Ok so here is chapter 4, I hope you like it.

Rolled over to see who had so rudely woken me up, expecting to find Alice or Rosalie.

But who I saw almost gave me a hart attack.

"Edward? What do you want?" I asked in a sleepy voice, while I rubbed my eyes.

"Bells, can we talk?" he asked looking down at his hands. I sat up and looked at him, I had to make sure that this wasn't some kind of joke.

"O.k." I said in a wary voice

"I just have to say that I'm…I'm…I'm sorry that I hurt you." He finished and looked down at his hands. I didn't know what to say I was flabbergasted.

"What?" I asked.

Edwards POV

"What?" she asked.

I looked back up at her; she was staring at me, eyes wide in disbelief.

I knew I would get a reaction like this; after all it was my fault that we aren't together anymore. I managed to stuff up everything that meant anything to me because I had to have one more drink.

"Edward, how can you say that you're sorry? You cheated on me with one of my best friends." She sat there looking at, she didn't say anymore after that.

"I know, but at the time I didn't, not until you told me the next day. The last thing that I remember was getting you and me a drink and dancing." I told her, pleaded with her to under stand that I had had so much to drink that I had no idea what was going on. I think that someone had put something in one of my drinks.

"Well, what do you want me to say here Edward? I love you, lets get back together? I cant right now and to be truthful with you I don't think that I will ever be able to trust you again. Ow and you tell me that you still want me but your dating Jessica? Ow yeah your really trust worthy." She said all this in one big breath and it looked like she was about to cry.

"Wait, what? I'm not going out with Jessica. A hug every now and then as friends but that's it. I don't even like as a friend all that much. What did she say to you?" I knew that she would do something like this when I told her that I wouldn't go out with her because I liked someone different.

"Ow" was that she said, she was looking at her hands. There was a crack of lighting and thunder outside and the next thing I know Bella's on my lap hands around my neck. "Make it stop" she cried and held tighter around my neck. Bella had always hated storms, when she was little lighting hit about a foot away from her and it started a fire. "Edward," she whispered against my neck. "I'll try" she whispered. What!!!!! She wanted to try with us again? Yes I would have my one true love back. I pulled her closer to me and lay down on the bed, snuggling us up in the blankets.

"I love you baby." I told her and she tightened her arms again.

BellaPOV

I knew that I still loved him and that when he told me that he didn't remember anything that he did with that little bitch I knew that he wasn't lying to me. Being in his arms just felt so good and so right.

"I love you baby" he whispered to me right before I drowned out the sound of the storm and drifted off to sleep.

I slowly opened my eyes; Edward was running his finger up and down my arm. I sighed and snuggled back into him.

"Good mourning baby" he said and placed a soft kiss on my neck. I smiled to my self and rolled over so that I could face him.

"I don't think that we should tell the others just yet, I have to be able to trust you first." He looked hurt when I said this but he didn't argue with me. He placed a soft kiss on my check and started to get up. "Where are you going?" I asked a little frantic, pulling him back to me.

"We have to get up sometime or my mum will come up to find us." He said but this time he didn't move.

"Ow, what about Alice? Were in her room" I said getting a frantic again. Edward just laughed a little and rubbed his hand over my check.

"She stayed at jaspers last night, and we have to go to school so get that cutie little butt of yours into the shower and dressed so that we can go." He said and this time he got up and pulled me up with him.

"Fine" I mumbled and went into the bathroom.

"Wait, I'm going to go before you so that no one thinks that I stayed with you last night, and if you want to keep this a secret we cant show up for school together." He was holding me around the waist so I had to look up at him, I knew that he didn't want to go without me and I didn't want to go without him, but he was right.

"Your right, I'll see you later k?" I kissed him on the check and he hugged me to him before he left to get ready and leave himself for school.

20mins later I was walking down to say bye to Esme and head off to school. I loved that Esme would always make me a lunch too; she gave it to me and pushed me out the door saying not to be late. I got in my car and speed off for school, as soon as I was out of the drive way I lit a smoke. Man that felt good. As I pulled into the school I just finished my smoke and flicked it out the window. When I was parking next to Jasper I seen Edward getting out of his car and Jessica run up to him, Jealousy shot through me. I knew that he would hug (as a friend) what ever. But I almost chocked when he put his hand s up to stop her, maybe he would stick to what he had said and make it so that I could trust him again.

I got out of the car, put on my leather jacket and walked into the school like no one could ever nock me down. Because my man loved me.

So I know that it was a jump and they went from hate to love, but the drama is still coming and remember they already loved each other. Bella just had trust issues.

So please review.

Xoxo Mariah