she pleasured Anders. He watched as her head moved back and forth on his member, and something inside of Fenris liked it. He couldn't make sense of why, but he went with it. He picked up his pace yet again, moving in and out of her tight entrance.
Hawke was pushed into Anders' member each time Fenris moved forward. She kept taking more of it in, causing Anders to moan loudly. Her tongue massaged the underside of him and he began panting louder and louder.
"Maker, Hawke..." he gasped, spilling himself into her mouth.
Fenris reached around and toyed with her nub, moving his finger back and forth. She was completely drenched, so his digit slipped with ease. He felt her clench on his cock, her muscles contracting as her release came. He picked up his pace, wanting to find his own. Fenris grabbed her hips and squeezed hard as he began to fill her with his warm seed. He grunted, an almost animalistic sound, as it shot into her. He felt his member soften and he slowly withdrew from her.
He noticed when he came down from the afterglow, that Anders already began to dress. The mage went over to a drawer, and pulled out a sack of some sort.
"There it is." he laughed. "I have what I originally came for." He came back to Hawke and kissed her. When he pulled away he turned to Fenris.
"You can stay if you like. I'll be gone all day. I'm sure you two can go a few more rounds in that time."
"You do not have a problem with this?" He asked, confused.
"It was my idea, remember?" Anders looked at Hawke once more, then left the room. She rolled onto her back and smiled at him.
"Any thoughts?" she laughed.
"It was...different."
"It was." she agreed.
"Did you enjoy yourself?" A smile spread across her face.
"I have nothing to complain about. It was rather fun. Are you alright?"
"I...yes, I am fine." Hawke lifted her legs, angling them upwards. He saw her do this the last time they were together, she informed him that it would help her conceive. He climbed on top of her, and began to kiss her softly. He could never get enough of her, and he knew that his time was limited. He wanted to make the most of it while he could. Fenris felt himself stiffen, and soon, he was inside of her.
