Author Note

Yes I am Erin/ Ally if you must know. I cannot wait until later on in the fanfic though, believe me it gets very, very good. Thanks for the locations but I was thinking other countries/continents if you please. Maybe England will be next I don't know.

Chapter 4 – Sad Memories but the Best Pranks

POV = Renesmee

I left late that night to explore the island. Sneaking out was hard when no one in the house slept, but if you waited for one of those nights where everyone is busy they don't seem to notice you leave out your window.

The good thing about being half vampire is that I didn't have to sleep. I liked sleeping though. When I slept I didn't have to live, not living without crushing your family was always a plus.

I walked along the beach. The cold water was splashing up on the rocks and occasionally up on me. It didn't other me too much though.

It was a full moon and it shone on the water. The beach looked a lot like La Push beach. I used to go there every summer, but it has been years. Long, hard years.

I looked out on the water and stood there for a long time. I remembered every single time Jacob and I had been on that beach… countless times. He loved that beach, he grew up there, and he took me there on our first date. Bella still thought it was when I was physically eighteen, but it was when I was physically sixteen. She would have killed him herself if she knew.

I remember before we did learning how to keep things from Edward like it was the end of the world if he were to find out. Alice of course was the only one that knew about us and she swore not to tell, not even Jasper.

I remembered the wedding. We had been dating for four human years but it seemed like decades to me. Alice made a big deal out of things like she usually did. Everyone on the reservation came that night and every vampire I knew came too. We had to move the wedding outside it was so big. Edward walked me down the isle and everything back then seemed like it was going to be perfect. Jacob moved in that night.

Then I remembered Alice and Rose running up to me one day and towing me to the bathroom. That was when I found out that I was going to have Emma. I remember Bella walking in on Rose talking to me about it. I wasn't sure at the time if she was trying to tell me facts about parenting or scaring me into giving her the child. Bella flipped out and started screaming. That was of course how everyone else in the house found out. I had a mob around me in seconds. I would always remember Jacobs shocked face and Edwards scared face. I think since Bella just about died with me he thought the same thing would happen, it of course didn't.

I sighed. I would go gladly go back to that moment, even if it meant going through horrible embarrassment again.

I sat down next to a rock and leaned my head against it. So much for exploring the island. I didn't have the heart to do so now. I closed my eyes and let myself drift away.

I jerked up that morning. I had never meant to let myself fall asleep. I was in my bed and Emmett welcomed me by whipping into my room at top speed. "How. Did. I. Get. Here?" I asked slowly. I had looked forward to waking up on the beach, First sun would have woken me up and I would have been able to watch the sun rise.

"I carried you back home last night. Bella and Edward would have killed you if they knew you stayed out there all night, so if you don't plan on telling them then neither do I." He gave a small devilish smile but I didn't return it like I once would have.

"Don't next time." I whispered and closed my eyes again waiting for his footsteps to go away.

"You don't care anymore? Come on you really don't want to get grounded on your first week here." He said.

"Are you grounded?"

"Yes."

I rolled my eyes, of course he was, he always was. "I guess I'm not scared of my parents anymore, they could ground me, disown me but what else?"

I hated when Emmett did this, he became all-big brotherly and tried to talk heart to heart. Every time he tried I would either scream or ignore him all together, I figured that just this once I would actually talk to him. After all in every book that I have read about depression it says to talk to someone and if I could trust any one not to care, or not to tell it was Emmett.

"You are telling me you honestly don't care if your parents disown you, come on Nessie." I flinched at the old nickname. "You would care."

"You try having Rosalie die in your arms and then have to stare at everything that reminded you of her every day of your life. You cant die because you can almost garontee Bella will go insane and end up dead which leaves Edward dead and then it is only a matter of time before everyone else ends up dead. Lets face it I am a chain reaction that will only end up in disaster." I whispered.

Emmett's smile disappeared finally. After one hundred years I have seen him frown in two occasions, when Rose yelled at him and at Jacob's reservation funeral. "If you don't know what to say to that I wouldn't mind if you left." I whispered. Emmett shook his head no.

"Renesmee, I know Jacob was your everything but have you considered trying to move on?" he asked. I looked down. That was what I was trying to do now. Apparently nothing has been changed. "Come on." He said. "I may have played a little prank on Jasper."

He led me out and then into Jasper and Alice's bathroom. Despite everything I couldn't wait to see Jaspers face. This was just too funny.

"What. The. Hell?" Jasper nearly yelled as he walked into the room. His face was made of purely shock, priceless, picture perfect and I couldn't stop myself from laughing just a little.

A million little green army men were set up every where, on the bed, on the floor with two big signs saying the Confederates and the Unions.

Emmett bounced out with a tiny fake gun and started knocking over all the little army men with his feet making atrocious booming noises. "Bring back memories?" he asked as he finally stopped.

Then Jasper got a smile on his face and ran down stairs.

"Emmett McCarty Cullen!" Esme's voice boomed upstairs and Emmett's smile got wider when he looked at me. "What could happen right?" he asked.

Okay so this was a little different but I might have a total flash back chapter soon of Jacob dieing in Renesmee's arms. Btu not until they go to school, which shall be in the next chapter anyways enjoy!

-Ally