Here is another chapter to you and me. I really, really liked this chapter and I hope you do as well.
A/N: I realize that I made a HUGE Mistake and for that I am very sorry. I got my stories mixed up. I am so sorry.
Jake had been out of school for a week now. Esme came up with an excuse because none of the black kids had missed this much of school before. There were rumors floating around that he and Mike had broken up and that's why he hasn't been in school. Alice told those people that it wasn't true and that he had a family emergency, that was what Esme told the school and so she correlated with it. Mike, on the other hand was going around telling everyone that he had broken up with Jake and that he was too heartbroken to show his face in school. Edward had stayed home with Jake even though Jake kept telling him to go to school but Edward insisted that he stay. The two were in Edward's room cuddling.
"I think I'm ready to go back to school now." Jake said.
"Are you sure? I mean can you face him?"
"I can and I will. He can't control my life."
"What ever you decide I'm right there with you."
When Jake returned to school. He didn't stare at anyone or talk to anyone as they attempted to talk to him. He saw Mike who was smirking at him. He was about to cry when he felt two strong arms wrap around him. He looked up to see Edward.
"I don't think I can handle this. I thought I could but I can't."
"Do you want me to take you home?"
"Yeah, and I want you to return to school. If anyone ask I wasn't feeling well."
Edward guided Jake out of the school and to his Volvo. Once inside the car, Jake began to cry but Edward stopped him before he could.
"I tried to be strong Edward. I really did. But for some reason I just couldn't face him."
"Don't blame yourself. This wasn't your fault. You didn't ask for this to happen to you."
"But I shouldn't have led him on."
"You didn't lead him on. He's just obsessed with you."
"It's my fault. It is and no matter what you say it's my fault."
Edward placed a hand on Jake's cheek and kissed him. "We'll try again ok?"
Edward drove Jake home where Esme was home. He told Jake that he will be home right after school. Esme was in the kitchen "Cleaning" even though they never used the kitchen. She heard Jake come in and turned to greet him. She had that motherly smile on her face. No matter what happened to her kids she would always smile to make them feel better.
"It didn't work out today did it?" she asked him.
"No, I saw him and nearly cried. I can't do this. I can't go back to school. Ever Esme, I just can't. I can't face him."
She walked over to him and gave him a soothing hug. He leaned into the hug and started crying again, she rubbed his back to sooth him.
"Everything will be ok." She assured him.
When Edward went back to school he found Mike outside. He grabbed him by the collar and dragged him to the meadow. He dropped him once they were there.
"Wow Cullen. Don't damage the merchandise." He smiled. "So, where's Jakey?"
"Because of what you did to him he's upset and he won't even come to school anymore."
"Well if he would have just stayed with me then none of this would have happened. He would have been happy with me. But no you had to remind him of what you and he had and then you proposed to him? No I had to stop that. I knew that if I hurt him so bad, he would go into a point where he would not want you anymore and it worked."
"No, it didn't work. We still love eachother and we're still going to get married. I will help him through this and when he's better, we will stop you."
"Well, good luck Cullen."
Just like Edward promised he was home immediately after school. He went to him and Jake's room. He slowly opened the door and found Jake on the floor. At first it seemed as though he was sleeping then Edward remembered that they don't sleep. He walked over to him and looked him the eye.
"Jake, are you ok?" Edward asked with concern on his face.
"I need to leave Forks. I want you to take me to Italy."
"Why? Why would you want to go there?"
"The Volturi."
"What would you want with the Volturi?"
"They can end all this. They can make everything better."
"Jake, what are you saying?"
"They can end my life. They can make all the pain go away."
Edward kneeled down next to Jake. He pulled him into his lap. He kissed the top of his head.
"You can't. What you are proposing is killing yourself. You can't leave me Jake. I love you too much."
"But I have to. I have to get rid of what I'm feeling. I just have too."
"There are other methods. We can get you counseling."
"I don't want counseling. I want to get rid of this pain." Jake kissed Edward. It wasn't the usual soft, passionate kiss but something harsher. He pushed Edward onto his back and straddled him.
"I want you."
"No, Jake. you haven't' completely healed yet."
"I know but you said there were other methods and this is one. So please don't deny me this."
Edward said nothing else after that and let Jake continue to kiss him. Jake took off Edward's shirt and then unbuttoned his pants. By this time Edward had a full on hard on. Jake grabbed his erection and slowly began to pump him. Edward could only moan in ecstasy as his lover began to lick the base of his cock. In the heat of the moment Jake's clothes came off and he too was sporting a hard on. Edward reversed the positions and he now had Jake on his back.
"Don't move." Edward growled in his ear. Edward got up of him and walked to his book self. He pushed a couple books aside and pulled out a small bottle. He walked back to Jake. He rub a dime sized amount of the lube onto his cock. He placed it at the base of Jake's entrance and slowly pushed in. he was careful not to stir any memories of the night that Jake was raped in case he would scream and demand that he take him to the Volturi. And Edward knew that he could not deny Jake any request that he made. Jake began moaning and moving his hips against the pressure of Edward's cock inside of him.
"Please faster. Please Edward." Jake gasped out. "Make me feel better."
"What ever you say sweetheart."
Jake came before Edward even had a chance to touch his cock. With one final thrust Edward came as well. Edward collapsed next to Jake.
"Promise me you won't ever think about going to the Volturi."
"I promise Edward, as long as you promise to protect me."
Did not see that one coming. So any reviews anyone?
